C36 (1/2)
I saw the date at once and reached for it.
But when he lifted his hand, I couldn't touch it.
”Give it back to me!”
Yes, that diary is mine, and it has an extraordinary meaning for me.
He did not speak, but his expression was dark.
I could tell from his expression that he had opened the notebook.
”Give it back to me!”
All my thoughts were focused on the diary in his hand. The diary had disappeared from my sight, and for a long time, even I had forgotten where it was, but he had found it.
”Are you in such a hurry? Could it be that there's something shameful inside? ”
But I know he's asking!
”Didn't you already see it? ”Why are you still asking me!” I feel indignant, peeping at other people's privacy fitting room shameful thing!
”I'm just curious!” He held the notebook up to me. ”Want to do it?”
Looking at his expression, I didn't know what to say.
However, the contents of the notebook are the last thing I want to make public.
Even if the other party was his closest friend, that was out of the question.
This is because the notebook records everything that happened between Lin Mu and I, from the time he met me, to the time he passed away.
I have a lot of ideas in it.
It can be said that this diary is more real than my existence.
Because of this, I didn't want my truest self to be seen through so easily.
When I reached out to take the notebook from him, he jerked it up again and opened it on his own initiative.
In front of me, without holding back, I opened the pages one by one.
What he did, was no different from showing my most undesirable side to everyone in front of me.
He skimmed through it. I tried to stop it, but I failed.
So I just sat quietly on the couch and didn't do anything.
Until he finished reading the entire diary in front of me.
”Have you caused enough trouble?”
My voice is calm, but in reality, I know that this is how an enraged me looks like.
He did not speak.
”I'm asking if you're done yet!” I looked up at him with my bloodshot eyes.
”I'm too impudent! You're doing whatever you want!” When I walked over from the sofa, he was stunned. I snatched the diary from his hands. Tear to pieces in front of him.
”What do you mean?”
Seeing me like this, he calmed down.
”What do I mean? I would actually like to ask you, what do you mean by that! ” I looked him straight in the eye. It's fun to tease me, isn't it! ”
It's been a long time since I've been forced to the point where I can't control my emotions.
”I already told you, if you want to obediently stay by my side, don't try to invade my world!” I said it clearly, word for word.
”So?” he asked, but his face was open, as if I were the one who had done everything wrong.
”So you better listen up. From today onwards, I have nothing to do with you!”