C136 (1/2)
My tone was very calm. I have always had a clear conscience when it came to relationships.
Even though there is a gap between Jiang Yu and I, and both of our hearts are separated by a thick wall, my feelings are still blank and clean.
”Not having one right now does not mean that there won't be one in the future. But don't be so happy so early. Even if he had to embarrass the Song Family people today, it would be fine if he wanted to completely separate himself from the Song Family! ”
As he spoke, he paused, purposely trying to keep the others in suspense.
”All these years, the things that he had obtained from Song Ruyue's pockets were truly quite a lot. Wanting to retreat safely was simply a fantasy story!”
I had long since become accustomed to his harsh words. Ever since the last time I had failed to find his mother, whenever he fell into a state of extreme self-confidence, he would be anxious to deny himself and me, deny our relationship, and negate everything.
I couldn't be angry with him at this point. I had to be good-natured and patient in order to make him really emotionally dependent on me.
”Jiang Yu, do you have to say this?” I intentionally looked at him with a wounded face.
He didn't say anything. I climbed onto the sofa he had made and lay quietly on his lap.
After a moment, I said softly, ”Believe it or not, from the moment I decided to drop everything to be with you, I've given you my heart and body. I don't want to be with any man but you.”
Hearing this, I felt his body soften a little, and his hand gradually placed on my hair.
”I don't know how to dispel all of your misgivings and the World Tablet, but what I want to say is that I truly love you.”
Hearing me say that I loved him, Jiang Yu lowered her head and looked into my eyes.
”As for Lin Mu... I don't know why you're taking me to his wedding today, but I admit that my emotions are very complicated... ”Although I am not very clear about what is going on, I know that I am probably unwilling …”
I saw that his eyes were sincere when he said those words, so I'm afraid that only I know the truth.
”Are you serious?”
Although a flash of happiness could be seen in Jiang Yu's eyes, I was still able to quickly catch it.
Look, sometimes it's not only women, but men also like to listen to what's good.
”Jiang Yu, why are you so unwilling to believe me? Even if you are not willing to believe me, you should believe yourself! When will you be able to remove all your worries to love me? ”
I watched him as I ran my fingers through his hair.
Like a mother, she stroked his head.
Jiang Yu is very receptive to this trick, he seems to have always wanted to obtain the long-lost love from me. This was something other than love.
I got up from his lap and hugged him. He didn't say anything, just quietly enjoyed the hug.
I was relieved to make sure he was completely calm.
What happened today was truly unexpected, but luckily, it had nothing to do with me.
Lin Mu's marriage is his business. Although my emotions are complicated, I have to think about it carefully, after so many years, since he has already told him that he has betrayed our relationship, why should I continue to be so stubborn?
It only makes me feel worse.
I think, today at the wedding scene, Lin Mu must have seen me and Jiang Yu hugging each other tightly.
Even if he didn't see it, the others at the scene would have told him. After all, although Jiang Yu's status was very awkward, but what the people in the upper echelons liked to talk about the most after all was not even having a private house.