Chapter 764 (1/2)
”It's hard for me to fall in love with anyone but you.” Lu Chaoge said with a serious face. As if in her heart, there was nothing more serious and important in the world.
That's it! Is that a confession?
After all, I said it!
Although I know it won't have a good result, but after speaking it out, the depressed mood will be relieved a lot. The big stone in her chest has shifted a little bit, at least she can breathe and breathe normally now -
however, after finishing this task, her heart is full of guilt again.
She put down her chopsticks, just like a child who did something wrong, looking at Fang Yan with a cloudy face, and said: ”I know that I am selfish in fact. You go to Huacheng specially to make such a big dinner, and then tell me that you are going to get married - I have understood what it means. I'm not stupid, and I'm a very scheming woman, right? ”
”I know that you don't want to hurt me, you don't want to keep me waiting, you want to solve this problem naturally in a relaxed and casual state - yes, I have to admit that I have become a problem in your mind.”
”It's not like that -” Fang Yan wanted to explain.
”Fang Yan, just as you know me, I know you as well.” Lu Chaoge interrupts Fang Yan. She is in the same mood as Fang Yan. Fang Yan doesn't want to hurt her, and she doesn't want to embarrass Fang Yan. ”You know how I feel about you, so you kept quiet. It's better to escape, at least not to embarrass our relationship - at least there will be no gap between us, and our cooperation has always been so tacit. ”
”But now you've met your destiny. You've met the woman you want to share your life with. You're getting married. It's something to be happy about. As your friend and partner, I should say a congratulation - in fact, when I heard this news, I felt heavy, depressed and breathless. But I still want to congratulate you - you must choose a very good woman. You like her and she loves you. You are the perfect couple. ”
”You are excellent, too.” Fang Yan said in a deep voice.
”Yes. I'm also excellent. I always think so - ”Lu Chaoge said with a smile:” after my parents died, I was alone. One eats, one sleeps, one reads, one travels, one goes abroad - and then comes back to study in Zhuque. In the eyes of men's vigilance and vigilance, I always think about what my life would be like if I didn't come back from America and if I didn't enter Zhuque middle school? At the mercy of the Jiang family, he married his enemy's son and pretended never to know those things. He was killed by Jiang's father and son and dumped in the sea because of resistance - but it was only if. ”
”I came to Zhuque, you also came to Zhuque, we know each other, you saved my life again and again, you changed my life, and you changed your own life because of me - I even thought, if not for me, maybe your father would not die -”
”it has nothing to do with you. You don't think too much. ” Fang Yan's voice is stopped.
”Fang Yan, I have to think, I know how much trouble I've brought to you, and I know how many enemies I've brought to you - the devil's cube is a tempting crime, it makes countless people wait for it, so that they can do the most crazy and inhuman things. I can't protect it. You are protecting it all the time. ”
” many people wonder why I should say that Chaoyan is your Chaoyan - she should be your Chaoyan. How much did you pay for it and how much effort did you make. They don't know, but I remember in my heart - so, in the three years you left, no matter how hard or how dangerous, I gritted my teeth and insisted, and I said to myself - Lu Chaoge, you must hold on. Others just want to knock you down. They want to take the cube from you - it's not only the work of your parents, but also the work of Fang Yan, because they have paid too much for it. ”
” before meeting you, my biggest ideal is to revenge for my father. I've been searching for opportunities, trying to make the Jiangs get what they deserve - but I know better than anyone else that I'm not their match at all. As long as I show a little flaw, I may be killed by them -- ”
” do you know? I'm even ready to accept Jiang Zhuliu's proposal. Because only then can I have the chance to do what I want to do. Only in this way, can you put down Jiang family's defense against me - can you understand it? The kind of eyes that people guard against every day like thieves - I've suffered for more than ten years. Every day, every year. ”
”In fact, I'm desperate. I know it's hard for me to fight the Jiang family father and son - but at that time you showed up. You gave me the courage to refuse, you also gave me the hope to avenge my parents, and you did help me to do it - you may not imagine how happy I was when jianglongtan River chaser father and son got their due punishment, when the part of Longtu group that originally belonged to my parents came back to me - because it represents that their parents are under Jiuquan To close my eyes. At last they could take a breath of relief and close their eyes quietly for a good rest. When they see that I live in the enemy's house, they must be worried that it's hard to sleep”Fang Yan, I'm 29 years old this year. If I can only live to 60 years old in my life, I've passed half my life now. I live for revenge in the first half of my life. What do I live for in the second half of my life? Before, I thought, I want to build an economic empire for you, and I want you to have the strength to fight against any enemy - no matter whether your opponent is generals or any family, Chaoyan is your strong backing. ”
”I want to make Chaoyan technology the No. 1 energy company in the world, and I want you to be the richest man in the world - I think I can do it, and I never dare to relax. Because this is what I promised you to do, so I must do it. ”