Chapter 145 Kyle Hun (2/2)

One day Kyle couldn't take it anymore seeing his little sister go through all that. So he decided to tell her, that he will be leaving her in an orphanage. Yet unexpectedly when he told her this, her reaction was extreme.

”An-chan are you going to leave me like dad and mom? Are you going to leave Emi as well? Why? Is it because Emi is worthless? Is Emi holding you back?” The seven year old Emily clung to her brother, and started to cry. Kyle was so shocked at her sudden outburst, that he just looked at her unable to speak. He didn't know what to say. He thought that Emily was better off without him but was he wrong?

”An-chan, Emi promises to do better. I will eat all my food, I wont complain about the insects anymore, I wont say bad things about this being An-chan's fault. I will be a good girl, I promise! Please An-chan don't leave Emi.” Some snot started to fall from Emily's nose, as she cried her heart out. Kyle without caring about all the snot and tears, hugged his little sister.

”It's not that I don't want you anymore... It's because this place really isn't fit for someone your age to be in. I was so caught up in the moment, that I didn't think of your needs. I just wanted us to stay together, but nowI see that... I was a fool, a selfish fool. I want you to be happy Emi. I wanted you to go to school, like every other girl. I wanted you to have friends and hang out with them. I wanted you have your first love...I wanted you to experience all the happiness mom and dad wanted for the both of us... Yet here I am being a lousy brother... I'm sorry Emi, I'm sorry that your An-chan is such a worthless piece of cr*p.”

Kyle couldn't help but tear up as well. He started crying while remembering his parents. He was such a worthless son, and now he saw that he was also such a worthless big brother. Was this his punishment, for only caring about himself when his parents were still alive? Is his little sister also suppose to be punished because of his selfishness?

At this moment Emily hugged her big brother even more tightly.

”An-chan is not worthless! Emi only wants to be with An-chan. So An-chan doesn't need to be sorry. Emi loves the confident An-chan, Emi loves the An-chan that takes care of Emily, even though he wants to cry as well. To me An-chan is the greatest brother in the world.”

The two cried their hearts out on that day.

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Kyle who suddenly remembered that scene from the past, was trying to stop himself from crying. 'Still you finally got what I always hope for you. You can go to school, you can have fun playing games. You have a lot of hobbies, and you even have friends now... I'm still waiting for you to tell me about that first love. I wonder who among those guy friends of hers will be the one.'

Kyle smiled just thinking of all the trouble his little sister's future boyfriend will be having.