C43 (2/2)

Of course, I won't say this in front of Zhou Zijin, but what I need is only his bed companion.

Zhou Zijin looked at me as his eyes moved, the expression on his face was unfathomable.

Just then, Tang Yue walked in with a cup of coffee. Seeing that the atmosphere between the two of us was a little weird, he couldn't help but interrupt.

”Director Zhou, why did you have the leisure to come over and drink coffee with us?”

When Zhou Zijin saw Tang Yue, he relaxed a bit. Tang Yue sat down beside me and took out a few reports.

”Boss, look, this is Xiaojiang's recent achievements in our company. Don't say it, he is not only good-looking, but also capable at doing things …” ”Tsk tsk tsk tsk …”

As Tang Yue spoke, he swept his eyes across my face with an ambiguous gaze. Since Zhou Zijin wasn't an idiot, he naturally saw through the hidden meaning behind Tang Yue's words.

Actually, not only Tang Yue, anyone with eyes in the company can see that the intimate relationship between Jiang Yu and I was only because I did not announce it to the public.

Hearing Tang Yue's words, Zhou Zijin's face immediately became gloomy.

After Tang Yue put down the document, he chatted with us for a while before he walked out of my office.

After she left, Zhou Zijin's expression became even uglier. I know what Zhou Zijin cares about, but I have no way to explain this.

It's not that I've never thought about it, but when I tell Zhou Zijin everything, I just couldn't bring myself to say it out loud.

Because that person was Zhou Zijin, not the other garden.

If it was anyone else, I could naturally and boldly tell him about my relationship with Jiang Yu.

But it was not good for Zhou Zijin.

Because I had once admired him, I hoped that in his eyes, I would always be the best.

It was a complicated feeling, and logically speaking, it was something I didn't know he had before he got married. But after I knew he was married, all my feelings evaporated.

But even so, it didn't change the way I wanted him to think I was good.

”What is your relationship with Jiang Yu?”

I know I can't lie anymore.

”Is it important?”

I lowered my eyes, afraid to meet his.

What do I say?

That there's no love between Jiang Yu and me, just sex?

Or directly tell him that Jiang Yu and I are simple bedmates?

But no matter what explanation it was, it all seemed so dirty and disgusting to me.

”It's important.”

The word was loud and clear, and I had no room to refuse.

”I …”

It was as if his words were stuck in his throat, making it hard for him to say anything.

”I am no longer the Xiao Ye you first met. I am a normal woman … Years... My days were muddled and chaotic. ”

Zhou Zijin was not stupid, he would definitely be able to hear me say that.

”Zi Jin, can you stop asking, please? I don't think the truth is what you want to hear... I am no longer the same as you used to know. You won't want to understand me in depth now. ”

I don't even dare to look at his face.

”Xiao Ye, no matter how things change, you will always be the Xiao Ye in my heart.”

His tone was complicated when he said it, and I didn't know if it was a feeling of heartache or something else.