176 Jade 2 (1/2)

It did not seem to me that I understood her theory correctly.

What is it that I just heard?

That's all I know.

She doesn't seem to like my presence at all.

I had decided to marry Lecter.

But she doesn't love Lecter.

I mean, do you think it's normal to want someone you love to die just because you don't love yourself?

Isn't it important to be happy if the person you're dealing with is usually important?

Who is happy that he is dead? Who smiles when he dies?

Who the hell do you want to please?

I will never reconcile with this man.

”I'm trying so hard. I've always worked so hard with so much care! And yet I can't get it, and you're always smiling, and you're always taking good things, really cheating.”

”Yeah... I don't think I'm having such a rough time... I usually try, but sometimes I get depressed because I can't, and sometimes I get sad.

Ha! Don't say that with such an awesome effort! I've been trying harder and harder to spit blood!

The jade screamed.

I didn't know what to give back anymore, just staring at the jade, and the jade kept shaking his voice.

Even Lecter, I played that game many times over and spent a lot of time, and I finally met Lecter and fought hard. It took me a lot of time. I can't forget how touched I was then. But you got tired of it right away, and you never even met Lecter. I was really glad to know that I came to this world. I've made a desperate effort to meet the real Lector-sama, to fall in love with the real Lector-sama, and to work hard to put out a back route... What the hell is that? While I was desperately attacking the Loire and the surroundings to get out the back route, you didn't try so hard to marry Miss Lecter? You're kidding, right? Stop joking. You can't cheat like that, right? Unlike you, I met Mr. Lecter on the right route, so should I be tied to Mr. Lecter? You're disqualified for breaking the rules. Give him back to me as heroine....!

All at once, the jade glanced at Lector and wept.

”Hmm....”

I had no idea Jaime was thinking such a thing. And yet I'm cheating?

I don't feel like it's a result of something that happened to me, and I'm a bit flustered, but I still think it's the result of what I've tried to do for myself and accepted as my life in my own situation.

And you cheated? No, what?

”Basically, you've been cheating on me for a long time with everything that tastes good. I'm always trying so hard, but you always get everything so easily.”

”No, you can't see it like that? Not everyone else sees how hard I'm working? You can't tell anyone that you're cheating on such a surface.”

”What? What are you talking about? When did you try to spit blood out?

No, because that's not for others to judge...

Besides, the amount of effort will determine victory and defeat.

Sauna, you did a lot of work right, so this guy is yours, right?

I wouldn't say that.

He is not a prize, and I am now the result of my hard work as well.

”It's not up to us to give it back or anything.”

Shit! I'm asking you so much! That's how you always run!

But I don't think you're going to tell me to do it. Who are you dealing with?