Chapter 543 (1/2)
Respect your grievances and seek perfection!
To your anger!
To your loneliness!
Also respect your strong courage!
She felt that she was going to explode. It's like a vacuum packed fish. She desperately breathes and struggles again and again. At last, she can only vomit bubbles helplessly. Her body is weaker and weaker, and her consciousness is more and more blurred.
She's going to die!
She knew she was going to die if she didn't do anything.
”What kind of woman am I?” He took a big gulp of wine, patted the table in front of him, looked at Fang Yan, who was sitting opposite, and shouted: ”I am the woman in the family. Who is Jiang's family? The general family is the general family, which everyone envies and fears. No matter how beautiful or ugly you look, no matter how intelligent you are, you are the top class in the society. Don't believe that there is no such nonsense as hierarchy in the world. Those people who are high in the world have a terrible network and influence. They don't need to do anything, just frown or make a sign in the eyes, and those who offend them will die without a place to die. ”
Fang Yan, who was squinting at the top of his heart, said: ”generals - Generals don't like you very much. At first, he thought that someone would solve you if he gave a sign with his eyes. Unexpectedly, you are like a little strong who can't fight to death. The vitality is quite tenacious, and it makes him eat shriveled again and again, and make him look ugly again and again Fang Yan said earnestly on one face, ”if I stand on the side of justice, he can't surpass me.”
He laughed wildly at her heart, which made her full chest shake several times to break through the cage of her shirt and stand in front of Fang Yan.
She pointed to Fang Yan with her black finger, and said in a very contemptuous tone, ”Fang Yan, this is a lie you said. Do you believe such a lie? How many good people have been wronged in the world? At that time, no one said such nonsense to them - this is a society of power. Whoever has a big fist is entitled to speak loudly - ”
move his heart's arm sideways, point to the two fighters who are fighting fiercely in the ring, and say:” look at them, who is evil and who is right? Can the just side defeat the evil side? The difference is that they work hard on the stage, and countless people work hard on the stage - ”
Fang Yan smiled and said:” you have your ideas, and I have my persistence. Our way of life is different. As soon as you enter a powerful family, you live in such an environment. All you see and think are those powerful people and influential people who use all kinds of means to win one after another - ”
” I live in a small village. Except for a few people I don't like, most of them are kind-hearted, for the sake of an outsider, they are silly and have Some nihilistic ideals do not hesitate to throw their heads and sprinkle their blood - handed down from generation to generation, lasting for thousands of years. ”
”When I was young, I was always thinking, how could such a group exist in the world? Up to now, I haven't thought about the answer to this question. Why does such a group exist? However, since it already exists, there should be a reason for its existence. What's more, I'm willing to do it. I respect and admire those who have paid for it and those who have sacrificed for it. ”
” I think if it's my turn one day, what kind of choice will I make? Without even thinking about it for a long time, I have got the answer in my heart - if it is my turn one day, I will make the same choice as them - ”
” my ancestors have made such a choice, my grandparents have made such a choice, and my parents and uncles have also made such a choice - how can I end up in my generation? There is a custom on our side that when someone's descendants are killed in battle, the whole village will hang up a white flag - whether there has been a dispute before, a quarrel before, or who has broken his front teeth, or who has broken his arm - that day, all the enmity and hatred will be put down, and the dead are the biggest - ”
” for me, these people are just. They are not afraid of death, how can they be afraid of the short dark clouds to cover the sun? ”
I didn't expect Fang Yan would say such a thing to her. After a long time of stagnation, I asked, ”the place you said is yanziwu?”
”Not bad.” Fang Yan nods. ”When the general dismounts, the prime minister leaves the sedan chair --- swallow dock.”
”If you have a chance, you must go and have a look.” Will be the heart of infinite longing to say. ”Because of you, I know that there is such a place, and I know its legends - but I always think those legends are too far away, and I always think those stories are too old - and I think all things are exaggerated and fictional. It turns out that there are such a group of people. ””Remember to park in the threshing floor at the entrance of the village.” Fang Yan said with a smile, ”except for the cars of his own people in the village, all the cars going outside are parked there.”
”I wrote it down.” Will the heart say: ”are you inviting me? If I go to yanziwu, you will entertain me, won't you? ”
Fang Yan smiled and asked, ”now do you believe that evil is beyond correction?”
He shook his head and said, ”I don't believe it.”
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”as you said, I have seen too many good people being cleaned and buried in the ground - this is a society that can eat people, and some people will really open their mouths to eat people - just like you, you come from such a magical place, you have the confidence that you will defeat the military order? Even if you win the general's order, and Fang Yan, the giant General's house behind him, you may not understand that you are only fighting with the general's order. For the general's order, you are an opponent. For the general's family, you are just a stone for them to sharpen their edge - either the knife is sharpened on the stone more sharply, or the stone opens a hole for the knife Have you ever thought about it? When you drop the stone and make your family feel threatened, they will fall into the ground, the sky will crack, the mountains and rivers will flow backward - can you bear it at that time
”I know that jiangjialing is Jiangjia's knife, and I also know that Jiangjia is so powerful that people are powerless.” Fang Yan, playing with the tall beer cup in his hand, said, ”but I can't let them say nothing and do nothing when they bully? In that case, I will become another good person who has been washed and hidden by bad people - ”
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Fang Yan looks at her heart and says:” I know your heart is full of anger, I can fully understand your feelings at this time - ”
” you can't understand. ” I'll laugh at you. ”For someone who has not experienced it, don't easily say who you can understand - for a cancer patient, don't tell him that you are as sad as he is - you can't be as sad as he is, you just say it. When you walk out of the ward, you can see the blue sky and white clouds, you can breathe fresh air, you can continue your colorful life - the patient can only be in fear and reluctant to part with the world forever. ”
”-------” Fang Yan was speechless.
You see, these women are not only noble and elegant, but also sharp and philosophical in their words? Looking for my brother to command? Find my husband Jiang Zhuliu? Or to my friends who seek or fear the power of the family - can I tell them the truth that my brother let my husband poison my father? Can I tell them that I hate them and try to smile and pretend that nothing has happened
There is a kind of grievance called nowhere to tell.
Your heart is dripping blood, but you have to smile and exchange greetings with those stabbing people. Who can understand the pain?