45 Late night date Pt. 03 (1/2)

-:- | Selina Johnson | Han

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Consciousness started to fade away and a deathly void was wrapping itself around my struggling body. I couldn't remember being in despair like that; I was yet to see the worst of it.

The emptiness, the unforgiving truth of my own ignorance and narcissism, doors closing on my face, every possible way of destroying my very own heaven. These were the parts of the process that led towards the loss and sacrifice of the people whom I placed in my heart.

That void was pulling my sights into it's pitch black emptiness. Han was gazing at me with all of his hatred and resentment. But to me that face of him was just as handsome as ever. I knew I couldn't control my struggle against him but in my mind I was smiling. I was kissing him. Maybe for the last time. It hurt because of that fact.

Like a fool I only then understood how much I loved Han while at the same time I was being stripped out of my life at his hands.

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-(Chokes her!)

-Aahgh...(coughs)...hahhgh..

-DIEEE!!

-...(Struggling)...Ha..n..Ha...n..(coughs)..

-GO. TO. HELL.

-...ple..g..

-(chokes harder!)...YOU WERE MINE! MINE!!

-I..mm..aghm...sorry...Ha..aaan..

-Sorry? You are SORRY?? THIS IS THE END SELINA..

-(Body giving up)

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-(A little smile, tears)

-I HATE THAT SMILE!!

-Ha..nn...I lo..v...yo..u___