Chapter 492 (1/2)
Beibaixi was stunned. She didn't think Wan Sihan's attitude would be so calm. Is she really jealous or doesn't care?
He never understood one thing all the time. She married him because of love or forced to have no choice.
This question is as deeply stuck in his heart as a fishbone. Whenever he wants to ask, he will always retreat for various reasons. In other words, he is afraid to hear a different answer from what he expected. Over time, he will have no courage.
”Sihan, are you really willing to let me find her?” Bei Boxi narrowed his eyes and deep eyes on WAN Sihan's face, trying to find a trace of jealousy or reluctance.
But her expression was so calm, like the calm lake water, and her eyes were so clear and transparent without any impurities. His heart sank suddenly. It seemed that something precious was passing away at this moment.
He tried to keep calm and didn't want her to see the change in his mood.
”You love her, don't you?” Wan Sihan heard expectation and worry from beiboxi's words. What's the use of blocking? He won't listen to himself, will he?
Even if he begged, he would still despise it.
She wants to keep her last self-esteem and hide whether her love for him will be less hurt.
Beiboxi was stunned and couldn't refute Wan Sihan's words.
His love for Yan Xiaoxi is a well-known thing. Wan Sihan must have heard a little about it after entering the palace for so long. The way he chose to face is to turn a blind eye. This time, he surprisingly wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to speak.
”Your Highness, I know you are only responsible for me, and I will not intervene in your decision.” this is the first time that beibaishi heard Wan Sihan say such a long sentence.
She always cherishes words like gold.
Beiboxi listened to wansihan's light words and didn't know the taste in his heart. Now he feels more sad than when Yan Xiaoxi left. It's an unspeakable mood.
”To tell you the truth, do you want to go to the palace?” beiboxi didn't know why he asked this sentence.
He only knew that if he could hear a word no from Wan Sihan's mouth, he would eliminate the idea of saving Yan Xiaoxi. He didn't want to see her frown and depressed. He was her husband and should consider her feelings.
Wan Sihan stared at beiboxi incredulously. He didn't understand what this meant?
Temptation? Or something else?
He won't listen to himself at all. Why insult himself?
”Go and save her.” Wan Sihan had a relationship with Yan Xiaoxi for several times and had a good impression of her. Now she is in danger. As a friend, she should go through fire and water.
However, for her heart, it was as painful as being cut by a knife. It was so painful that she couldn't breathe.
Her face gradually became bloodless. She was so stubborn that she looked up at beibaixi's eyes as deep as black pool.
”OK.” beibaishi answered faintly.
He admitted that when he first received the letter, he really wanted to go. Yan Xiaoxi, the woman who was always dusty in his memory, could not forget it anyway.
What once said was no longer seen, and all turned to ashes at that moment.
Calm down, looking at Wan Sihan's slightly sad eyes, his heart gradually fell, worried about being replaced by reason, and he began to hesitate about this matter before he wanted to ask her advice.
”Take care.” Wan Sihan didn't know what else to say.
Thousands of words are stuck in my throat and can't be said. The self deception in my efforts can't be compared with the cruelty of the facts.
She thought that her unrequited company with beiboxi would one day make him forget Yan Xiaoxi, release his pain and want to melt his cold heart with warm love. There had been no progress in the past few months.
She knew clearly that she had failed.
But I don't want to give up.