15 Telepathic Girlfriend - Part 2 (2/2)
”Of course! I mean, we both will wear dresses. We'll both be the bride, after all!”
Ann gave a big smile and Marina laughed.
”W-What?” Ann asked. She made a worried face.
”I mean. You're talking about marriage. Are you proposing?”
Ann felt her cheek redden. She started to babble something, but Marina put a finger on her lips.
”Don't worry. I don't mind. I do have the intention to live with you as long as I can,” she gave Ann a kiss and smiled. ”It's funny, though.”
Ann didn't say anything. Marina put her now empty cup aside and rested her head on her girlfriend's shoulder.
”Well, I don't believe in god,” she said. ”I wouldn't be against it, though. If my lovely wife wants it.”
”Well, my ex was so against it. She was a fervent atheist. Said not even love could make her get inside a church.”
”You still think very fondly of her.”
”Oh,” Ann gave Marina a worried look.
”Don't worry,” Marina said with a laugh. ”I said I get it, right? Your feelings are completely platonic now. Even if you do miss her a lot.”
”Yeah. She did break up with me and said we could still be friends, but then she just disappeared. I miss her. Before being my girlfriend, she was my best friend.”
”If that's worth anything,” Marina pulled Ann's face and kissed her lips. ”I won't ever leave you.”
Ann was so happy that she had to resist not to jump with joy. The perfume coming out of Marina's hair surrounded her. She felt suddenly too excited that she couldn't control her thoughts. Looking at Marina's naked neck. Her olive skin exposed. Ann's eyes moved below, focusing on Marina's chest.
”I'm still not ready for that, though,” Marina said.
”I-I-I-I'm sorry,” Ann answered, flustered. ”I didn't mean to…”
Marina laughed, but remained there, leaning against Ann.
”Are you curious about why that frights me?”
”You don't need to tell me if you don't want to.”
”Yeah, I know. But I do want to talk about it. Is that fine? Okay, then,” it took a long minute for her to start talking again. ”It was when I had my first kiss with a boy...”
”I hate this story already.”
Marina laughed. Ann's mind went back to her own school love. Her ex-girlfriend.
”You also had one, right?” Marina said. ”And it was different. I can see how you truly loved your ex-girlfriend. I didn't love that boy. I was just thirteen years old and everyone was starting to think I was weird because I never had an interest in boys or love talks. And, well, you were a teenager once. You can understand how bad it is when people treat you like an outcast.”
”Well, I was a teenager once. But I can't imagine being an outcast. Sure, I never had any interest in boys. But they were around me all the time anyway, so everyone just assumed I did.”
”You probably was hated a lot.”
”Maybe, who knows,” Ann gave an impish smile. ”I can't read minds.”
”Oh, I get it. Well, how good it is to be so popular,” Marina gave a wry smile. ”But for me, seeing how they saw me inside their minds, it was terrifying. So there was this boy. I knew that he was in love with me. I just approached him and confessed to him. Of course, Iwas lying. But I could see his mind and I knew he was a nice guy. At least, I thought. Well, he was.”
Marina held Ann's hand.
”When I kissed him, though, that changed. Well, it was his first kiss so I get it. That's exciting and unexpected for most people. But in that exact moment, his feelings stopped being pure love and became, how I would say that? Completely sexual? Suddenly he wasn't thinking about me anymore. He was thinking about my body. And what he was feeling was kinda, disgusting, to be honest. I guess that's normal, but being seen as some kind of sexual object made my stomach turn. Literally. I ran away and threw up on the girl's bathroom.”
”That's… Wow.”
”The poor guy was mocked forever after that. A girl threw up after kissing him, after all. Well, he couldn't help it. Or at least that's what I told myself to not hate him. But it made me scared. If he thought about me like that just with a kiss, how would it be if we tried sex?”
”So that's why you're afraid of sex? You think you'll feel disgusted by your partner's thoughts during it?”
”That too. But I also don't want to hurt someone again like that. Especially if it's someone I love.”
”What about kissing me, then? Is it disgusting?”
Marina turned to Ann and put her lips on hers with her mouth closed. Their lips separated and Marina smiled. She pulled Ann's body with a hug and kissed her again, now using her tongue as well. A lot of thoughts crossed Ann's head.
”She's kissing me…
Feels good…
Her tongue…
Wet...
I want to hug her…
Is she liking it?
Tastes like chocolate…
It's warm...
Should I do something to make it better?
I don't want it to stop…
Her breasts are pressing against me…
I can hear her heartbeat…
Her body is warm…
I wanna do her...”
All thoughts came almost at the same time. Ann couldn't really control them, as if she had no control over her own mind. She could only see Marina in front of her.
”Touch her…
I want her…
Now…
I want her to feel good...”
Marina stopped. Ann gasped for air.
”I-I'm sorry,” Ann said, trying to sort everything that crossed her mind. Marina chuckled.
”Why are you apologizing?”
”D-Did I make you disgusted?”
”Not at all. It felt nice. And I could feel that you really love me,” Ann smiled relieved but Marina added. ”You're also kinda perverted.”
”Well, sorry for that.”
”Who knows, though. Maybe if I was still thirteen, that would make me disgusted. That's why I don't know if I was really fair to that boy.”
When it came time to sleep, Ann asked if she should prepare a separated bed for Marina. Her girlfriend smiled and held her hand.
”We can share a bed. But we won't do anything, ok?”
”O-Ok…”
”I wonder if I'll be able to control my thoughts being so close to her all through the night.”