C300 (1/2)
Chu Yufeng slightly raised his head, a confident smile on his face. To him, Gu Manxue was still too young. Even though she had the courage of Gu Dongcheng, she didn't have his patience.
”I thought you were going to do something to me.” Chu Yufeng smiled faintly, but his eyes were filled with regret. ”Do you know the details of what happened back then?”
”Is it necessary? I don't need to know. Indeed, I hated you so much that I wanted to kill you, but I didn't dare to do so. I didn't even dare to reveal a hint of emotion. Gu Manxue's eyes were bloodshot and her voice hoarse.
Chu Yufeng held his tea cup, narrowed his eyes and spoke after a while, ”Xiao Xue, what do you want me to do? Your family was indeed caused by me, and there is nothing I can do to save them. Right now, the only thing I can do is beg your forgiveness. ”
”Hypocrite! Bullshit! Forgive me! I don't want your apology!” Gu Ruoyun choked with sobs. If she could really salvage so many years of her grievances with just a single apology, then wouldn't she be too cheap? Was her family worthless?
”Then what do you want to do? Or my life? ”It really doesn't matter.” Chu Yufeng smiled faintly, but there was no trace of emotion in his eyes.
Gu Manxue clenched her fists tightly and asked coldly, ”You think I don't dare?”
”I didn't say you didn't dare.”
”Don't think that I will forgive you just because you said that. Chu Yufeng, don't you feel any remorse for those dirty things you did back then?” With just a thought from him, she had lost his father, his beautiful family, and even more so, his warmth.
She truly hated this person before her. If he disappeared, would everything return to normal?
She also had a family, and she also had a father to love, so how happy would she be?
It was just that all of this was gone, all of it was gone. It was all her delusions, her imperfect life, her unfeeling family, all of it had been trained to be too precocious.
”I regret it. I truly regret it. What happened that year is all my fault.” He really wanted to apologize to her. Everything had been his fault, causing that tragedy to be a mistake he had made in his life. It wasn't that he hadn't blamed himself before, but things had already happened and he had no way of saving her.
”Xiao Xue, if you really hate me, then...” Chu Yufeng turned his gaze to the fruit knife on the side, picked it up slowly, and walked towards her.
Gu Manxue glared at him and subconsciously retreated a few steps back. However, he still managed to grab her with one hand.
”That matter is the burden of my life. I've lived in self-blame for my entire life. If possible, I really want to forgive myself!” Chu Yufeng took a deep breath, his eyes filled with grief.
”I made such a big mistake and caused such a tragedy. I really deserve to die.” A hint of sadness appeared in Chu Yufeng's eyes, but his heart softened when he thought of Yu Huan.
Indeed, he deserved to die. However, this was not the time for him to continue to protect the person he loved for the rest of his life.
After passing the fruit knife into Gu Manxue's hands, he gripped the handle tightly and pointed the knife at herself, smiling faintly.
”Little Snow, if you hate me, then kill me. The hatred will be completely resolved. Stop hating me.” Chu Yufeng spoke word by word, his eyes shining.
Gu Manxue's fingers kept trembling for a while before she finally opened her mouth, ”Don't think that I don't dare.”
”I know you dare, and I mean it.”
He took a deep breath and closed his eyes, ”As long as this knife stabs me, you can stop hating me, okay?” I want to see you happy. ”
Although she wanted to retreat, when she thought of her past, she could not give up no matter what.