Chapter 133 (1/2)
It was when the moon was brightest at the zenith and the world was darkened when the moon finished all instructions and was ready for tomorrow. Under the moonlight, Curl hit the night wind. To wait after tomorrow is an extension of hell, you have to decide them more cruelly, ruthly, and kinder than anyone else. It was decided to drop dozens of people today alone.
The weight of the decision goes on curls.
“That’s tight”
It is a weak sound that is made to never discharge in public. Only in this world where everyone sleeps, Carl can reveal its weakness. You can show us any weakness as a warrior, but we can not show your weakness as a general.
“Idiot, stupid, heck I just came here with luck. Is it a mistake to have come? Really, a stronger person should come on top, and I will be promoted by being promoted I guess you’re stealing the possibility? ”
Carl thought that the only part he was superior to others was “meeting.” Unless I met William in Laconia, I was dead there in the first place. If you did not learn to William, you would not have tried to learn the law. I think that Gilbert, Hilda, I did not meet them, I was not liked, but I was not here.
“So, I think it’s a little different to do great things. I’m walking alone alone, I think it’s different to take care of everyone who just wasn’t lucky. It’s possible that they all could have been headmasters or legions, and if we happened to be ahead we were taking away their potential, not using their lives. “I’ll let them use it. I can not think of their dedication as a matter of course.”
Curl took his eyes off the beautifully arcing moon. At the end of the shifted eyes, a grim belt with an awful appearance was standing alone. I do not know from when. It may have been here when Carl came here.
“I know, I know. But what will my feelings be like? I am proud of my house. I am painful Taylor, I wanted to talk more with my father. I want to have more practice. Until now, my father was so busy that I could not talk or meet, I was finally able to meet and talk, though … but this isn’t it?
Carl first saw Gilbert’s weakness. The son of a warrior who can not move by the will of iron. It was so from childhood. Everyone aimed at him and everyone gave up to be him. It looked strong. But I was a boy who was trying to be strong-
“I also have my father died”
Gilbert’s eyes are opened. The information did not reach the end of the West, Blouse Tat.
“It was a shock, but my father was ill and I wasn’t informed until the end. Was it slower than William? Well, William was faster than my brother … but after all, I could not speak to the end until the end, I have such a regret, I was also proud of my father, and like you, the strong father looked very cool, but how about that? But it’s okay, even if it’s important to me. ”
Karl overlooks the landscape of Hohen Stadt under the eyes. Now the dark book covers everything. But many of them who sleep under it were injured and there was a hell picture with dozens of irrecoverable people.
“We are generals. Even if we get it wrong, we are generals because we are made. We have to order them to fight and sometimes to die. It’s a very heavy thing. Each one of them There is a family in there and each one of them has a history.
Gilbert is the expression of curls. I saw the figure of the father of the day in Carl’s standing figure. The figure of a father who worked with powder for the nation, even with family scolds. I was proud as a warrior and my teeth were so good for my family.
“The weight against my father may be different for me and you, but no matter how heavy it is, it is equivalent to the weight of one soldier who died today. And how many soldiers died today? Ours This battle that started from the decision, this battle that has continued from your judgment, how long did you die in this?
The figure suffers. Surely those who stand up, no, those who should stand, all have such feelings. Heavy, deep and heavy pressure on the person It is easy to look away from there. As Gilbert did, it’s good to see them. Many rulers are surely doing it. You may not try to broaden your gaze without looking below. It’s very painful. Because it is beyond the territory of each person.
“But I think that the price that bears the weight is the current position. It came to seem. The best” encounter “everyone gave me, thanks to that opportunity”
Here was the ideal that the real ruler, who should stand on, and what he wants below. Think about the best of my life, what will kill me and do my best for myself. They are impressed by their back and do more. To reward it-a positive chain, and also a chain of hell.
“I talked to a lot of people at the king meeting. I heard more than that. There were various people and there were few ideas like me, but everyone who has the same opinion and is running It was an outstanding object without exception, and it was the most shining star in the world of the twinkling king conference, and the beautiful star that I admire most was the same, although there were differences, the roots were the same. ”
Gilbert thinks that Carl’s longing star, that is probably a white star. Whether the difference is large or small, or whether the roots are the same, the question marks are endless. Still, it is true that Carl felt such a way and decided to live as it should. It is also true that I saw my father in that form.
“I’m going to live this way. At least while I have a subordinate who believes me as a general. Until I’m disqualified as a general, I don’t care about me …”
Himiko, what a beautiful and cruel way of life? Even Gilbert, who is crazy, crazy and forgets me, thinks so. Are you so mad at someone who should stand on top of people?
“You are crazy Taylor.”
Carl laughed. Smiling, sunny, lonely-
“I also think so”
Carl laughed and showed. His strength was so daunting, his weakness was miserable, and Gilbert also fell. Digits of resolution were different. You should not stand on top. Gilbert thinks that I can not do this myself.
But if you do not
“As you can see, I’m weak, but can you help me?”
“Of course, you who are insulted by the weakness and you who recognized the weakness are different people. Now I think that you are stronger than anyone. Let me show you, Arcadia’s sword Power
“Thank you … I will definitely help. It is definitely.”
The burning anger disappeared from Gilbert’s eyes. Of course there are things burning quietly. It will surely be something that will not disappear. It regulates it as a driving force that further enhances oneself. Only then can I become the power of what I have defined as the Lord. I have to do that. I think it is the only return to a friend who is physically tense, bumped because of faith, angered at oneself who is haunted by weakness.
“Even though, it was surprisingly strong. Your cheeks are still burning.”
“That’s why you were so weak. If you were in the old days, you were going back to me and I was going back, and then I was a single shot.”
“Oh, that’s right.”
Gilbert made a sumo wrestling with all his thoughts. If you were old you would not even have ears to listen to. If it is a weak person’s shit, it might have been thrown away and thrown away. You should have thought that you were weak and not even a dream.
(Now different)
Gilbert has changed. The trigger was that the curl which had decided that the scout who was not able to stop himself was considered to be weak stopped. So I was interested. I thought that I became a strong man, but Carl remained as Carl, and it suffered from understanding very much. From there as a subordinate, as an admiral, I have been watching Karl for a long time.
(The only thing that I can boast is that I found you. It is my pride to see you as your Lord. Oh, yes, I finally understood.)
Gilbert has changed. From a glamorous sword that only hides its weaknesses to a boneless one that recognizes weaknesses and aims at muddy and aim at height.
(I will be just a sword)
If the Lord is beyond the self, then he will also transcend the self. In order to share the burden and to bear with you in order to reduce the weight of the Lord. The way is different from the Lord, but it also goes beyond itself.