67 I’ll Handle It. (1/2)

”No, I'm not.” She said with a serious expression.

She try very hard to keep her face like this, right now.

Alan's eyes start to redden.

”No, I don't believe that.”

”Just go Alan. I will never love you. You're not Sam, Alan. I've mistaken you as him when you were around. Now, I realize that you are not him. And you will never be like him. I can't love you.” She distance herself a bit from him.

”Hazel..i..i don't mind if you mistaken me as him…I..”

”But I mind Alan!”

”You like reopening my wound again. You will never be the cure. Please..leave me.” she turn her body around. Bit her bottom of lips hard, making sure she's not sobbing in front of him.

Alan turn silent. He wipe his corner of his eyes. ”Do you hate me that much?” his voice sound a bit raspy.

She nod without even look back at him.

”Do you really not have any feeling to me? Not a single tiny piece of it?”he ask again.

Hazel nod again.

Stand up, he walk closer to her back. He take a deep breath before he release it.

”If that the case..” he put her long hair to the side and bent his body a little.

He hug her gently and kiss on top of her shoulder. ”I will always love you Hazel. Always.” He whisper before he let go of her and walk out from her office.

His eyes already bloodshot when he left the room.

...

After a minute Alan walk out from her room, she flopped down to the floor.

She start sobbing and hiccup.

”Erghh..thi..this..is too much..hic..” she wipe her tears using both of her palm.

No matter how many times she wipe her tears won't stop.

She continue to cry until it was late at night.

Chase open her office door. The room was dark and only dimmed by the outside lamp.

”Hazel…”

”Go away Chase. I need my time alone.”She curled up on the couch hiding her face.

”He's left a long time ago. Isn't this is what you want?”

”..”

”I don't know that you can be this stupid. Really, I thought you were smart enough. He love you Hazel. What else do you want from him? He give his best to you and Aslan. Do you think you can find someone like him? You must be really stupid, Hazel.” He let out his anger to her before he close the door after that.

”Yeah..i am stupid.” She mumble.

'I can't even compare to his ex-girlfriend. Well, at least I know he will have a better love life with that rich lady or whatever her name is.'

Joe knock on her glass door.

The same thing happen just like Chase do earlier. Nagging her being so stupid, let them lose a brother, a chef and so on.