Chapter 575 (1/2)
Beimengxi still closed her eyes, as if she hadn't heard Wan Sihan's words, and lay quietly in bed.
Wan Sihan sighed and left the room silently. There was nothing to make up for when he stayed. He couldn't solve the fundamental problem. He needed a good rest to face everything that came down.
Everyone didn't sleep well this night.
For several days, beimengxi didn't say a word.
She stayed in bed like a living dead man, but she would eat obediently. Don't worry about this. Wan Sihan would go to see beimengxi every day. However, his existence seemed to be transparent to her, which could not startle the ripples in her heart, hook her interest, and move her cold forehead and heart.
The mask told them that he had never encountered such a situation and needed to study it in isolation.
In this way, like beimengxi, he locked himself in his room to study medical books. He was worried about this group of people who cared about beimengxi. They all looked for Yan Xiaoxi to find a way. In addition to the mask, she was the only one who knew medical books.
Yan xiaoxi'ao, however stubborn, decided to try his own way.
In fact, she is not sure.
Come to beimengxi's room, push the door and enter.
Yan Xiaoxi sat by the bed. Knowing that beimengxi would not pay attention to her, he began to say to himself: ”Menger, in fact, I feel sorry for you.”
Beimengxi was lying in bed, looking at the distance with clear eyes, but she didn't see Yan Xiaoxi.
”You shouldn't have come to me at the beginning, so that you won't lose your child and everything later will not happen. You should wait for WAN Sihan to return in the house.” Yan Xiaoxi knows that it doesn't make any sense to say these now. However, if you don't speak out your psychological words, your heart is always blocked.
Beimengxi still had no reaction.
”When I saw you become a child, I didn't know how sad it was. However, your warm smile melted my inner guilt and remorse. At that time, I thought, maybe you would be happier and forget your pain. If you hadn't offered to treat, we wouldn't force you.” Yan Xiaoxi continued.
Beimengxi has become brave after all. She can still face it in this case.
She is no longer the unruly and willful princess, not the arrogant and domineering beimengxi who always thinks about her joys, sorrows and joys. She becomes strong and calm, but she makes people feel more and more distressed.
”Now you are very good and everyone likes you. However, I prefer you in the past. You live freely, heartless, real and happy.” people will become. Yan Xiaoxi thinks that she is different from before. So many things have happened, and her mentality and sexual style have changed dramatically.
She and she are no longer innocent girls, but become self-reliance women. They are desperate for their loved ones and strive to pursue what they care about. She thinks there is nothing wrong with such herself, but she has lost the most primitive and pure broken heart.
In the passage of time, she got a lot of things, such as love, friendship, experience and growth, but she also lost more, freedom, self, courage and her original self.
”Menger, since you choose to face it, why do you want to escape? I know you all remember that you have experienced the same pain again. You are still blaming yourself and aggravating this guilt. You want to punish in this way. However, have you ever thought about the feelings of the people around you? I, Wan Sihan and beiboxi, we all have a responsibility to become like this. There is still a long way to go in the future, don't you Are you ready to live like this for a lifetime? If the emperor and the queen see you like this, they will be sad. I believe you can understand the mood of being a mother. ”Yan Xiaoxi doesn't know what's going on with beimengxi, but wants to put all his eggs in one basket.
If beimengxi was really punishing herself as she said, it must have worked.
”I know it hurts to lose your child. Wan Sihan is more sad and responsible than you. Brother Bei also blames himself for not protecting you. Wan Sihan is pregnant and worries about Wan Sihan and beiboxi day and night. You have to hold on for her children. You are punishing yourself and the people around you. Their pain is deeper than you.” Yan Xiaoxi continued.
Beimengxi was suddenly stunned, as if moved by Yan Xiaoxi's words.
Brother, Wan Sihan, Wan Sihan and Yan Xiaoxi all care about her. She always knows.
”And the mask. He saved your life again and again. Is that how you reported him?” Yan Xiaoxi asked.
However, she also knew that she would not hear the answer.
”Mengxi, Wan Sihan didn't abandon you. He didn't come to you, but he couldn't come. He was seriously injured and his life was on the line. You gave him the strength to live. You gave him another life. For him and for us, you must overcome the psychological obstacles, live well and be happy with Wan Sihan, so as to live up to our expectations for you, right Your love, your devotion to you. ”Yan Xiaoxi finished everything he had to say.
The rest depends on the fate of beimengxi.
If she is willing to continue to close herself in a cage and close herself, no one can help her.
With that said, Yan Xiaoxi stood up, looked at beimengxi on the bed, and took steps to leave. Beimengxi still had no action. She felt that she had failed this time. Maybe she was wrong.
I can only wait for the mask to pass and think of other ways.
She sighed and heard it very clearly in the silent space.
Put your hand on the door and push it open. You can go out the next second. At this time, a hoarse voice sounded behind you.
”Sister Xi'er.” there are only beimengxi and Yan Xiaoxi in the room. Who is the speaker? The answer is obvious.
”Dream.” Yan Xiaoxi turned back excitedly and returned to the bed again.
”Sorry to worry you.”