Chapter 113 Indium without Effects, a Gods Living for a Men (2/2)
”Long Fei, this shouldn't be the main reason, right?” Hao Ning ignored Liu Shuai, ”Even if the classmates were angry, as long as no one dared to pick a fight, no one would take the initiative to use such a method against Yufei. At most, they would use some small tricks, no?”
”Yeah, but Yufei shouldn't have …” Long Fei paused for a moment as he said this, but held back his words.
”Shouldn't have what?” Looking at Long Fei's expression, Hao Ning felt that something was amiss. He thought for a while before comforting Long Fei, ”People cannot be revived if they die. We are not gossiping about the past of Yufei, we just want to know better about his past.”
”He shouldn't have loved someone he shouldn't have.” Long Fei said painfully, ”That person was the same as Yufei, one of the best students in the grade. At the same time, that person understood Qingbei's policies very well and knew that in a few years, there would be a continuous study quota for each class, and Yufei would be his biggest competitor. Thus, that person urged Yufei's dormmates, somehow, they got some indium salt, and poisoned Yufei …”
”The most laughable thing is that,” Long Fei laughed coldly,” on the surface, that person actually spoke up for Yufei and told others not to hold a grudge against him for small matters.”
Long Fei's eyes became extremely cold and sinister: ”Humph! Something so obvious, other than that person, who else could it be?
Hao Ning was silent. It was not impossible. It was just that the frightening jealousy in the hearts of people did not only exist in society.
”The human heart can actually become so bad …” Hearing this, Liu Shuai was stunned, ”That is our best university, inside it, there are the pride and pillars of the nation, an ivory tower! Combinations of talent and integrity! ”
”Forget it, stop insulting the ivory tower,” Hao Ning sighed, and asked Liu Shuai: ”Did you forget what Avalokitesvara said?”
”What do you mean?” Liu Shuai was about to exclaim, but he was interrupted by Hao Ning, who asked in a displeased tone, ”I remember his words very well, have you forgotten about it? You misremember what he said! ”
”Come on, all you can remember are those details, I just missed a 'still.' Are you still going to go on?” Hao Ning looked at Liu Shuai, and said disapprovingly, ”Do you remember the Avalokitesvara saying that: is the reason why the state official does not allow the citizens to light the lamps that he has become the state official?”
”Are you saying —” Liu Shuai was stunned, and replied, ”Those people who entered the Ivory Tower were initially scheming in their hearts? and not because they entered the ivory tower? ”
”Ho ho, I didn't say anything. It's just that we shouldn't mistakenly believe that having both ability and integrity is an objective fact. If a person's heart is not right, but he is talented, and you insist that he should have both ability and integrity, in the end, it is very likely that he will just be a sanctimonious person. ” Hao Ning continued to look at Long Fei and asked, ”Speaking of which, how exactly was the man that Yufei loved?”
”Man?” Liu Shuai was even more shocked, he did not wait for Hao Ning to finish speaking and interrupted him, ”What are you talking about? When did Long Fei say that Yu Fei liked men?”
”...” Hao Ning looked at Long Fei quietly, seeing the sad face of Long Fei, he knew that he had guessed correctly, ”It is because of this reason that you are unwilling to tell Yufei's story, right?”
Long Fei looked at Hao Ning for a long time before nodding his head, ”He's already pitiful enough. I don't wish for anyone to talk too much about a person whose soul has been destroyed.”
”Actually, what you said was already very obvious, one only needs to make a slight deduction,” Hao Ning said as he looked at Liu Shuai. Liu Shuai knew that Hao Ning despised him for not making any deduction, so he blushed and stopped talking, and looked outside the window deliberately, and his ears continued to listen to Hao Ning's analysis. ”Firstly, it's tough for a girl to find out about this hidden contradiction between boys in a dorm. Secondly, even if she did, it's impossible for her to urge all the boys from the dorm to do something for her together. Most importantly, if just said that Yufei loved someone he shouldn't have loved and that that person wanted to kill him because of their competition in the future if it was a girl, she had better approaches, honey trap, for example. However, that person adopted such an extreme approach, that person did it only because he knew that the love of Yufei couldn't be of any good for him, it would even cause bad influence to him. But at the same time — — ”Hao Ning paused here, and could not help but feel a little sad.” That person knew that he could make use of this love, even if he did something not proper, because of the special and secret nature of this love, Yufei would probably not say anything. He would even take more responsibility for him.”
