Chapter 1316 (1/2)
”I, Feng Chun'an, like you. I'm impressed by your talent. Because you married me, you can't show your ambition. You've been decadent for more than 20 years and miserable for more than 20 years. These are facts. I don't deny them. However, I didn't kill your lover. I tested her and she promised me. I was happy and lost and went back to the palace. I didn't expect her to die. I didn't expect her to hang on her back foot as soon as I went out. I don't know what she said to you who hurried home with that tone.
But what she told me was that she was honored. I really didn't expect her to die.
However, I don't kill Biren, but Biren died because of me, so you're right to hate me. After all, that's the woman you love most in your life. In fact, my stupidest thing is that at some time, I think you have the same regret as me. I regret that I didn't meet each other earlier. I regret that I'm not the most innocent myself. Your occasional eyes make me think you like me. Therefore, I'm presumptuous and didn't control myself
My heart. ”
Princess Anguo said, showing a touch of loss at the bottom of her eyes and a faint smile on her face, as if it were a memorial to the past.
Xue Renfu listened and slowly clenched her hand with the scroll. In fact, she was right sometimes.
At that time, he really... Liked Chun'an like fire. He had never seen such a woman who could burn him. He also regretted that he had a family background and was not worthy of Chun'an, because she was a princess and she was a famous Princess of Anguo.
But then, it happened so suddenly that his original wife left a letter saying that she couldn't stand the arrogance and coercion of Princess Anguo and finally chose to hang herself..
With her last breath, she asked him to promise that she would be loyal to her all her life and would not marry again.
At that time, he nodded and agreed.
Therefore, when Chun'an forced him... He collapsed. He rejected her, hated her and didn't want to see her more.
Princess Anguo did not know what Xue Renfu was thinking at this moment, and continued:
”Renfu, over the years, I've been angry with myself and you. I've occupied you. I know you don't want to see me, you hate me to the bone, and you want to kill me, but I won't let you go and let you sink into this quagmire with me.
Do you think I like flattery when I have so many parties? How could I not know those people, but looking at the face of Princess Anguo, if I were a powerless person, who would come?
I just... Want to take the opportunity of the party to see you. After all, on such an occasion, we must appear as loving husband and wife. I am greedy for that moment of false tenderness. Even if you say princess, be careful, I can aftertaste many days in my heart.
That's all I want. ”
Princess Anguo held these words in her heart for more than 20 years. Over the years, no matter how happy she was, her face was still cold and alienated.
Now suddenly speaking like this, a stone pressed tightly in my heart seemed to fall slowly, and my whole body was much more comfortable and transparent.
At that time, I was too young to catch everything, so I childishly thought that love was ok, so when you cursed me and refused me after your lover died, I was angry for a moment, and I had to let you be the son-in-law. This is the most wrong thing I did. In fact, the most thing in the world that can not be forced is love. Xue Renfu, I'm sorry for forcing you for so many years. Now, I'll let you go. We say goodbye to each other. As for the emperor and the empress dowager, I will say it. I have figured out an excuse. You don't have to worry that your Xue family will be implicated. ” Finally, said this sentence, in my heart
Uncomfortable at the same time, but also a sigh of relief. Facing the real yourself, it turned out to be a relief.
”Chun'an...” Xue Renfu opened his mouth and his eyes were hot.
”Take care.” Princess Anguo finally turned and walked into the room. The cloak fell to the ground and was blown up by the wind.
Xue Renfu stood in the yard, watching her close the door and isolate each other.
The wind blew and it was a little cold. When it blew across his cheeks, he felt a little cold.
After a long time, until the candle in her room went out, he turned around and left with the picture scroll.
In the house.
Princess Anguo looked at the distant shadow outside, and two lines of clear tears fell slowly.
Xue Renfu walked out of Ningde mountain villa. The carriage at the door was waiting for him. The bodyguard saw him and came forward and said, ”where are you going, son-in-law?”
”Where are you going?” Xue Renfu was confused.
Yeah, where?
”Go to the bookstore.” He said.
The bodyguard was puzzled and asked, ”where is the bookstore that the prince-in-law said?”
Xue Renfu couldn't help looking at the bodyguard when he heard this question. Yes, how could he forget that the bookstore was more than 20 years ago and had long gone.
He raised his hand and said, ”find a restaurant. I want to drink.”
”Yes, my son-in-law.” The bodyguard said.
Son in law? Xue Renfu was more upright. ”Later, it would be a mistake to call the son-in-law's son-in-law.”