Chapter 146 (1/2)
Gu Jing always thought that Meng Yunhan was going to celebrate Yi yuanze's birthday, which completely aroused his anger. But the truth is. Meng Yunhan leaves work early and has nothing to do with Yi yuanze. She just went to have dinner with Yajing and them.
When arriving at the restaurant, Yajing always lowers her head and tries to avoid being recognized by others. She didn't relax until she entered the private room.
”Make yourself at home today. It's my treat.” Yajing sat in her chair leisurely. He looked at the two people beside him and said this proudly.
Actually, on the surface. Perhaps no one will doubt that Yajing is actually a patient with depression. She behaves too naturally. Every day is a smiling appearance, which makes it difficult to associate her with depression, but all this is just because her acting skills are too good to deceive everyone.
Meng Yun snorted coldly. ”Don't worry, we've been waiting for you for a long time. We'll never be soft tonight,” he said
”Who cares for your softness? Is your sister like me? Besides, you can make me poor with one meal, but I'm just afraid of you. If you eat too much, someone will dislike you...”
Lin Ziyu always smiled on his face. Listen to them laughing at each other and respond to them from time to time. In fact, Lin Ziyu is a very slow person. It is difficult for him to get along with others at the first time, but after talking to each other, he will become another look.
After a meal, they seemed very happy. Meng Yunhan only drank a glass of wine, because she had more important things to do later, so she couldn't get drunk. Lin Ziyu drove here, so he didn't touch a drop of wine all night, and he never liked drinking very much, but Yajing was different from them. She drank a lot all night, but she didn't get drunk at all, After staying in this circle for a long time, she seems to have practiced the realm of a thousand cups, but it also contains a lot of helplessness.
In fact, Yajing seldom has the opportunity to drink like this. In order not to let her gossip spread, she would not have too much contact with anyone, would not eat in public places, or even never drink outside. However, now, in the face of the two people around her who are of great significance to her, Yajing seems to be unable to resist and want to be reckless, I also want to ease the boredom I have suppressed for a long time.
People say that she drowns her worries with alcohol and worries become more worried. Yajing has a deep experience now. She wants to paralyze herself with alcohol and want to get drunk, but she finds it a little difficult. The more she wants to get drunk, the more sober her head is. It's like the more she wants to forget those unbearable memories. Those memories emerge again and again in her mind.
Meng Yunhan watched her drink hard and wanted to dissuade her, but she was stopped by Lin Ziyu. He knew that Yajing had a lot of bad emotions to vent, so now when she was so presumptuous, Lin Ziyu didn't want someone to stop her. At least now, Yajing is trying to vent her inner boredom, which is a good thing.
”I've never seen her like this before. What can I do when she drinks like this?” Meng Yunhan frowned and said with great worry.
Lin Ziyu sighed slightly and said softly, ”there will always be a way. Maybe it's not just that you haven't seen her. She's like this now, and even she's never been like this...”
”What do you mean?” Meng Yunhan didn't quite understand what Lin Ziyu said every time, and every time, she couldn't help asking him curiously.
”Do you know why she suffers from depression?” Lin Ziyu frowned tightly, looked at ya Jing with some heartache, and asked the question softly.
Meng Yunhan shook his head and looked at him expectantly, waiting for him to give a reasonable explanation.
”It is precisely because she often represses her emotions and never finds a suitable way to vent and relieve the pressure in her heart that she suffers from depression. At the moment, she wants to drink to indulge herself, so we shouldn't stop or consider the so-called consequences. As long as she wants to vent her emotions in her heart, no matter how she uses it, it is a mistake A good start. ”Lin Ziyu is seriously explaining to Meng Yunhan. Although he doesn't know how much Meng Yunhan can understand what he says now, at least for now, he wants to convey Yajing's actions to her.
Meng Yunhan looks at ya Jing with great pain. Although she is still the one who speaks carelessly and teases her ruthlessly, Meng Yunhan can clearly feel that her heart is no longer as pure as before. Although she has not been changed by this circle, she is also contaminated by this circle.
Although Yajing looked drunk, she still heard what they said very clearly. She didn't want to refute what Lin Ziyu just said, and she couldn't find a reason to refute it, because it was a fact.
Meng Yunhan looked at the time. Now it's more than nine o'clock. She's going to leave. After all, there's still something to do later. She can't stay here any longer.
”I'm leaving. When Yajing wakes up a little later, you'll call Qi Mu and ask her to come and pick her up.” Meng Yunhan told Lin Ziyu while packing her things. Although she wanted to send Yajing back in person, this time, I'm afraid twelve o'clock will pass.
”Go and help you. I know what to do.” Lin Ziyu didn't ask her to stay or why she left so early. He just said something to reassure her, and then watched her leave.