”...” Long Fei looked at Hao Ning and did not speak for a long time, ”That's right, that person used Yufei to pass through it safely, and up until now, no one has investigated on this matter … …”
”Moreover,” Hao Ning thought about it carefully, ”Did the person that Yufei loved lived in the same dorm with him?”
”You …” Long Fei lowered his head, ”Yes.”
”But, didn't you just say that you helped him extract the indium from his body?” Liu Shuai thought back to what Long Fei had said just now, ”And when you met Yufei, wasn't he still alive?”
”You want to ask what exactly happened to Yufei, right?” Long Fei looked at Liu Shuai and sighed, ”I can stop his body from deteriorating, but I couldn't stop his soul from dissipating. In the following days, I could only watch as Yufei's soul disappeared day by day, but I couldn't do anything about it.”
”In the following week, I watched as a soul that was born from my hand disappeared in front of me.” Long Fei took a sip of tea, and laughed a little desolately, ”Is this fate? Ironic.”
”At that time, Yufei was only in his sophomore year, right?” Hao Ning suddenly asked a completely unrelated question, ”Yufei was already dead at that time?”
”Dead? That's right...” Long Fei looked at Hao Ning and sighed, ”This is probably what I regretted the most in the past, but I still had to agree to Yufei's last request.”
”What request?” Liu Shuai asked, ”Both his parents had died,” After saying that, Liu Shuai made an apologetic gesture, Long Fei waved his hand to indicate that it was okay before Liu Shuai continued to ask, ”Did he have other wishes or concerns?”
”At that time, Yufei already knew that he was harmed by others, and he also knew that it was by somebody he loved,” Long Fei's face was as cold as frost, ”But in the end, he still begged me to attach myself to his body and live for him.”
”Eh?” Hao Ning and Liu Shuai couldn't help but take a step back, ”Is this guy in front of us a god? or a revived person?”
”Don't overthink into it, just listen to my explanation.” Long Fei knew that the two of them feared him, and waved his hand to continue speaking, ”Yufei told me that he didn't blame that person, that it's his own fault. He should never have come to this world, and his love for someone shouldn't have existed. What that person did to him was just what he should have done to himself long ago, he was not harming him, but eliminating his sins. If that person had attacked Yufei when he was young, his parents might not have died — but if Yufei died, the school would investigate everything. That person would not be able to escape, and he shouldn't let his sins affect the person he loved. ”
”Holysh*t...” Liu Shuai was still in disbelief, he shook his head and said, ”Did he have to be so sentimental as to sacrifice his own life so that the scum who harmed him could escape? ”
If you think about it from Yufei's background, it isn't impossible, ”Hao Ning waved his hand and disagreed with Liu Shuai's point of view, as he carefully analyzed the situation,” A family misfortune since he was young might cause him to disapprove himself in his heart utterly. His hard work in studying, rather than hoping to improve continuously, would be better said to be using this kind of well-established path of study to try and use his own hard work to offset hid negation on himself. Besides, don't forget, his first love in his life was to fall in love with a man several years older than him in his puberty.”
”So what?” Liu Shuai disapproved, ”Look how many girls like boys love stories nowadays?”
”Huh huh huh,” Hao Ning said with a face full of ridicule. ”That's nowadays, what about a dozen years earlier?”
”Well...” Liu Shuai knew that homosexuality was unacceptable for all schools and the society a dozen years ago, and people were afraid that they couldn't avoid it quickly enough. Hence, he nodded and asked Long Fei, ”What happened after that?”
”After that, I promised Yufei that after his soul dissipated, I would attach myself to his body and live for him.” As Long Fei said this, both Hao Ning and Liu Shuai couldn't help but shiver. Long Fei continued to speak, ”Furthermore, according to his last wish, I secretly protected the person who killed him.”
”What the f * ck!” Liu Shuai said fiercely, ”You are still protecting that scumbag? F * ck this kind of person, I will beat him every time I see him. ” After saying that, he thought for a moment before adding, ”If I can beat him.”
”Huh huh huh, maybe you will take back those words later.” Hao Ning lightly glanced at Liu Shuai and declined to comment.