Volume 1 The 23rd words of the youngsters of the dead (1/2)
When I came back, I was already under the starry sky.
“……？”
Looking around, I found out.
The hand seems to be getting light.
Just like the muse of Muse …The amount, words, this is the spirit!
In other words, I am already dead?
Can not stand the blood of not dying, refuse to react, etc …
“…………”
Speaking of it, I always feel that there is a feeling of nostalgia.
It's like, I used to walk here before …
I thought about it here.
But the water surface under the feet reflected in the starry sky is dim, but above the water surface, the illuminating lights exude a bright light.
Just behind me.
Looking back, I saw there was a hand-held figure that looked like a long-handled lantern.
It was someone wearing a cloak and covering her eyes with a hood.
I already know who it is.
“……For a long time, the god of light is shining. ”
I gently lowered my head.
Unconsciously, I [thinked up].
I used to walk under this starry sky.
Under the guidance of the god of light [Grace Phil].
《…………》
This is a silent god.
I remember that I used to be in front, silently guiding in front, and never opened my mouth.
But, I clearly remember,
In this deity, it seems to be in the midst of confirming that I have kept up with the general pace, full of care and love.
“…………”
Then, I suddenly realized.
Floating in the dark is not a star.
Those are – the world.
The world, which contains several universes, numerous stars, and countless planets, is like a giant planetarium moving slowly.
Sometimes, from the neighboring world, small phosphorescence flies out, and gradually attracts other worlds.
The sensation of being detached from the flesh is constantly expanding, and these scenes are unobstructed.
What a wonderful scene this is.
……It is obviously such a tiny phosphorescence, but I do not know why it is not fragile.
Instead, it gives a strong, powerful feeling.
That's …
《……The reincarnation of the soul. Will not be obstructed by anything, even the world can surpass ”
I got the answer.
But I do not know why, I am not surprised.
I always feel that there is a kind of feeling, and now I will get the feeling of answering.
”Was I?Like this reincarnation, it will always go back back like this. ”
Looking up at the stars, another world has a phosphorescence.
Light and fluttering, but strong and powerful.
Glittering and drifting to another world.
This is like the myriad of stars in the sky, and the countless souls born and died here and through the world.
It is like the beating of the heart.
Rising, flashing, and drifting to another world.
Continuously, weaved countless lives.
That is the beautiful scene that people even forget to breathe.
“……Why do I forget this scene? ”
《…………》
This time, the gods did not give any any answer.
I did not take a step forward and lead me to somewhere.
Just, just stand there.
”………… question”
”Yes.
”Why, refused the invitation of not to die”
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The problem of the gods is really an unexpected reality.
When I heard a problem, I thought it would be a more abstract and conceptual problem.
”Even if I ask 'why' what … …Yes
Think a little bit about it.
Is it possible to talk like this? It will be more more to sort it out …No, it's already happening now.
”I am not a family in the past life?”
But it is quite a way of life, but because of that, I have a little understanding of some things. ”
The god of the gods silently urged me to continue.
”[Living] and [No Death], the two between quite awkward.
In the past, when I was still alive, there was no doubt that there was no death.
However, if you want to say ”living”, you can not help but wonder. ”Is that the case?”
”My past life, just no death.
I have no courage to do anything, and I feel that it is a burden to have to live for decades. ”
Even now, I think it is a hell.
The body can not move, until the end is in the room, just live for decades, which is more desperate than the general physical pain.
“……Because that memory still has a little bit of it.
So, I decided, I want to be alive in this world. ”
The vow of the day when he was a child.
Even now, it is now my own, Will's foothold.
”How to say it, there is no way to express it well.
In the past, I felt that there was no such thing as death. In fact, it was not alive. Because I was not alive, I would not feel that there was any terrible death. ”
Though I hated the pain, I did not actively seek death.
If there is a simple, safe and sure way to die like sleeping, I might accept it with pleasure.
Death is just such a thing, and life is just such a thing.
”If you devalue one side, the value on the other side will also will drop.”
Muse mentioned when I first taught me magic.
As long as the earth appears, then the sky will naturally appear.
If you make a good deed, you will have a corresponding evil.
If this is the case, the reverse is certainly true.
If there is no sky, then the earth will not exist.
If there is no evil, the good deeds will not exist.
If everything is unified, it will only become nothing nothing without change. So …
”I feel that if you want to live well, you should die well.
No matter how painful or bitter it is.
Otherwise, I just went back to the room. ”
The invitation of the undead, in fact, is such a thing.
The proposal of denying death and living forever is equivalent to proposing a permanent autism in that room.
”It can only be said that there is no end to hell, that.
No matter what bonus is added, I can only refuse it firmly. ”
I shrugged and smiled.
”I am going to die as the family of the three people and die, that would be fine.”
《…………》
The god of the light, the silence, nodded.
It seems that this is the answer to the question.
“……Next, that. I am already dead? ”
”Not dead yet”
”So yes, still alive?”
”Though some are stubborn”
It seems to have become a rather dangerous situation.
It's almost a fake death.
So it would be like this, where the soul is reincarnation, like the planetarium of a multi-world.
”So, can you find a way to let me go back?”
”What can I do when I go back … … …If you stay here, you will die as you expect. ”
I understand what the gods want to say.
Well, I can not win it.
In the case that the blood of the god of death does not flow in my body, I still want to be an opponent who has completely warned me. I really do not think I can do anything.
In the end, I am just me.
No matter how hard you try, you can not be as handsome as the heroes in the story.
Then, with that miserable, rolling on the ground and being killed.
What kind of pain, what kind of bitterness, I do not even want to imagine.
In the worst case, you will not be killed, and you will be eternal jail that can not live or die.
Even so
”If you are a family member, you still want to guard.”
I can, bluntly, reveal a smile that is pretending.
No matter how ugly, even if it is muddy,
……This time, at least, I want to protect my family.
If you wake up now, maybe a miracle will happen, and you will not be able to fight with the undead.
If Muse may have come up with any plan, maybe it will be.
In this case, even if there is only a little bit, I can protect the three people a little.
“……I have already decided that one day I will repay the kindness they gave me. ”
Compared to the death of such things, the inability to repay their kindness makes me more disgusted, more regretful, and more painful for me.
So please let me go back, the gods are adults.
”please.”
I naturally bent down my knees.
Blowed his head.
《…………》