C180 (2/2)

Always in hell!

I hugged my knees, tears flowing down my face. I knew that I could not stay here any longer!

I changed my ticket to France and signed it there, early this morning.

I want to go, I want to go now!

I don't want the company, I don't want the plan, I don't want anything!

If I stay here, I might even lose my only dignity!

I packed a few more comfortable clothes for a long journey, and all my identification papers, and everything went according to plan.

To avoid Jiang Yu's eyes, I drove to the airport myself and left the car there.

As I was about to board the plane, I suddenly heard a familiar voice calling my name. My heart skipped a beat.

I'm afraid that it was Jiang Yu who noticed me, but when I regained my senses, I found Lin Mu who was panting heavily behind me.

I was a little surprised. I didn't tell anyone about my departure, not even anyone! But how did Lin Mu manage to immediately figure out my plans and movements?!

”Why are you here?”

”That's not important. The most important thing is that I'm afraid that you will walk alone and be afraid of the dark. I'll send you off.”

The smile on his face was as gentle as ever.

To tell the truth, if I'm not the least bit moved inside, it must be fake.

Even the smallest details of our time together were remembered, let alone anything else.

But the better he was to me, the more guilty I felt.

The guilt would make it impossible for me to be friends with him.

”Thank you.”

”I told you, there's no need to say that word between us.”

His voice was very pleasant. If only everything could go back to how it used to be …

I don't know what to say...

He bought a ticket to go with me, just to be able to give me a ride...

”Why?”

Sitting in the first class comfortable seat, I looked at Lin Mu, his actions puzzled me.

”Do you still remember the agreement between the two of us at that time? We must go to France together. ”You always say that it's the French romantic capital. I said that when I succeed and get rich, I will definitely bring you there …”

”Enough …” ”That was in the past, don't bring it up again …”

I resisted. It wasn't that I didn't want to remember what I'd heard from him, but I was afraid. I had a lot of good things going on between me and him.

Sometimes memories hurt more.

He is still the Lin Mu in my memories, but I am no longer that simple Ye Qianya with him as the center of the world.

”Alright, then let's not talk about the past.”

Lin Mu said with a stern expression: ”Then let's talk later.”

I didn't say anything. I looked out the window, at the layers of white clouds.

”I know we won't be able to return to the past, but I hope you can give me a chance. At least let me take care of you and prove that you can fall in love with me again.”

Hearing Lin Mu's words, I subconsciously touched my stomach. If there weren't any children in my stomach, I might be able to start over again.

But it was too late.