Chapter 1223 (1/2)
Chi Shu Yan is willing to hear the explanation and confession of the man in front of him. At this time, his heart is not happy at all, but his face is severely shocked.
This afternoon and evening, she thought a lot and calmed down a lot.
Before, she had always thought that she and the man next to her had been in love and married, but she never thought that one day they would separate or one of them would break up.
She thought that no matter how serious the quarrel between them was, no one could ever put forward the word ”break up”.
After all, ”break up” is too hurtful.
Now think about it, can only say that she thought too naive, no wonder others.
And the man's breakup in front of her and the ruthlessness and determination to break up these days seem to give her a blow, so that she can understand that the feelings of adults are not naive love, they want to go to the end.
The scene at noon today made her deeply hurt, but also made her realize that she had fallen and depended on the man beside her for only half a year. This kind of emotion out of control and occupation made her feel very dangerous.
In particular, she looked at him and other women ambiguous together, she thought at this time, in addition to colic, there is a desire to kill.
She didn't want to feel the pain and loss of control.
Now the man in front of her can still have some sense in front of her. Even if the man really wants to break up, she can bear the heartache and decisively accept it, and try her best not to make her posture too ugly.
But after that.
If the two people continue to be together, their feelings are bound to deepen. This man will attract her all the time. If one day, the man still wants to break up suddenly, I'm afraid that at that time, she will never have such a calm attitude to accept.
She could not help but think that her master had been planted in the hands of a slag man all his life, and could not get out of the shadow. Even if the slag man died in her master's hands, her master still could not walk out of the feelings and shadows of the slag man.
He lived alone in pain all his life, and his end was no better than that dregs man.
Although Qi Zhenbai is not a slag man, the slag man surnamed Zhao can not be compared with Qi Zhenbai.
She also believed that the other party's feelings for her were true, but she was really afraid to talk about feelings with this man again, and that sooner or later she would not be able to reach the end and be doomed.
Just as her master told her in her last life: Shuyan, the world's feelings hurt people most. Don't touch them if you can, and don't finally live like her. Instead of being bound by the world's feelings all her life, it's better to concentrate on training and walk on the road of Kangzhuang to get the right result. Even if we talk about feelings, we should give ourselves a back road.
She didn't understand the meaning of her master's words before, but now she knows exactly what they mean.
As the saying goes, there is no end to the sea of suffering. She can at least return to the shore now.
She is really afraid of feelings now.
What's more, she thought that she had never seen the man's true face clearly. She felt that she had never seen and understood the man's true face. At the thought of the uncertain expression just now, she felt a little frightened.
She is no exception to human nature.
Chi Shu Yan quickly convergence mind, do not let the other side see the slightest.
If she could, she really wanted to draw a clear relationship with the man in front of her, but she was afraid that the man would suddenly go mad again!