C85 (1/2)
As they left the hospital, Meng Yunhan carefully helped Yi Yuanze to return home. All along the way, they did not remember how many pairs of eyes they had attracted, but they did not seem to care at all, and the current Yi Yuanze was angry in his heart, angry at Meng Yunhan for agreeing to Gu Jing's conditions, and even giving him a chance to explain himself. Yet, as Meng Yunhan was hesitating and hesitating in her heart, she did not know how she should face Gu Jing, nor did she know what choice she should make after hearing his explanation.
Once he returned home, Yi Yuanze pressed her against the door and asked angrily: ”Why did you give him a chance to defend himself? Even now, in your heart, you still can't let him go? ”
Meng Yunhan looked at his questioning and furious eyes, then shifted her gaze away. Frowning, he said: ”I know you hate him, but I cannot hate him.
”Meng Yunhan, what exactly did you and him experience in these five years?” Yi Yuanze clenched his teeth and asked word by word.
Perhaps, even Meng Yunhan herself could not completely remember what had happened, because the things that they had experienced together were far too many. There were even things that were painful, despairing, and sweet.
Meng Yunhan held her hands up to cover her head. Everything was like a tide and it instantly invaded her heart.
”Little Cold …” Looking at her, Yi Yuanze felt his heart ache, and he held her shoulders lightly.
Meng Yunhan's eyes were closed, but tears still poured out from her eyes. She lowered her hands, and panted heavily, feeling that she was about to be surrounded by those unpleasant emotions. She was about to collapse again, just like five years ago.
Although Meng Yunhan did not say a single word, looking at her painful expression, Yi Yuanze knew that those five years were the most sorrowful memories of her life.
Yi Yuanze pulled her into his embrace and tightly hugged her. At the moment, her painful expression was far from being as painful as his.
Smelling the unique smell on Yi Yuanze's body and feeling the warmth of his chest, Meng Yunhan kept telling herself in her heart that all of those things were already in the past. Then, she slowly opened her eyes and slowly breathed.
The matter from five years ago was like a spell. Even though Meng Yunhan tried her best to forget it, the final result was that it was brought up once again, and it was getting clearer and clearer.
”Xiao Han, are you alright?” Yi Yuanze softly patted her back and asked.
Meng Yunhan furrowed her brows, forced herself to calm down, and said: ”Five years ago … He has saved my life, so no matter what he does, in my heart, I do not have the qualifications to hate him. ”
”He saved your life?” Yi Yuanze asked in surprise, holding her shoulders, he gently pushed her away, and although his eyes had the urge to ask her, he kept on suppressing it.
Meng Yunhan's eyes were bloodshot. Currently, it seemed that she could no longer hide the things that happened five years ago. The scabs that she had seen before were about to be torn open once again.
”Yes, he saved my life.” Meng Yunhan shook off Yi Yuanze's hand that was on his shoulder, turned and walked to the sofa, then curled his legs and sat down.
Yi Yuanze quickly walked to her side and sat down. He had a lot of questions to ask, but looking at her current state, he found it difficult to say anything. He wanted to reach out to hug her, but his hands remained suspended in midair, not daring to approach.
”Five years ago, I had a very depressed time.” Meng Yunhan fixed her gaze at a certain place from beginning to end, and talked by herself, ”In that period of time, I felt that I was not living like a human, a ghost or a ghost, and was not interested in anything, and I didn't even have the motivation to live anymore.”
As she spoke, Meng Yunhan suddenly laughed. Now, when she spoke of that matter again, the feeling in her heart was not pain, but ridicule. Her nightmare, the five years that she was the most unwilling to talk about, had actually been a trap and a scam from the very beginning.
”Xiao Han, don't forget that he was the one who caused you so much pain.” Yi Yuanze squatted down, and firmly said while holding her hand.
Meng Yunhan lowered her head, her face clearly showing a smile, but her tears had long since been ready to fall. If it was like this, she had already listened for five years, and the only difference was that the person who said those words was different.
”Since five years ago, Gu Jing had always reminded me that the source of my pain was you. Now, you have also told me that the source of my pain is him. How do you expect me to face a villain who has saved my life? ”
Yi Yuanze tightly furrowed his brows, the fury in his heart was ignited once again. He tightly shut his eyes, slowly spoke: ”Little Han, the truth of the matter is already presented in front of you, he has been lying to you since five years ago, and in these past five years, he has told countless lies, slowly luring you into his trap. No matter what he has done to you, it is only a part of his plan.”
”Do you want me to deny that he saved my life?” Meng Yunhan couldn't help but cry, and she was no longer able to control the emotions in her heart.
Yi Yuanze stood up abruptly, his fists clenched tightly. He also had a temper and wanted to vent his anger, so he roared loudly: ”Meng Yunhan, how long do you want to lie to yourself? You clearly know that all of this is his trap and his own lie, but why are you still lying to yourself?”
She buried her head in her knees. She did not cry because Yi Yuanze was angry, but because she was shouting at him, but because she started to agree with what Yi Yuanze had said. She once again overturned her decision in her heart.