Chapter 602 (1/2)
”I didn't mean to.”
Fang Yan squatted down and hurriedly tried to help the Phoenix up.
When he just lifted up the Phoenix 's body, his sole slipped and he fell to the ground because of the moss on the stone.
At this time Fang Yan has lost the ability to control his body.
Pa -
his body is heavily pressed on the Phoenix's chest, and the two people's bodies collide with each other.
If it wasn't for the soft meat to be padded below, I would be afraid that my chest wound would also be torn open.
Phoenix is pressed by Fang Yan, without struggle or scream. It's like lying on your own big bed.
She looked at Fang Yan with bright eyes and said, ”is this what you always want to do?”
”No.” Fang Yan quickly denied.
After a pause, he said, ”I didn't know much before, so I would have some unhealthy thoughts --”
the Phoenix sighed softly and said, ”yes. Before, I was not very sensible, so I had this kind of unhealthy idea. I began to have unhealthy thoughts on others when I became sensible. Now I want to do this kind of thing gently to ye? Unfortunately, you can only think about it. You can't beat her anyway. ”
”-”
the Phoenix looked at Fang Yan and said, ”although I didn't refuse, are you going to talk to me all the time?”
”No, No. I was ready to get up when I had a rest - ”Fang Yan said.
He got up from the Phoenix's arms, and then pulled the Phoenix from the ground.
The back of the Phoenix was soaked by the water stains on the grass, and the red hair was also wet and disordered, just like a red flame.
Phoenix's character has always been arrogant and domineering, like a rose with thorns, which has always been a woman like ”flame”. It was only through this experience that the flame was completely extinguished.
Lost the original vigor and vitality, eyes also began to become cowardly and avoid.
It hurt her so much that it was hard to recover for a while.
The Phoenix glanced around, pointed to a big stone in the forest and said, ”no, just sit there for a while.”
”Good.” Fang Yan nods.
When the stone was wet, Fang Yan took off his coat and spread it on it. They sat together shoulder to shoulder.
There are full of words to say, but when we really sit together, we don't know how to speak.
It's a scar. It's a scar. Even if you want to open the wound and wipe the medicine, it's the most painful when you apply the medicine.
Fang Yan stabbed the Phoenix's sensitive nerves again, even if he said something bad.
From the beginning to the end, they did not talk about Bai Xiu.
They didn't mention the name. Because it's a curse that can't be undone but wants to be forgotten forever.
”Fang Yan, you shouldn't come --”
when Fang Yan hesitates to know what to say, Phoenix takes the initiative to open up the topic.
”I said, if I don't come, I'm afraid I'll regret it all my life -” Fang Yan said with a smile. Take out a sugarcane grass from the foot and suck the sweet juice in the grass root gently. It's something they used to like to do when they were little.
Phoenix also took a piece of sugarcane grass and put it in his mouth and said, ”when you didn't come, I was expecting you not to come. Because I'm afraid that when you come, I don't know what expression to use to see you - I don't know what to say to you. I don't want to say sorry, but I do. ”
”Needless to say, I'm sorry, you don't have any place to be sorry for me -” Fang Yan said: ”even if there is, you have paid off. What is more valuable to make up for than life? ”
”I didn't make up for that, I thought - it's better to die like that.” The voice of the Phoenix said in a low voice, ”it's too tired to live.”
”I understand.” Fang Yan nods. ”The past is over. We don't need to talk about it anymore - but you have to go back with me.”
”Go back?” The Phoenix smiled and said, ”where are you going?”
”Go home. Or anywhere - ”Fang Yan stubbornly said,” but not here. ”
”Fang Yan, don't force me. Don't force me, will you? ” The Phoenix looked at Fang Yan with a pleading face and said, ”I can't go back, and I don't want to go back - where can I go back?”
”How can I face my family's eyes when I go home? How can I go back to yanziwu - in the face of their comments on me? ”
”Going abroad. Go abroad - ”Fang Yan said. At that time, Li Yun wanted to send her heart abroad, only to be intercepted by herself.
In Fang Yan's view, maybe Phoenix is a good choice to go abroad. After all, the people who settled down were not satisfied with the woman any more, and should not be able to do anything to kill people -
”no matter where I went, they could find me out. I can't escape, I can't escape - even if they can't find me, I'm safe enough to pretend that nothing has happened to my life? ””Fang Yan, I can't pass the pass of not going to others. I can't pass the pass of myself - I have too many distractions in my heart and too much guilt in my heart, and I will be tormented and crazy by these thoughts.” Said the Phoenix with blood in her eyes. She looked like she was going crazy.