Chapter 186 (1/2)
That night, Lin Ziyu went to Yajing as usual. Help her with psychological counseling. Now he doesn't need to hypnotize Yajing anymore. Because the things she never wanted to remember in her heart had all remembered what to do now. It's just to dissolve the guilt in her heart, so now he is. Just go to her every three days.
When the person who opened the door was Yajing. Lin Ziyu was still a little surprised and followed her into the house. ”Isn't Qi Mu here today?” he asked
Before, every time I came over, the person who opened the door was Qi mu. He even accompanied her every time and waited until the consultation was over. Today, he suddenly didn't see her. Lin Ziyu still felt a little uncomfortable.
”She has something to do today. She said she was going to discuss things with the previous advertisers. You know, although I have retired from the entertainment industry now, the advertisements she took before still need to fulfill the contract.” today's Yajing. It seems that you are no longer so obsessed with your popularity. After all, it's no use worrying now, so she might as well adapt herself to such a day.
Lin Ziyu nodded slightly and sat on the sofa. Take out the book in your bag and look at the things on it. Said: ”now you have completely remembered the previous things. Do you still have nightmares at night?”
Ya Jing frowned slightly, looked very serious, thought for a moment, and said, ”I can dream at night, but those are no longer nightmares. I can see his face, so I'm no longer so afraid of those...”
Speaking of this, Yajing's face looked very happy. Except for the car accident, all their past were very happy, which made her smile on her face whenever she recalled it.
When Lin Ziyu looked at her very happy appearance, his heart would hurt. He felt that there were many things between himself and Yajing. In addition to each other's identity, he now had more of her relationship.
”Since the heart is not so afraid, do you still think that he hates you until he dies?”
After hearing this, the smile on Yajing's face suddenly disappeared. She felt that she fell into sadness again. She was very weak and asked, ”doesn't he hate me? Even if he doesn't hate me, I will hate myself. Why did she leave him at that time...”
”You're not leaving him, you're looking for someone to save him. He doesn't hate you, and you shouldn't hate yourself.” Lin Ziyu frowned slightly and explained to her seriously. She couldn't help being nervous. She looked like this every time he and Yajing talked about it, so their treatment hasn't made any progress for so long, Now Yajing shows such an expression again, which makes him very worried.
Ya Jing looked at him with a sneer, kept shaking her head, tears overflowed from her eyes again, choked and said, ”even if he doesn't hate me, he loves me, but I hate myself and hate me for being a selfish person...”
Lin Ziyu held her shoulder tightly and said softly, ”Yajing, calm down first. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. That won't help the treatment. You...”
Yajing suddenly fell into his arms and couldn't help crying. She also wanted to get herself out of that thing, but she couldn't do it. It was the person she loved most at the beginning. It was the person who tried to protect her when she was in a car accident.
Lin Ziyu was surprised that Yajing suddenly fell into his arms and cried. His hand moved away from Yajing's shoulder, hugged her tightly and patted her on the back, but he didn't say anything comforting.
Now with such a hug, Lin Ziyu is really a little flustered. He feels that he likes someone he shouldn't like. Yajing cries so sad. He knows that their treatment tonight ended in failure again.
Yajing can't overcome her guilt about the matter. The knot in her heart is deeply buried. Even if Lin Ziyu wants to come close and help her untie it, Yajing herself resists. She resists someone to untie the knot or even someone to approach it.
When Lin Ziyu left Yajing's house, he met Qi Mu at the door. They didn't say a word more about today's treatment. When facing Qi Mu's expectant eyes, Lin Ziyu just shook his head slightly. For so long, it seems that every result is the same, and there is no unexpected surprise.
After Lin Ziyu finished his treatment with Yajing, Yi yuanze in Jincheng has just finished socializing and returned to the hotel. Before, he never drank during socializing, but now he is a little drunk and even walks a little shaky.
After Lin Tian sent him back to his room, he also left. In fact, Yi yuanze was not drunk. Although he was a little shaky when walking, his brain was very awake. He lay in bed and looked at Meng Yunhan's phone number on his mobile phone, and finally dialed it.
When the mobile phone rang, Meng Yunhan was packing things in her father's study. She wanted to see if she could find something at home. Looking at the phone number, Meng Yunhan did not hesitate and hung up decisively.
The phone was hung up again and again, but Yi yuanze didn't give up and continued to call. If he didn't drink and alcohol didn't paralyze his nerves at the moment, maybe Yi yuanze wouldn't do such a thing.