Volume 2 Shooter of Beast Forest 10th episode (1/2)
Oldest I saw the dreams of past lives.
Even when I do not remember, my dreams.
I still stay in the room as always.
Lying in the bed with his knees.
Anxiously burning the chest.
So sad. So sad. So afraid. Awful! So sad.
It is clear that there is no (one point) freedom, but I am afraid.
At that time, what was it afraid of?
……I am afraid that I will spend my life inactive.
Living as a burden and then dying.
(Translation:the original is the shackles, that is, luggage, personally feel that that refers to the burden)
(Yes) was born into this world, spent this passively eating the food that was given and then died, this life without meaning, I feel annoying.
What do you want to do.
However, I feel terrible if I want to do something.
I think about what I can do (in the end).
However, in fact (I) did not do anything.
Seeing the opposite side of the display, the things of people working in society, (I) feel envious.
Those people are doing what they want to do.
In order to help who, not as a burden, rely on their own strength to develop a place to survive.
……For someone, (they) is necessary.
It would be like a gem in the window, sparkling.
Even if you reach out, you can not reach it, and the sky is shining.
Crazy, mournful envy, groaning.
I also want to help someone.
For those who are necessary for themselves, work is sweating.
Recognized by (person). Make achievement. Useful.
Until you are exhausted, you may also complain a little.
Get no one will will not behind the income.
Save money (occupation), occasionally on a rest day, a little waste for relaxation.
—- That would definitely make me stand up.
I am a person who has no value or something.
What is the burden?
Whatever you have in vain, you do not have to think about it.
However, such an ideal is only an ideal …The reality is not like that.
I am just burdening and wasting my life in vain (in vain).
In my heart, I have identified myself as myself.
The voice of my own tears my heart.
There is no way, and so on, this is also a way of living, and try to make yourself legitimate.
I do not think about anything, but I 'm redundantly aware.
Sometimes you can simply start thinking about something now, but there is no courage to take a step.
Finally, (I) can only look at something that is warm, beautiful, shiny.
(I) hold down the chest, squat in the bed, tears (not live).
(The chest, the middle of the cloth, and the osmosis. Translation:This sentence flips and the dictionary are not fluent, basically can be understood as very painful performance, but the details are still correct)
Why am I going to be like this?
Why, I am not there.
I also want to do something for whom.
In this way, it is only when (the only) the day of life will last.
(I hate. (I) hate (this way).
It's better to kill me than to kill me.
While I think so, I do not have to say that even if you want to kill me are not.
(There is no courage to actively die.
Aaah!
Aaah!
Who is coming …
Who, come help me.
Please stand up and sing your own life.
Anxious feeling burned in the chest.
So sad. So sad. So afraid. Awful! So sad.
Oh, my thoughts do not know how many times I stayed in the same place, and soon I cut off and disappeared.
—- Dreaming of the past.
(I) suddenly woke up.
Unfamiliar straw roof …No, it's the ceiling that I've seen habits this month.
Looking around, I asked for a good smell from the hay. The walls are thick earthen walls covered with straw.
The dawn of dawn passes through the gap between the doors.
……I am Will. William GMary Brad. (William?GMaryBlood)
Gracefil, raised his hand and mutte, inherited the name of the parents and grandfather, is the priest of the god of lights Red as he looked at his (self) palm.
Occasionally, when the dream of the past life is done, the (my) heart will be dragged forward, and most of the time, the body feels very uncoordinated.
It is usually better to eliminate the arrangement of past life memories. Now I understand it.
Also, one (previous life) has already been like this. If you are two other memories of other past lives, no matter how you think about it, you can not live a normal life.
In order to maintain the balance of mind and body, the status quo can only adjust the balance of mind and body to oneself in one's own heart.
Here is the hunter, the grass house of Menardore.
Make a wall of earthen paint on a straw roof, a small home.
His home, because of the need to deal with the prey in various ways, (and) half of the village in the forest, thus escaped the disaster of the village.
Therefore, this month, I was at his home.
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[……Menar, it's already morning.]
So, walk out of the hay (heap), put on the socks, put on the shoes and fasten the laces.
In a hut with only one room, the bed simply could not be opened. All are earthy.
(Translation:The bedroom is not a bed or a bed in the usual sense, but a floor above the indoor floor divided by wood in the 11th zone. The earth is also an interior design of the 11th zone, in short, it is painted. The stucco floor is the same height as the ground. The general shape of the bed and the earth can be ashamed, or Baidu)
Aaah!
Menar is still in the hay (heap), sobbing in his eyes.
Although he knew it after receiving food, he did not seem to be good at getting up early.
Still let him sleep.
Looking at the next four weeks, the knives, hand axes, baskets, jars and pots were placed neatly in the long cabinet (inside) instead of the chair.
Take out the wooden barrel inside, and put a new firewood into the burning red charcoal fire. I opened the door and walked out from the hut.
(will let) the body (involuntary) tight, the cold air of winter surrounds the whole body.
(Now) Before the rising day, there was still some dim around. The sky in the east is only a touch of purple.
The village seems to have not yet got up.
One hand slammed the barrel to the water intake of the village.
It's still the night time, but I'm just a little bit happy when I'm first to go (this thing).
I took some water, washed my face, finished my mouth, and then wiped my body slightly with a towel.
[Oh, it's so cold …]