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It wasn't that I hadn't thought of seeing him again for four years.

But I've never wanted to admit it. I can't imagine what it was like.

However, when the truth really happened in front of me, I was speechless for a moment.

”Where have you been all these years? ”Why can't I find you no matter how hard I tried!”

We were both silent for a long time, and he was the first to speak.

”Do you know how I've been for the past four years? Qianqian, I know you're blaming me. You're blaming me! But I've never forgotten you. ”

As Jiang Yu said this, he pulled my hand away, and I subconsciously retracted my hand.

I don't know why, it's already been four years, but to be under the same roof as this man, I will still, because he's distracted.

I tried to hide my distractions and put all my attention on the child. I didn't know if I was lying to myself or to him.

”Mom, I want to go back!”

The child had never experienced such a scene. Perhaps it was because my silence and Jiang Yu's gaze frightened him, but the stars pulled at my collar, urging me to leave.

Jiang Yu finally reacted, my relationship with children, after looking at the child and then looking at me, he said in disbelief: ”You …. ”Are you married?”

I didn't say anything.

”This child... ”This child …”

He looked at the child. The stars looked more like him.

”This is my child. As you can see, don't disturb my life in the future.”

As I spoke, I ran away with the baby in my arms.

He didn't dare to look into his eyes.

I hurried off with my children to do some shopping, bought a few things at random, and then went home in a hurry.

On the way, I drove uneasily, arriving several times in a row. The green light was still on the road, and the car behind me kept blowing its horn to warn me.

I finally managed to get home safely. It was as if all my energy had been sucked out of me. I leaned back on the sofa like a pile of mud and closed my eyes.

He was beside me, looking at me curiously.

”Mommy …” What's the matter with you? ”

Slowly I opened my eyes, stroked the child's small head, and forced a smile.

”Mom is fine, just a little tired.”

”Who was that beautiful uncle? Can I make him a father? ”

I was bitter and didn't know how to answer the child's question.

The child had always been well protected by me, so he never asked questions about his father, but as he grew older, and as he slowly and autonomously received the messages from the outside world, he slowly realized that he was different from the other children.

The other children were accompanied by their father, but he did not. That was why he asked if he could be his father.

Looking at such a child, my heart complex and uncomfortable, I knew that one day, I will regret my original choice.

After resting for a while on the sofa, I took the things I bought for the kitchen and fed Jiang Yueluo some soup. I hoped that Jiang Yueluo would be able to recover faster after drinking the soup.

In the next few days, I didn't dare go out. I was afraid that once I went out, Jiang Yu would find me.

Since we can't go back for a while, we have to stay in Shanghai for the time being.

Furthermore, this place is indeed very helpful to my new career. Jiang Yueluo hasn't returned for many years, so he wants to stay here for a while.

However, ever since the child came back, he hadn't had the chance to come into contact with any new knowledge. He grew up day by day, and now was an important time to establish his correct outlook and values on life.

Homeward Framework was not available, so I found him a kindergarten near his house.