C100 (2/2)
The teacher said, ”You have to make good use of the child's nutrition! From a young age, this girl could tell that she was a beauty! His brain worked again! If we cultivate them properly, we will definitely have great prospects in the future! ”
”Yes, yes, yes!” I understand teacher, thank you! ”Thanks for your hard work.” I repeatedly nodded my head. I didn't dare to stand straight in front of the teacher and bent my waist. I was very touched that she could come to my house.
My heart was like an ant on a hot pan, and I could not eat well or sleep well every day. More white hair. Even his beard had turned white. Someone saw me and said I looked like I was in my fifties or sixties. In fact, if you counted carefully, I crossed over in 1984, when I said I was twenty-two. It was 1992. Eight years passed. I'm only thirty years old!
Winter of 1992. Jin Huiling was already past the age of seven. She was eight years old. She successfully passed the second grade.
Jin Shi had also learned very well. His personality was becoming quieter and quieter. He no longer fought and killed, but liked to hold it up and read it as a document. In the second grade, the two of them were not in the same class. However, the relationship was still very tough. Together at school.
But Jin Shi looked to be much more outstanding. His height was considered tall among his peers. He had fair skin, sharp eyebrows, a nose like a phlegm, and a red lips like white teeth. His whole body began to exude a unique aura. There were many young girls who were willing to be next to him.
As for my daughter Jin Huiling, due to severe malnutrition, although her face is still very pretty, her head is already below the average person's. Her eyes and hair are yellow, her teeth are sparse, and her body is starting to bend. In the first row of the class, the first row of the running station. He was being taken care of as a small and weak object. However, he didn't want to have anyone to take care of him. It was quite a blow to his self-esteem.
She was becoming more and more unconfident and did not like to stand with others. Often complain to me always drink pig's milk, can't eat other food, cause oneself to look like this.
I say, Ku Nier, when you have money, I'll change your father's milk for you.
I'm getting less and less able to keep up with the times. He was young and strong, and no one wanted to make up a dustpan. All of them went out to work, to work on the construction site. I'm the only one left in the village who's still working on the dustpan with some old people. I also do not want to make up dustpan, sitting down to pick up the willow branch will be upset. A dustpan that took several days to weave couldn't really be sold for much. People who work on the construction site earn more a day than I do in a week.
So I bought some gifts. Go to a foreman in the village. Tell him I want you to work on the construction site, too.
He leered at me, his mouth crooked. He picked up a peanut with his chopsticks and put it in his mouth, chewing as he said, ”Shi-Le, go work on the construction site. Do you think you can do it yourself?”
I said, ”Why not? ”My body is great!”
”Look at you, you're so old, you're only thirty years old, and yet you look like you're fifty-six. Is there something wrong with you? Do you have any strength on you? ” The foreman took another sip of the white wine, gnashing his teeth as he clicked his tongue.
”There is!” How could it be boring! I just have more white hair and a white beard! White-headed! You ate too little salt! ” ”No,” I said.
”This won't do! He was feeding the dogs at the construction site! What if you beat the other person's dog again? Dammit, can we afford to let them pay for it!? I have a Hidden Mastiff! ” The foreman sneered.
I rubbed my hands in embarrassment.
His wife reprimanded him with a stern expression, ”Are you going to use him or not!? He didn't even need to ask them to carry the gifts away! If you want to use it, just say so. Don't make fun of me! ”
The foreman said, ”ShiLe, go back and wait for me to believe you! ”When I find a construction site, and there are no longer any dogs on the site, I'll let you go there again!”
I frowned. ”When will that happen?”
”If you can't wait, you can look for someone else first! You are a traitor. ”Dogs, how famous!” the foreman said.
I knew he wasn't sure, so I turned to go. His wife called out to me and gave me the gift, saying with a downcast face, ”I can't take your things for nothing. Don't come back to my house from now on! Go out and let people gossip! I'm a woman, and I don't want to leave home during the day! ”Not good!”
I pretended to be polite and said, ”I've already sent the gift, how can I carry it back!?” You keep it! ”
”No, no, no! You carry it away! If you don't take it away, I'll throw it away! ” The woman raised her hand to throw the gift. I took the gift from her and hurried out of her house.
On the way, I was angry to the point of tears.
Another piece of news spread out that Xia Lu had remarried. Married to another village with two children. The middle-aged man was widowed. She was a construction worker with a tile knife.
My family is getting poorer and poorer. He became the poorest person in the village. He couldn't even afford to buy firecrackers for the new year. No new clothes. This made Jin Huiling, who had always loved to be beautiful and was never willing to be behind others in terms of attire, even more angry at me. On New Year's Eve, the father and son duo could only drink pig's milk.
Early spring of 1993. I'm sick. His body continued to burn and he thought it was a cold. But he kept coughing. He coughed very hard. He coughed up blood on his hands. The pain in his lungs was excruciating. He didn't dare to save any more money, so he went to the hospital for an examination. The result was lung cancer. Late stage.
As I held the diagnosis, my hands were trembling. ”How long can I live?” I asked the doctor.
The doctor said, ”Three months!”
I crouched down and covered my head with my hands and cried, saying how my daughter had done it.
The doctor told me to hurry up and not cry here. This is not a place to cry.
I cried all the way home.
Back home. It was already past noon. They entered the main hall. There was a bowl of leftover pig's milk on the table. At this time, Jin Huiling had already gone to school.
I lay in bed, weeping.
Suddenly, there was a commotion in his arms. It was the book that took the initiative to flip open. I quickly pulled it out. A blank page displayed each word: I found the Earth Writing Brush!