1180 I Want to Make You Stay 58 (1/2)
Jin Qingyan pulled his fingers out to see that it was covered in her fluids.
”Would you like to have a taste of yourself?” he teased, trying to move his finger near her mouth. However, An Xiaoning managed to dodge it quickly.
Shaking her head profusely, she said, ”No.”
He smiled and picked up a towel to clean his fingers. The alcohol had made his face slightly flushed, and he stared at her with an exceptional tenderness in his eyes, making her feel enchanted.
An Xiaoning closed her eyes and began kissing him again. The temperature began rising gradually.
....
Fang Erlan lay down onto the bed and stared blankly into space after sending An Xiaoning the text message.
Her mobile phone was placed beside her pillow.
She continued to let it vibrate quietly.
Despite having thought through it, she could not help but feel perplexed and frustrated.
She had no idea what she was waiting for or looking forward to.
She tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep at all no matter how hard she tried.
She couldn't force herself to fall asleep, despite knowing that she had filming to do the next morning.
She stayed wide awake until two o'clock in the morning.
She decided to give Yan Ge a call.
”Are you asleep yet?”
Yan Ge answered, ”Not yet, I just came back from filming. Why aren't you asleep at such a late hour?”
”I can't sleep.”
”Do you want to come to my room? We'll have a chat,” Yan Ge suggested.
”I don't want to get up anymore. I don't feel like moving at all.” Fang Erlan closed her eyes and continued, ”Yan Ge, what's the difference between liking someone and loving them?”
”There's a huge difference, of course.”
”What does it mean to like someone and what does it mean to love someone?”
After some thought, Yan Ge answered, ”Don't they always say that if you like someone, you'll let them be free, and if you love them, you'll want to restrict them? When you like someone, you'd want to give them the best you can offer and you won't quite consider their feelings before doing something that you think is right. That's called being unrestrained. However, when you love someone, you'll spare a thought for their feelings and tend to neglect your own. You'll give up your dreams and ideas because of them. You'll stop yourself from acting recklessly and willfully, for fear that you would hurt them with your behavior. That's probably the biggest difference between the two. Liking someone is merely a feeling while loving someone is a responsibility.”
”I get it now,” said Fang Erlan, who was suddenly reminded of Xiao Chenyang's words.
He said that he wanted to get intimate with her every waking moment of his life, but he had been resisting his urges and refraining from compelling her into doing it.
He would at most scare her by forcing a kiss onto her.
How about Yan Ge?
”Do you want to get intimate with me?” she blurted without hesitation.
It was too late to take her words back.
Yan Ge was extremely astonished to hear those words from her.
”What do you think?”
”I don't know.”
”But I want to.”
”How much do you want to do it?” she asked.
”Whenever I see you.”
There was nothing wrong for a couple to be discussing such topics.
However, a sudden voice popped up in her head. Do I want to do it with him?
Do I?
”Erlan.”
”Yes?”