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I wanted Jiang Yu to throw me at my own doorstep. When I returned home, I found an auntie packing up for dinner.

I went into a cubicle at home.

The decorations of this cubicle are in sharp contrast to the bustling decorations outside my home.

This was something that I had looked for a decorator for, based on the small room that I lived in with Lin Mu previously.

The decorations were very simple, there weren't even floor tiles, but whenever I couldn't sleep, I would lie on the small bed and think back to the time when I hugged Lin Mu and warmed myself up even though I didn't have any money.

My nostalgia for him almost moved me, but he could not see it.

But in reality, so what if he saw it?

I put together all the photographs of him, all the clothes he had left behind, everything I thought I could remember about him, and filled a small basin with gasoline and set it on fire.

And I just sat there and watched it all turn to dust.

I once saw this in an emotional TV show, the female lead said to the male lead. Do you know what the most desperate thing in the world is?

You gave me hope and then destroyed it yourself.

I felt the oncoming heat wave and looked at those things that I had once regarded as treasures, but I couldn't bring myself to cry.

After burning everything, I had the cleaning auntie at home clean up everything. If you can throw it away, throw it away. If you can't, then destroy it.

I found a decorator and asked him to fill out this cubicle for me and seal it forever.

I don't want to see it anymore.

After settling all of this, I suddenly felt that the house I came out of had become very empty, but it was like a gorgeous coffin, making me feel like I was suffocating.

It was already evening, but I couldn't eat anything. I just wanted to go out for a walk.

I walked to the door of my house, the evening breeze blowing softly on my face.

It was another April day, but the past was like smoke.

I was staring at the clouds, lost in thought, when I heard a familiar voice behind me.

”Xiao Ye …”

I stopped, unwilling to look back.

That voice had once fascinated me, but now it made me loathe it.

”Xiao Ye... Turn around and look at me. ”

The voice behind me was still calling my name, but I ran on without looking back.

The faster I ran, the faster he chased. It wasn't until I was exhausted and had no more strength left to run anymore that I fell onto the grass patch beside me. Only then did I raise my head and look at Lin Mu who was dressed in his suit and leather shoes walking towards me.

He squatted down and pulled me, who had no strength left in me, into his arms.

I tried to struggle, but I couldn't.

He could only collapse into his embrace and coldly laughed: ”Lin Mu, oh that's not right, Mr. Lin Sen, are you not afraid of your fiancée getting jealous just because you're hugging me like this?”

His hand slackened, and I pushed him away from me.

He still wanted to get closer, but I said harshly, ”Get closer to me! The closer you get to me, the more disgusted I feel! ”