793 Invading His Mind (2/2)

Long Jinjing was just another woman he bedded.

'Not just another woman. You treated her nicely. Been gentle with her. Talked with her and eased her into feeling more comfortable with you. Focused on giving her as much pleasure as you took from her. And most importantly, you told her to call you by your real name.'

The voice inside his head whispered, irritating him to no end, even though he knew that it was his own. He wanted to deny it but the truth of the matter was that he really did treat Long Jinjing differently from the other women he fucked before.

As someone who treated sex in a dispassionate manner, all his bedmates before were, simply speaking, just receptacles for his lust. He also pleasured them, of course. However, he only did that to maintain his interest in the deed and to keep things a little exciting.

But with her, he was more careful, more attentive, and more excited to see her adorable, innocent reactions to his vulgarity.

'It's because she's your sister's friend.'

Indeed, that was part of the reason why he was kinder to Long Jinjing. She was his sister's friend and the blood sibling of Evelinka's current body. He had to give her that much decency, at least.

Even so, he realized that he should never have propositioned a one-night stand to the woman in the first place. It was a big mistake, especially right now that he couldn't stop thinking of her. The simple truth was that he wanted to fuck her again.

She had the image of a good, innocent and proper young lady and yet she learned quickly how to pleasure him despite her shyness. In fact, she was eager to give him pleasure.

There was no fear of him in her eyes, only curiosity, shy attraction and pure desire. And he liked that. Liked it too damn much.

'Forget about her.'

Yes, that was what he should do. Forget about the woman. And yet even as he decided this, her shy smiles and the sweet way she said his name Nikolai played inside his mind over and over like an endless loop.

”Dammit!”

It took a long time before he was able to calm down. He was distracted the entire time he showered. By the time he stepped out of the bathroom, he was cursing Long Jinjing for invading his mind.

What was even more aggravating was that he was rock-hard once again. This time, he didn't touch himself. He had a feeling that Long Jinjing's image would be the one occupying his mind if he masturbated again. At this rate, he wouldn't be able to stop thinking about her.

”This is just lust. I'll forget about her as soon as I have another woman.”

And that was what he planned on doing. Tonight, he would fuck another woman and soon forget about the shy, sweet smile of Miss Prim and Proper Long Jinjing.