C44 (2/2)
This feeling was too unbearable, too unbearable for her to bear.
Xia Ying didn't have any reaction, and only allowed her to hug him.
Zhong Zhen panicked now, and could only whisper into Xia Ying's ears, ”I'll tell you the truth, I'll tell you everything, okay? Don't not talk, you can scold me, you can hit me, don't ignore me, okay? I'm begging you, okay? Hm? Talk to me! Xia Ying, I beg of you. ”
Xia Ying pushed him away coldly, ”There's nothing much to say, let's break up.”
”No!” Zhong Zhen hugged her tightly, ”You can't! I can't break up with you, I can't! I was wrong. I thought we would be more at ease if I didn't tell you this, but I shouldn't have hidden it from you. I shouldn't have lied to you. It wasn't easy for you to open your heart to me, so I shouldn't have let you down. ”
Xia Ying couldn't hold it in anymore, and her tears fell. She pursed her lips and let her tears fall, just like that, she was quietly hugged by Zhong Zhen, and quietly shed tears.
”Do you know? Xia Ying, I don't want to lose you, I want to stay by your side. Even though I'm the young master of Snow League, I don't like myself at all. I live a very tired life, but after meeting you, everything is different. Please, don't break up. ”
Xia Ying's voice was very soft, but it was enough for Zhong Zhen to hear, ”I hate lying to you.”
”Is it really so important who I am? Nothing we are together can match this identity? Xia Ying, I really love you, you have to believe me. Other than this matter, I swear that I have never lied to you about anything else. Really! Xia Ying, I'm sorry, I was wrong. I was really wrong. ”
In Xia Ying's mind, she recalled the two photographs, as well as the woman he was holding at night. Thinking back to how he had not lied to her, in that moment, she felt that it was laughable.
”Forget it, okay?”
Zhong Zhen powerlessly lowered his arm. It turned out that his long time of accompanying and caring for Xia Ying was actually so fragile, so weak that he couldn't even withstand a single blow. He was speechless, as he watched Xia Ying, whom he had released, walk past him.
Zhong Zhen held onto her arm and begged softly: ”Don't go! Don't go! Don't go — Xia Ying, don't go! ” He had never prayed for anything so lowly before. The moment he said those words, he felt as if something was slowly being removed from his heart.
Even if Xia Ying saw the tears in his eyes, she had still left Zhong Zhen's side. Comforting herself, perhaps she should have a little more time. Just a little more time, and she would understand everything.
Xia Ying walked alone, step by step in the long corridor. She felt like a fool. She had not seen his tears, but was she to be trusted?
She looked up at the sky. The stars were beautiful, and she thought back to the time when she was sick, when she and Zhong Zhen had seen the stars together on the roof of the hospital. At that time, the stars were beautiful, but now that she thought about it again, she felt that it was a little funny.
Xia Ying was really afraid, afraid of lying and getting hurt. Every time sshe chose to believe, he would be deceived and hurt. It was really tiring.
Unknowingly, he had returned to the banquet hall. Gu Yi came over and asked her anxiously, ”What happened to you? Why are you crying? ”
Xia Ying only shook her head and did not say anything.
”Can you dance with Benawa later?”
”I'm fine.”
”Your expression is truly very ugly. Let me help you push it off.” Gu Yi could not bear to do so, but Xia Ying had insisted that he could do it, so he gave up on that idea. Looking at her heart filled with pain, he knew that it definitely had something to do with Zhong Zhen.
Not long after, Zhong Zhen and Odile entered the banquet hall.
Xia Ying watched the two of them walk in from a corner, and the grief in her heart was hard to describe. So he really was just lying to her. What was funny was that she actually believed his tears.
As the music was about to start, Xia Ying took a gulp of red wine and walked towards Benava. No matter what, she had to smile, smile. Xia Ying kept telling herself.
He extended his hand in a gesture of invitation. Xia Ying could only harden her heart, put his hand on's, and the two of them spun around as they slid onto the dance floor. Xia Ying could clearly feel that Benava's hands were restless. She could only warn him in a low voice.
But it was to no avail. Just as Xia Ying was about to burst out with power, a strong power suddenly pulled her into another embrace, and Zhong Zhen could not help but struggle to hold her waist tightly. Zhong Zhen moved closer to his ear and said, ”If you really decide, dance with me again, alright?”
Xia Ying was still struggling, but Zhong Zhen was actually as strong as he ever was, but he continued to beg Xia Ying with his words, ”It's just a dance, can't it even be that long? I beg you! Xia Ying — ”