Chapter 983 (1/2)
Mo Shaochen had planned to enter the ward and stopped
He can't see the inside of his ward, and can't see the natural angle.
Beichen takes Jianmo and they go to breakfast. He hears that ye Chenyu is awake, so he comes to have a look.
But did not expect, just heard Ye Chenyu ask Li Xiaoyue.
Slightly frowning, Mo Shaochen's face has a faint emotion across
It was the years of calmness and forbearance, or what, he did not know at the moment.
Maybe he knows.
Just this moment, he can't go clear!
The breath in the ward became stagnant. In the quiet corridor, Mo Shaochen stood there alone, extremely lonely.
The soft sunlight projected in from the corridor, stretching the shadow of Mo Shaochen.
He didn't move, he didn't go in, he didn't leave
As if, and ye Chenyu, waiting for Li Xiaoyue to answer.
Li Xiaoyue twisted his eyebrows and looked at Ye Chenyu, trying to see if he was joking or what?
However, his expression seems to be laughing, as if in a joke, but also as if from his eyes to see serious
”Ye Chenyu,” Li Xiaoyue said, gathering his anger and not calm, ”if you are joking, then, there is no need for an answer.”
Ye Chenyu's smile deepened a little, did not say whether he was joking or not.
”If you're not kidding...” Li Xiaoyue stopped, slightly lowered the line of sight.
Ye Chenyu's eyes became dark and deep at the right time. When he asked this sentence, he was joking. But when he asked, he wanted to know What would she say?!
Li Xiaoyue pondered for a long time, when the air became slow because of waiting, she raised her eyes.
”I'm sorry, I can't promise you!” Li Xiaoyue's voice is very light, but it is firm.
”Two people's life, should not be moved under the guilt start, such a life, no one can withstand the long years.”
Ye Chenyu did not speak, just waiting for Li Xiaoyue to continue.
”You save me, I am moved, even angry...” Li Xiaoyue gradually calm, ”you can let me do a lot of things to ease my guilt, but only this thing, not.”
”Because you don't love? Because I don't like... ” Ye Chenyu's voice showed a trace of weakness after injury, ”or because Do you have people you like? ”
”Yes, I have people I like!” Li Xiaoyue said, ”I like this person, with the whole once I think it will be consumed slowly. I think I will shrink back because I can't match it... ”
Li Xiaoyue self mockingly pulled down the corner of his mouth, ”but, I am not conscious of the efforts, efforts to stand by his side!”
Ye Chenyu's eyes gradually deepened, ”Shaochen?”
”You know that, don't you?” Li Xiaoyue took a deep breath, ”Ye Chenyu, maybe I can't stand beside him all my life, but I won't make do with life because I can't stand...”
After so much experience, she is actually very indifferent.
Even if can not accompany, even if alone She doesn't want to hold her own past and live a life of fear with another person.
Suffering others, wronged themselves.
”You are moved by my guilt, don't you Is it not the hope of Shaochen Ye Chenyu asked in a straight line.
Li Xiaoyue quietly looked at Ye Chenyu, and did not answer in a hurry.
They looked at each other like this, unable to tell what they felt.
It seems that ye Chenyu is questioning, and it seems that he is letting Li Xiaoyue see himself clearly
”Once upon a time, I thought it was It's love under worship. ” Li Xiaoyue laughed, although a little bitter, ”but you don't understand When a person is in the lowest ebb and bear, to a person that kind of complex emotion
I'm afraid that he looks down on me. I hope he can stay with me and encourage me to tear up between want and don't want to
That kind of hesitation, that kind of desire to fear the mood, did not experience, no one can say relaxed.
”You don't understand even more, working hard for one person That kind of happiness and motivation under hardship. ”
Li Xiaoyue gently fanned the lower cilia feather, the corner of the mouth's self mockery was deeper, ”pain, and happy...”