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In the end, Yi Yuanze was still unable to hold back and pulled Meng Yunhan into his embrace, gently stroking her hair.

”Yi Yuanze, in your heart, you have always thought that it was I who left without saying goodbye five years ago, and left without leaving a trace. But in my heart, it was you who did not come to send me off, and were not willing to go abroad with me, leaving me alone.” Meng Yunhan lay on Yi Yuanze's chest and continued to speak. No one knew why she wanted to explain everything clearly.

”I didn't …” Yi Yuanze held her shoulder, and increased the distance between the two of them, ”It's not that I don't want to send you off, it's just that I'm not willing to be with you, and I haven't left you alone either.”

Yi Yuanze's answer was firm and assured, but there was still a trace of hesitation in the corner of his eyes, ”You don't know when I will leave? Did you not receive my letter to you? How is this possible? ”Impossible.”

She wanted to believe what Yi Yuanze had said, but she was also afraid that Yi Yuanze was lying to her. She also wanted to suspect that Gu Jing was lying to her, but after so many years, there was no way Meng Yunhan could deny that he had accompanied her.

Looking at Meng Yunhan who was about to cry, Yi Yuanze could not bear to continue speaking. No matter who was right or wrong, right now, at this moment, it was all his fault.

”Let's not talk about the past anymore, okay? I believe you, and I believe everything you say. We'll forget the bad things of the past and start over, even if it's starting from scratch. ” Yi Yuanze really could not bear to see Meng Yunhan cry. He believed that she did not bid her farewell at that time, and that he had also written to himself before. Although he did not receive it, he did not want to care about these matters anymore.

Meng Yunhan couldn't help but cry bitterly. She seemed to know that Yi Yuanze wasn't lying, but she couldn't convince herself in her heart, Gu Jing actually lied to her for so long. Meng Yunhan could only shake her head continuously, she hated herself for explaining this matter.

Yi Yuanze held her in his arms, crying like he was about to cry. He did not continue to talk, and at the moment, he just wanted to give Meng Yunhan a shoulder to lean on.

It was unknown how long the pain in her heart had lasted before Meng Yunhan slowly stopped and did not cry anymore. Everything seemed to have been revealed, but it was as if she had walked into another fog, causing her to be unable to see the direction nor find the exit.

Sensing that the person in his embrace had stopped crying, Yi Yuanze lowered his head and looked at her, the arm around her tightened even more. He thought for a moment, then slowly opened his mouth and said: ”It's alright, everything is already in the past, let's forget about it okay? I don't care about any of that stuff from the past. As long as we're together again, it doesn't matter. ”

Now that Yi Yuanze had given up, he gave up completely. His plans, his revenge, his so-called torture, he had given up on all of these things. He only wanted to start with this woman again.

”I can't get through …” Meng Yunhan choked with sobs as she said those words. Now that they were all at a loss for words, who was lying? Who was concealing it? Meng Yunhan didn't have a clue. The expression on Yi Yuanze's face when she spoke was real, but it was also true that Gu Jing had accompanied him and given him so many years of effort. If he had to say who among them was lying, Meng Yunhan would still believe in her heart that Yi Yuanze was lying to him.

”Yi Yuanze, we are no longer the same as we were five years ago. We have experienced far too many things, and too many helplessness has appeared in my life. Our hearts are no longer as pure as before, and the hatred we had towards each other cannot be resolved in a short period of time.”

Yi Yuanze loosened his grip on her hand, looked into her bright red eyes, and said: ”I know that the things I did and the words I said after we reunited, more or less hurt you, but I really didn't mean it. At that time, I just couldn't accept the fact that you had gone abroad.

Meng Yunhan suddenly reached out and covered his mouth. She did not want to continue listening, maybe she was too afraid to continue listening. She was afraid that if Yi Yuanze continued speaking, she would completely break down.

”Yi Yuanze, don't say anymore. No matter if there's that matter between us from five years ago, right now, you don't have to say anything …”

Yi Yuanze held Meng Yunhan's hand, then moved it away from his mouth to the location of his own heart, ”I can say nothing, but I believe you can feel that my heart has always been beating for you. Whether it was before, or now, or perhaps even after that, it will always only beat because of you.”

”Yi Yuanze, I need time. My heart is very chaotic, can you leave me alone?” Meng Yunhan lowered her head. She was a little tired now, and her brain could no longer function properly. She felt that she was on the verge of collapse.

Meng Yunhan let go of her hand, and stood up, hesitating for a moment, then walked to the direction of the study, while Meng Yunhan bent her knees, with her hands around her shoulders, she curled up on the sofa. Yi Yuanze only glanced at her once, and then he entered the study, and did not come out again.

He clearly remembered that five years ago, on the day he was about to go abroad, she waited at the airport in anticipation. But in the end, the news that Yi Yuanze would not come.

Even to this day, Meng Yunhan could still clearly remember how sorrowful she was on that plane that day. If it wasn't for Gu Jing accompanying her, the current Meng Yunhan might not even have the motivation to continue living.

The past had been overturned. The thing that she hated the most in her heart, the thing that she hated the most, had changed the most, was that Meng Yunhan suddenly stood up and took out her own bag. She fumbled through it and took out her phone, looking at Gu Jing's phone.

In her heart, she clearly wanted to call Gu Jing, but she was also afraid that the answer she heard was not what she wanted. If Gu Jing denied it, what would she do, continue questioning him, or continue questioning Yi Yuanze? If Gu Jing admitted it, what would she do, how would she face this man who had deceived her for so many years, but also accompanied her for so many years.