C103 (1/2)
I carefully recalled that all of the methods he used on me had flaws. If I were to use a little bit of my brain, I would be able to see through them just by thinking about them …
But I didn't. No matter how many people around me reminded me, I always chose to believe in my eyes.
I thought I was rational enough, but I was wrong, everything was just because I was attracted to him.
That's why I always subconsciously defend him. No matter what others say or do, I only believe in him.
But I almost forgot, he can coax so many women to fall for him, how can he not use the same method to confuse me?
To put it bluntly, I was overconfident in myself.
I thought I was different from those women, but to him we were nothing more than game in his hunting ground.
I thought I had seen through all the men in the world, that I wouldn't make the same mistake again, but I was wrong! This was too outrageous!
Why didn't I think of it? Men are all the same!
How good their words are, how heartless they will be when they betray you!
I am such a complete fool!
In my heart, I couldn't accept this reality. I could only numb myself with alcohol, drink bottle after bottle, lie at home, and never leave the house.
I didn't dare to go out, because every time I did, I felt people pointing fingers at me.
I feel like they're attacking my stupidity, they're goading me...
This kind of life lasted for a long time until Zhou Zijin came to my house.
”Xiao Ye, we haven't seen you in a while, how did you become like this …”
It's been a long time since I looked in a mirror, and I don't know what I look like.
”What's wrong? ”It's pretty good …”
I laughed, numbly.
”Matters regarding the company... ”You know everything …”
he asked tentatively, and I nodded blindly.
”What are you going to do now?”
he asked after a long hesitation.
”What should we do? What can I do! What else can I do? ” I smiled, and then I somehow grinded out a bottle of wine. I cracked the cap with my teeth and gulped it down.
”Enough! ”Stop drinking!”
Zhou Zijin could not watch any longer, and immediately snatched the alcohol from my hands.
”Then what do you want from me!? At that time, the reason you told me about Jiang Yu was because I didn't listen to you! What can I do now! I already have nothing left, do you know that? ”
”I know! I know! ”
”You know why you didn't remind me! Why didn't you warn me! Why didn't you tell me everything you guessed! I don't have anything left in my current state, and now that you're happy, you're satisfied?! ”
”I warned you, but did you hear me? Even if I tell you everything, what can I do? Would you believe me? Or will you choose to believe him from the start! As I said, you are easily fooled by your emotions! ”
I didn't say anything. I just held the bottle and cried.
”Even if I analyzed everything to you from the beginning, you wouldn't believe me, which means that you might have told this to Jiang Yu! Then he said something nice and I became a complete villain! ”