C49 (2/2)
Similarly, that man's love was so warm as well. As An Jiuyue strolled in the endless black darkness, she looked like a little girl selling matches, and Qin Runnan's love was like a candle that appeared even when a match was being sold.
It had lit her last hope, seen everything she wanted most, and smoothed out the biggest scar in her heart.
In the light of the match was the whole world she had dreamed of.
But she also knew that it was not her world, that it belonged to someone else, and that she was just a passing visitor in a glorious life.
An Jiuyue didn't suspect the feelings Qin Runnan had for her in the past few days. She just didn't want to make the mistake of putting her happiness on someone else's shoulders.
Especially the people she loved …
If this love was destined to bring a disaster to Qin Runnan, and everyone was going to spout sarcastic words, she would rather not …
She wanted to be able to support a cozy harbor with her beloved, not just one person in a relationship carrying the burden of two people.
He could be her hero, but she could not be his burden.
If he had to let go of one, An Jiuyue would choose to let him open his mouth first and let the two of them repay each other with their true identities.
In any case, she had experienced a lot in her life, it was nothing more than a few more decades.
However, if according to what Nian Yangrong said, she was only using Qin Runnan to get the money, then it would be accusing her unjustly.
No matter whether it was an express or a hint, An Jiuyue had already expressed multiple times that she respected me more than once, so you don't have the feeling of adoration between a man and a woman.
And it was in An Jiuyue's heart too. She also felt that Qin Runnan probably understood from the start that although he did not say it out loud, every single action he made was obvious. It was only then that they would unrestrainedly approach her again and again, and push her away …
”Influence his reputation? As long as there is someone who did not do it on purpose, this matter will not be known by everyone, right? ”
”Or is it that Qin Runnan has some sort of unspeakable secret? Impotence? Premature ejaculation? ”Do you like men?”
The reason why An Jiuyue thought this was because during the four years of exams in a foreign country, the aunts in those orphanages no longer had the clothes to bring up an adult.
Not everyone was interfering too much in her life, as An Jiuyue had expected.
On the other hand, back then Li Tan could be said to have seized the best opportunity to fly over to see her frequently during his first semester abroad because she was worried that she would not be able to adapt to life abroad. However, in the following years, he could only meet An Jiuyue during her Christmas break.
The matter of Li Tan rushing her home to get married when she was close to graduation, was only seen by An Jiuyue as a request from an old friend that he hadn't seen in a long time.
And the reason why An Jiuyue and Qin Runnan had appeared here at the very end, could be explained by the fact that Qin Runnan had indeed agreed to Nian Yangrong's request back then.
After An Jiuyue was discharged, she did not choose another company but chose to come to Qin Runnan's company. This was also because she felt that she was too tired, and that she and Li Tan were really too inappropriate.
In the end, he gave up on the ridiculous idea of maintaining his first love, and at the end, the two of them were already able to get along as friends.
”What are you trying to say?”
”Qin Runnan's fiancee is about to return to his homeland. I hope that day is the day Qin Runnan gets married, and it's not the day you run away.”
If what Nian Yangrong said was true, then Qin Runnan would only be single to this day because he was waiting for her, but An Jiuyue would never agree to the current Qin Runnan's invitation.
This domineering control of a person's feelings was not what she wanted.
Since he was unable to respond to Qin Runnan's feelings, then An Jiuyue knew that he should also avoid him at a distance, and should not give him any illusions that there was still possibility between them.
But the truth was, An Jiuyue had already thought it through, and Qin Runnan did not want to let go.
An Jiuyue opened her mouth and said: ”Do you have some sort of misunderstanding about me, or this matter? The reason why Qin Runnan is still single right now may not be because I'm a ”fox spirit” by his side. ”
Nian Yangrong looked at the feeble words she had waited half a day for, and then laughed coldly: ”An Jiuyue, why don't we open our mouths and speak frankly.”
Approaching to An Jiuyue's side, her tone carried a sense of coldness.
”What is your purpose? If it was for money. What I can give you right now is only a lot more than what you saved up a few years ago. If it's for status, I can also introduce you to other rich young masters. However, if you are this untactful and choose to continue lying on Qin Runnan's shoulders, I will let you know what the consequences are. ”
Knowing that Nian Yangrong had already formed an inherent impression of herself, in her heart, no matter how much she tried to prove her innocence, it would be useless.
”Then let me see what the consequences are.”
After raising her hand to look at her watch, An Jiuyue realized that they had been arguing for a long time.
An Jiuyue, you slipped away today, but you won't be able to dodge it next time.
Nian Yangrong would not let such a woman ruin Qin Runnan's reputation for no reason. She had to get rid of this woman no matter what disgraceful methods she used.