C85 (2/2)

Do you know? I clearly remember that when I was young, there was a saying hanging on the tip of my tongue: 'When I grow up, I must become a great hero, so that the world won't fight anymore, so that my parents can have a rest. But God would not let such an innocent child go.

His parents had died, his pension was gone, and even the house that he lived in had been taken back. He and Du Duwu had been sent to an orphanage since they were three years old. Because I had a mission at the time, I was unable to take care of the two children. By the time I found out, three years had already passed.

I finally found them through a lot of investigation, but you know what? I looked at the two children who were dependent on each other. I didn't even have the courage to meet them; I was afraid that they would ask me where I had gone and why I hadn't come to see them. I was afraid that they wouldn't recognize me. I feel ashamed, right? I let down their parents, I let down those two … ”

At this point, Niu Buqu was already unable to sob. The other three people present also fell silent, and at the same time, they could all guess why she had become someone who placed great importance on relationships, a person who did not place importance on emotions. Life had been so unexpected that it had left an irreparable pain in his weak heart.

After a while, Niu Buqu's mood calmed down, and then, he recalled once more: ”Did you know? The first time I saw them three years later, they didn't recognize me. I was strange to them, and they were strange to me. They were no longer the two children I had known before, no longer the same ones who wanted to be great heroes.

Slowly, he started to care only about himself and his friends. Slowly, his eyes started to become cold, slowly, he began to care about nothing, slowly, he became nothing. ”

Niu Buqu stopped talking here, turned around and asked Lan Shuixin, ”Now, Teacher Lan, you know where you're wrong, right?”

”I don't know about these things. I didn't mean to. I only wanted to bring hope to Yang Clan, I didn't want to harm him, I didn't do it on purpose … ” If Lan Shuixin still did not understand where she was wrong, then it was truly 'hopeless'. Fortunately, she understood now and regretted it.

”Lan Shuixin, let me ask you, is this true love?” Niu Buqu stared at Lan Shuixin and asked solemnly. He also knew that it was impossible for Lan Shuixin to fall in love with nothingness, but he still asked.

”I, I, I, I don't know.” Lan Shuixin stuttered for a long time, and only said the four words' I don't know '. In fact, they had only met two times before. Lan Shuixin didn't fall in love with anything at first sight either, how could he possibly fall in love with nothing after just seeing him twice? At that time, she was trying to make him accept the title of 'Son' and take on the responsibilities of 'Son'. It was because she saw that he had a difficult heart that she made the decision.

She, Lan Shuixin, had always been alone for more than thirty years. In her heart, she was also responsible for the clan, and to be able to exchange her for a 'Holy Son' of the continent, was something she couldn't wish for more. However, she didn't know what she was thinking. She was also starting to get confused. That's why there is such an ambiguous answer as' I don't know '.