38 Lector rasnan 4 (1/2)

”Anis... because Lolo is a beast? You don't get hurt as much as people hit you, do you?

Father Austin says.

”But it doesn't hurt.”

You can't let violence go of my precious child. The awkward general left me alone, and I even stroked Lolo.

It hurts. It hurts. Fly away.

But Lek was more concerned about the jade predicting his death than his awkwardness with me. I opened my mouth even though it was a little difficult to say.

”Ah, Anis, I'm sorry to keep quiet until now. As a matter of fact, if you'd told me why you wanted to see me, at that time, I would have said it again to surprise you, but when I slipped so far without such an opportunity at all. I'm sorry I surprised you because of that. [M] I'm sorry, but if you were watching that, could you tell me? What the hell was she talking about? Maybe you know something about coming from the same world?

Mmm, I know. But that's exactly what I couldn't say...

But if I had given him a good reason, would he have told me that he was the general?

”Surprised?

That's how I saw his smile.

Again, I thought if I were in his position, I wouldn't dare tell him who I was until I knew why I couldn't say it. Until you teach me your thoughts, I wouldn't dare cut them out... because I thought so myself.

Well, I guess I can't blame you...

I didn't really think it was him, so I had the feeling that ”the ultimate goal is the general”... haha...

”Hmm, no, I'm sorry for being so stubborn... I'm sorry, too. But I wasn't expecting anything at all... so I don't know how far I'm going to tell the general in front of me. Even if they suddenly say it's me...? Even if you suddenly say so....”

Anyway, I said, ”Yes, she's right,” and I said, ”What are you talking about?” I don't think I look like that. That's why it's so hard to tell. What do we do now?

But...

”Maybe that's why you want to see the general?”

That was a good guess, General.

Then I don't feel like I can deceive you anymore in this situation where the person is staring straight at me, and I don't think you should.

”Ah, yes... that's actually it. But if I met him, maybe I told him, but maybe I didn't tell him... well, I wanted to thank him for what he did.”

Yes, I was hoping to suck myself out and save myself, as long as I was so close to ”then.” That's why I didn't think I'd be able to explain myself beforehand... haha, the outlook was sweet.

I didn't expect anyone else to tell me about it.

”No way... do you feel the same way? Don't tell me you don't believe a story like that.