Volume 4:Prostitutes in the City of Eihua No. 32 (1/2)

Open your eyes and see the strange ceiling.

The coating peels off slightly and the mossy aging ceiling grows.

「…………？」

Where is this, the moment you want to get up with the usual feeling.

Painful

There was a strong pain in the whole body.

It is several times more concentrated than the accustomed muscle pain, like stuffing into the joints of the body – the thorns of lead are buried everywhere.

I was stopped by this unexpected pain, and I was lying in bed again with a little tear.

Just move your head and sight and look around.

「…………」

It is a landscaped, plastered hut.

From the point of view without windows and air vents, I am afraid it is the basement.

There were several wooden boxes piled up in a corner of the room, and I did not see any space for special items.

The bed that fell asleep seems to be a simple thing.

The door is a wooden door that looks strong.

Because I did not see the iron bar and the peek window – not jail?

I woke up and was in the cell. This has already been realized.

Worst, I was cut off before I woke up. This is also the case.

However, it does not seem to be the case.

What is going on like this – I prayed before considering this.

No matter what kind of situation, as a warrior, you must first let the body be able to move.

”Goddess of Light, Ancient Lacefield …”

Because it is very painful to close your hands, just look down and pray for the healing of your body.

But it is not a situation that is suitable for concentration, even in this case, deep prayers are reached within a few seconds.

……However, the pain did not disappear.

”strange?”

The effect of the prayer is not played.

At this moment, ”Is not it that the is is deprived?” This thought flashed through the brain.

– Like the thick ice in the cup, the same cold from the back neck to the back.

The body was captured by Varaseka's afterimage, but it was also on the street.

How much loss is caused?

How many people are lamenting and injured?

How much faith did the gods lose?

All are my fault, almost I can not say that. The reason is – the root cause is the devil, and Varassera.

But I also have a responsibility. More subtle ways, is not there?

That is the sorrow of the gods – not only that, but also greatly betrayed the expectation, disappointing her, making her depressed, is not that the case?

Is this the condemnation of the gods?

Or maybe it's more cruel, it's a declaration of severance.

if it is like this. It's because I am guilty, shameful, stupid.

It is obvious that the gentle god of the gods gave me so much, but I can not return.

……In the end, what kind of face should I use to survive?

It was darkened in front of my eyes.

However this is a real moment of thinking, it is accompanied by the impact and horror of the ground like a standing ground.

On the day of the winter solstice, from the time I hoped that she would be a patron saint, the ignorant and gentle god of the gods kept watching me, I know.

……Not believe it.

”I believe” the ground is there, ”believe that” the sky is blue, just like no such person.

I walked through the field where I should use the word ”believe” and convinced it as a fact.

It is precisely because of that involvement the possibility of severing with the deity of the gods.

It has nothing to do with this sudden and sudden thought, I am very shaken.

I can not use the prayers – this time, how is it.

Losing contact with the gods is terrifying.

I want to cry when I think of the disappointment of the gods.

If the ignorant god of the gods casts a frustrated and contemptuous sight, it seems that the knee will tremble at the thought.

Then this is the one who thinks about such things – not trusting the love of the gods, such a self is too shameful.

「——……」

It is because of the loss of blood.

Very cold, cold, and trembling.

Can not help but want to to cry –

【……Do not be afraid. I am with you]

Ah

I heard the revelation.

The voice of the ignorant god, the unadorned voice.

It sounds like a little bitter smile.

However, it seems to melt the heart that freezes because of anxiety and fear.

It is like holding my heart gently from the back, accompanied by warmth.

「…………」

– Not cut off.

The god of the lights, still watching me.

I always feel like I want to cry out.

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Because the words of the people of the gods have calmed down.

Try to calmly feel the temperament – the reason for the cure is not effective, you can see it.

The flow of mana in the body has gone down.

I am afraid it is the afterimage of Varaseka, beyond the boundaries of my body, unreasonably abused.

Like the connection between the soul and the flesh, like the balance of the whole body Mana, hurting the deep part of the treatment even if the prayer is not immediately.

This is a very painful reason.

Because it is necessary to toure, that is to say, it is necessary to calm down a little in the future.

In this way, if you lie down a little, let Mana slightly –

【……Stand up

”… seriously”

I can not help but think about it and make such a voice.

People like me actually dare to leak a very disrespectful reaction. ”Ah, ah, ah, ah!”The land repeatedly sins in the brain, and the reaction to me is not known. The words of the gods continue.

[Advance, crusade]

Open your eyes.

What to do.

What to do

[Believe, think, move forward. The generals of the demon who attacked Nailu, bring peace to the ”Tear of Tears”

In this way, the revelation of the gods suddenly broke.

Did not answer any of my questions.

To do those who do this, and there is no such thing as a help.

Just, stand up and march, crusade the devil to bring peace, so to speak.

Let me believe, think, advance, just leave these words.

Even if it is no mouth, it really is too much.

Even if you say something a little, think so.

Yet.

However, there is quiet trust in this discourse.

It is your words that can be done done.

This tells the voice of the ignorant god, the unspeakable voice.

「……It's too much, the gods are adults. ”

I whispered in a wry smile.

It is obvious that the feeling is said to be very unreasonable, but the chest is full of courage.

It was said that was was said.

In this way, the words of unconditional trust – already, have to be done.

Because, already decided this way.

I have vowed to survive this way.

– To the extent that the body is slightly painful now, it is easy to get rid of life.

Breathe. Inject momentum and make awareness.

”Oh …Ah