C172 (2/2)
”With Director Jiang, right?”
I don't deny it.
”Director Jiang is a reliable man. You can marry him without worry.”
Hearing Old Xu's words, my heart was suddenly filled with bitterness.
Jiang Yu is indeed very capable, they let everyone in the company change their prejudices towards him, they can also let everyone feel that he is very good to me, but they can't let me feel that I am in a sea of happiness.
Perhaps the most painful thing in this world was emotions …
I didn't want Old Xu to see what was wrong with me, so I still wore a smile on my face.
”To get married, you have to get the consent of your parents. I believe that if you could have such a good husband, your parents would be happy for you, right?”
When Old Xu said this, his tone was a bit melancholy. I think she probably thought of her own daughter, I heard from him that her daughter is the same age as me, around the same age as me, and should be around the same age as me.
If Old Xu could stay by his daughter's side, she would probably be a very happy bride.
”Parents?” ”I only have one mother, and she won't be at my wedding.”
Old Xu was stunned, ”Why?”
I don't think he'll understand. How can there be relatives who don't love their children?
Initially, I didn't want to talk about the past with strangers. I didn't know why but when I saw Old Xu, I had the crazy urge to pour out all of the hardships that I had endured over these years.
Maybe it's because I've been holding it in for too long, I really need to release my emotions. Maybe it's because Old Xu really has no intentions for me, so I told him everything that I've experienced in the past.
”My mother doesn't like me. She wants me to die.” He shook his head, but didn't tell him who my mother was, because it wasn't necessary.
”What about your father? Where is your father? ”
”I have no father.”
I expressionlessly looked in front of me. ”To be precise, I've never seen him before.”
Listening up to here, Old Xu seemed to have thought about what had happened to him and his emotions were also infected by me to the point that he's a little down.
”Do you hate him?”
I shook my head.
”Love and hate must be based on a certain level of emotion. I've never seen him before, so it's impossible for me to love him, and even more impossible for me to hate him. Maybe when I was young, I was full of hope to see him, but now I can only say that I feel nothing. ”
I answered frankly.
Old Xu didn't say anything, he only looked at me quietly. From his eyes, apart from guilt and discomfort, I think he also thought about his own daughter.
”Actually, everyone's thoughts are different. It's probably because I've never had anything like kinship ever since I was young. I hope that right now, I don't have much hope …”
As I looked at Old Xu's current state, I felt somewhat guilty, so I tried to get my words back together.
”That's right, Old Xu, your leg …”
It suddenly occurred to me that he must have had quite a few wounds on his body in order to save me …