Chapter 744 (1/2)

744. Immortality!

Originally, her mind was as still as water, but the arrival of her family made her mood rise again.

Master Jinghui is right. Because of resentment and hatred, she can't sleep all night. Some problems are not solved, I'm afraid that those bad emotions will drive her crazy.

However, how can such a thing be made clear?

Can the wounded heart, the gray world, be restored to its original state?

With full of grievances and strong feelings back to the room, but found that he lived in a room with a man.

Lotus Temple is not full of incense and fire, so there are few nuns left here. There are only seven people, including Phoenix. Everyone can have a separate room. If you like, you can have two or even three -

a man with his back to the Phoenix, kneeling on the top of her daily prayer putuan and kneeling at the statue of Avalokitesvara in the room.

His body is straight, and his back is very long and strong.

Even if you can't see the face, you can feel that he is a handsome and affectionate man.

His mouth is full of words, his voice is quick and vague. It's hard to tell what's going on in his mouth.

Focus on your heart, as if you didn't realize there was another woman watching behind you.

The Phoenix saw the man's back, his body was stiff and his face was gray.

She wanted to go back, but she didn't move.

”Are you not afraid that I will kill you?” The man said aloud. The voice is gentle and has a hoarse magnetism.

He had just prayed to Avalokitesvara, and in an instant he asked such a cold and heartless question.

He's like a gentleman's robber and an elegant pervert.

”Not afraid.”

The moment I heard the man's voice, the Phoenix suddenly became quiet.

She looked at the man and said, ”if you kill me, all the karma will disappear. The body is free and the mind reaches the other side. Although such a solution is not perfect. Maybe that's when I can really get a good sleep. ”

”To the other side?” The man's voice is calm, but the Phoenix can hear a little irony. ”This world does not have the so-called pure land of heaven? Is that the world? If all the great monks are as clean as they preach, then why enjoy the incense and the golden body of the believers? Is the world dirtier than the human world

”You hate the world.” Said the Phoenix.

”And you?” The man got up, turned around and looked at the Phoenix in the rag, and said, ”are you ok?”

”Not good.” The Phoenix shakes its head. ”I hate myself.”

”Well, I can understand your mood at this moment.” The man grinned, but when he did, he didn't make any noise. Shallow, and fleeting. ”You have two regrets. You hate your family. You hate them for ruining your life. You hate yourself. You hate yourself for not having the courage to change your destiny. You feel guilty Fang Yan, you love him deeply, from a very young age - but you hurt him in the end. You also feel guilty for me. You don't like me, but you always use me. I don't want to kill you, but they kill me with this - ”

the face of Phoenix is pale, this man really knows him. More than she thought.

One of her hands is still holding the door frame, and the hand holding the door frame clicks on the fragile door panel.

”I'm sorry for Fang Yan, and I'm sorry for you --” said the Phoenix. ”I don't know if I am more sorry for you or more sorry for Fang Yan. The more I don't understand this problem, the more I hate my family and myself - I haven't had a good sleep since that happened. Regret goes to the bone, and the serpent eats the heart. ”

The man sighed softly and said, ”do you know what I knelt in front of Avalokitesvara just now?”

The Phoenix shook his head and said, ”I don't know. A long time ago, I heard that you don't respect gods and Buddhas, and you don't believe in ghosts -- ”

” yes. I don't believe in the gods or the ghosts. But maybe they exist in the world? ” Said the man softly. He looked into the Phoenix's eyes with pity and said, ”I can understand that I want to take you home. Your uncles are very respectable people. How can they allow their women to become nuns? I also heard the dialogue between you and them, and I also heard the dialogue between you and the old nun - I know you haven't had a good sleep for a long time, and your appearance looks very tired - I knelt down in front of the Buddha and read you the ”medicine master's glass light Buddha pouring mantra” once again, hoping that the Bodhisattva can protect you from disease and disaster, and have a sweet sleep. ”