Chapter 248 (1/2)

When Yajing and Lin Ziyu have dinner together, she will feel very relaxed and don't have to hide her words. even to the extent that. She can be the most real herself. Yajing had never thought about this before.

That night, Yajing drank some wine. So that after dinner, she was dizzy. Although. She's a good drinker, but. She seems to get drunk easily today. Qi Mu doesn't like her drinking very much. After all, if she was photographed by the media, it would have a great impact on her, and today, she still has dinner with a psychologist. This will more or less make the outside world some speculation, but it's quiet at this time. I don't care.

”Why do you have to drink? Even if you are in a bad mood, you don't need to. You have to drink to vent your emotions.” Lin Ziyu saw her look very uncomfortable and handed her a glass of boiled water. Whisper such complaints.

Ya Jing shook her head with a smile and sighed a long time. Her eyes will become wet at the moment. She seems to be crying these days. She did encounter some bad things. Although she tried to make herself behave as if nothing had happened, there will still be sadness in her heart. That kind of very negative emotion has been around her for a long time.

”Ziyu, although I've tried hard to let myself forget some things during this time, I found that some things, even if I forced myself to forget, but those things, like a shadow, have been following me. No matter what I do, I can't get rid of...” Yajing's mood is a little depressed at the moment. It seems that it's because of drinking wine, Now she can express the things she doesn't want to talk to others in detail.

”Yajing, I said before that your state is not suitable for returning to the entertainment industry in a short time. Why don't you believe me? Now, you feel bad. As your friend, i... and Xiaohan don't want to see such a result.” some feelings have been doomed from the moment they met. Lin Ziyu's whole life, It seems that they can only hide their love for her in their hearts, don't let anyone know, and don't even allow themselves to touch it easily.

Yajing reached out and rubbed her aching temple, shook her head slightly and said, ”I'm just a little uncomfortable in my heart. This time I'm back in the entertainment circle, my state has become better than before. Therefore, I don't think my choice is a mistake.”

”Then don't you think it's painful for you to be troubled by such things every day?” Lin Ziyu frowned and looked at her seriously. He was obviously full of blame for her actions, but he was always unwilling to say anything cruel to her.

Yajing didn't answer his question immediately, but poured herself another glass of wine, picked it up and drank it. Lin Ziyu instinctively wanted to stop it, but she was a step late. She could only look at the glass of wine, follow her lips, pass her taste buds and enter her stomach again.

”This kind of painful thing has been around me for many years, and I'm used to it. But now, those fuzzy fragments that can't be seen clearly have become clearer, but I can bear the pain in my heart.” Yajing looks very indifferent. She doesn't want to hide her sadness in front of the fans, In front of reporters and opponents, she has hidden well. Now, she is really tired and doesn't want to continue to hide in front of her friends.

Lin Ziyu touched the position of his heart. It was actually painful there. Just because Yajing said these words, his heart couldn't help hurting.

”Why not... Use hypnotherapy to seal that memory.” this is the most effective way Lin Ziyu can think of at present. Since Yajing can't forget by herself, let her completely forget it in another way.

After hearing this, Yajing was a little stunned, but then she couldn't help laughing and said, ”Ziyu, you didn't drink too much. You asked me to seal that memory. I tried hard to remind myself of that memory before. Now, you let me forget again. What's wrong with you or me?”

Before, Yajing spent a long time and used many methods to remind herself of the forgotten past. Now, Lin Ziyu actually asked her to seal this memory, which is not only impossible, but also nonsense.

”Yajing, I'm sober now. I know what to say. I just stand in the position of a good friend and give you this suggestion. There are many times and many things that we don't remember, which is much better than remembering. Moreover, you know very well now that it's much more painful for you to remember this thing than you don't know. In that case, why don't you want to Meaning, the best way to forget this thing? ”

Lin Ziyu now only hopes that Yajing can get rid of the trouble in her heart and live a happy life. It is impossible for her to be really happy when she is bound by the past. Unfortunately, Yajing will not agree with him or choose to erase the people she deeply loves and loves until she dies from her memory.

”Zi Yu, I know you are for my good, but have you ever thought that the so-called best way in your heart is not what I want. If you forget those, do you know what I will do?” Ya Jing frowned and looked at him seriously.

”I know what you will become. The smile on your face will reappear. You will never think of those memories, nor will they bother you. Your career will be more successful. You...”

”You're wrong...” Ya Jing shook her head slightly, firmly interrupted him, snorted coldly and continued: ”I will have nightmares at night, and then dream of the person who can't see his face. My heart will be empty. It's like I've lost something. No matter how hard I try, I can't remember it. My career will not succeed. I'll want to find out the lost past again, and even return to the painful time before.”

Listening to what she said, Lin Ziyu's lips were slightly open, but he didn't know what he wanted to refute. In this matter, the starting points of the problems they considered were different, and the results they got were different. Even the way they considered things was not similar.

”What are you going to do now? Let it bother you all the time? If so, what's the point of you coming to me to help you?” Lin Ziyu is also very confused now. He wants to help ya Jing solve the happy knot and find his happiest self in the past. But now, he feels that he is useless by her side, and even makes the situation more and more serious.

Ya Jing shook her head slightly, with a perfunctory smile on her face. She picked up the wine bottle and planned to pour her wine, but Lin Ziyu grabbed the wine in her hand and put it aside angrily.