Chapter 357 (1/2)
Listening to Meng Yunhan's explanation, Yajing couldn't help but wet her eye frame, what she once said. Are about to be forgotten by themselves. But Meng Yunhan remembered. I remember very clearly.
”Xiao Han, thank you. I like your gift very much. Although I don't have blue fat man around me now. Maybe I have. But those are not important, because now I have made myself a blue fat man and have its magical pocket.” Yajing has come to this position today. She already has a lot, and she really becomes a blue fat man. She can get what she wants.
Mingming heard Yajing say such words. Meng Yunhan should be happy about it, but now. She was unhappy, even because of the sadness in her eyes. And become distressed.
Ya Jing liked Doraemon when she was very young. At that time, she naively thought. As long as there are blue fat people around you, you can get everything you want. Can have a very happy home.
When she grew up, she found out. There is no blue fat man in the world, just like she won't have a happy home. She once hoped that someone would appear beside him like the blue fat man around Da Xiong, and use his magic pocket to make him change what he wants.
But when that person appeared in her life, she found that everything was not as simple as expected. The story was only a story after all, and she did not become much better because of that person's appearance. Even her heart was full of sadness, so now she tried to make herself strong and no longer expected anyone to be a blue fat man in her life, She wants to be her own blue fat man with magical pockets.
Yajing is like falling into memories. Those beautiful and painful memories swept through her heart at the same time, making her a little unbearable.
”Quiet, are you all right?” Meng Yunhan patted her arm gently. He was very uneasy. He asked this, and his heart became nervous.
”I'm fine, don't worry, thank you for your new year gift.” Yajing sighed long, raised a very warm smile on her face, looked at her sideways, and said such reassuring words.
Meng Yunhan actually knows that Yajing is perfunctory at the moment, but she can't ask some questions now. For Yajing's experience in those years, she doesn't know how to ask, so now, except for Yajing's own words, she has no way to ask those things, but her mouth doesn't ask, But his eyes have long been occupied by doubt.
”Don't look at me with such eyes. I'm really good now. Didn't you just want to ask me why I gave you a book?” Ya Jing snorted coldly and quickly shifted the topic. There are some things that haven't been said yet, so now she can only choose to avoid.
In fact, Yajing and Meng Yunhan are the same. They both worry about each other and care about the things experienced by each other. They try to share for each other, but they don't know how to tell each other about their own things.
”Tell me, why did you send me this book? You should know very well that I can't use it now. Don't you want me to put it at home as a decoration?” Meng Yunhan looked down at the book in his hand and asked her very softly, but there would be an extremely helpless smile on his face.
Ya Jing took the book in her hand and turned it in her hand at will. In choosing gifts, she and Meng Yunhan were really the same. Before going shopping, they didn't know what they wanted to buy, but after seeing something, they decided in their heart that what they wanted to give to each other was that thing.
About this book, Yajing actually hesitated to buy it. After all, Meng Yunhan has long been defeated by reality. Where will she have time and energy to care about these things? But in Yajing's opinion, dreams are very important. It can't be easily forgotten.
”Although I know that since you started studying abroad, you have buried your dream in the darkest corner of your heart. You took over uncle Meng's Hospital and engaged in the work you least like, I believe you never forget that you were a romantic and innocent person who loved astronomy.”
After hearing this, Meng Yunhan smiled helplessly, gently shook his head and said, ”quiet, don't you also say it? It was once, once young and not sensible, so I felt that I wanted to be a carefree person who studies astronomy, but now, I have grown up, not a child. Which is more important to know the dream and reality...”
Before, Meng Yunhan did complain about her father and hated him for ruining her dream, but now she thanked her father. If it weren't for him, she might not be able to support the hospital at all. When she decided to enter the hospital, there was no such thing as dream. Even she donated all her books related to astronomy, Even the most precious astronomical telescope was given to the children in the welfare home. She had long waved goodbye to her dream.
”Xiao Han, I didn't send you this book to put down everything in your hand and pursue your dreams regardless. I just want you to know that you were also a person who lived for your dreams. At that time, you were the happiest. Although you are very happy now, I hope you remember that dreams can't be easily forgotten...”
In Ya Jing's memory, Meng Yunhan is always the girl who holds the stargazing book every day and reads it over and over again. At that time, she smiled very pure, but now, her smile, like herself, is contaminated by the secular world. Now they don't remember what they want to pursue from the beginning. They have been changed by the reality.
”Quietly, although your new year gift is of little use to me now, I will take good care of it. As you said, I will occasionally look at it when I am tired and tell myself that I used to be a person who lived for my dream...”
Meng Yunhan felt that her suppressed dream was ready to move again. From studying abroad and learning the medical management she hated most to Meng Zhiwen telling her that she wanted to take over the hospital, Meng Yunhan didn't remember how many times she resisted in her heart. She had forgotten herself and how many times she wanted to ignore it, To pursue your dreams.
But since she married Yi yuanze, she no longer had that idea, because she compromised and dreamed that she could not help her father save the hospital on the verge of collapse, so she could only bow her head like reality, seal her dream in her heart and no longer touch it easily.