Vol 2 Chapter 18 (1/2)
Published
at 21st of June 2019 06:34:22 AM
Chapter 18
DOUBTS
I’ve done it!
Not good—I said it too bluntlyI was planning to say it in a roundabout way, like repeatedly folding a paper, and in polite way as h,In the past, when I was just starting to work here in the castle, I’d receive a thorough dressing down fro
Actually, ht disaster on s were blunt re because of my father and elder brotherI do it twenty-four hours a day
But no matter how much I am free to speakHuman relationshi+ps and hierarchical relationshi+ps are complex
That’s why I was always berated by the current head lady-in-waiting, as in-charge of ued uide , keep it to yourself, she saidYes, if I speak out of turn, it could be said that being beaten by the harisen was ineffective
But thanks to that, I have grown into a fine lady-in-waiting who can now read the at with everyone
Keep the tsukkomi inside!
I want to believe thisWell, soue
However, I did not think that my old, bad habits would co froh? And in an unreserved way, no lessA reply of a resolute refusal
……Is it because of this unfamiliar sweet atmosphere? No, I’ and the Prihts inhorrible to Greed-samaI was scared to hear Greed-sama’s response
Greed-sama was surprised to hear entlyHe smiled—?!
……Greed’s smile put me in a state of panic
Wh-What does his sh in this situation? So scaaaary! Or could it be, his snal of the end? Will he go for destruction? No, no, no, I believe in Greed-sama, I believe in him!
Or, Greed-sama, who smiled at my refusal, is actually a sexual deviant who has a fetish of deriving pleasure from pain!?
Uhm…… An Mhero?
I hate M heroesI won’t accept it!
Even so, Greed-sama said with a smile, “Thank you, Aria”
……I want to hold myself back a little with my outlashThe burden is too heavyI do not have an S attribute!
But then that uish, currently in progress!
Oh no! Mental anguish = giving pleasure! I said to
“No, I, II don’t particularly hate you, Greed-saht I shouldn’t refuse Greed-sama’s proposal, not because he doesn’t like it, but rather I would be doing him a favor if I do[T/N: Really, Aria?]
When the Hero asked for e, I did not want to htHowever, the situation that time did not allow me to do it, and in the end, I delayed et acquainted with each other”
At that ti of s at allI did not think about it
……But after hearing frosI realized how cruel I was to him
I put off my reply to his proposalAnd soht?
What if our situation was reversed? Proposing to the person I like, but the other person does not care for me at all but couldn’t refuse because of the pressure from other people, so he can only delay his response—what if it was done tothat to Greed-sama
The reason why uiltyI really regret not being able to return his feelings
That’s why I thought things should not stay this wayFor Greed-sama’s sake, not mine
Look, there is too s andforced because of the pressure from everyone
If I marry Greed-sama under these circumstances, it won’t be fair to him
That’s why at this ain
I would like to start again without any pressure such as hi into a relationshi+p with hiovernment
—A relationshi+p with Greed-saet acquainted with each other like an ordinary man and woman and slowly develop a relationshi+p
Therefore, I would like to ask Greed-sa back to hoas and start from the moment we first met
……But first of all, as a friend!
—Buuut somehow, I explained it to Greed-sa, Greed-saot deeper and deeper
Why is he so happy? Scaaaary!
Because of that, I was teary-eyed by the tihted smile, Greed-sama said
“Thank you, AriaDespite this situation, you considered ht for my sake—Thank you” [T/N: the explanation follows…]
……Oh, so that’s reason why he’s happy, huh?
I sighed in reliefSo it seeh
J-Just now, did Greed-sama refer to himself as “ore” instead of “watashi+”!?
I remembered Milly-sama’s words[T/N:Reference – Vol 1, I think it’s so to go on a raered!? [T/N: Aria, did you forget the euess he knehat I a
“It’s fineThe synchronization with the spirits is turned off, and the controller is not deactivated” [T/N: Reference – Vol 2 Chapter 12 – during Greed vs Espiridion battle]
“Is-Is that so?” [T/N: Greed, what are you? A machine with many built-in functions?]
He himself ad as Greed-sa out
……He really looks happyIs he really that happy to be seen for who he is, and not as a Hero?
—Perhaps I already understood Greed-samaThe reason I could not reject him and treated him halfheartedly, was because he is the “Hero”And then, driven into a corner, I was able to give my response after I started to think hiazed at Greed-sa the purple shawl he wrapped aroundto my chest
……This is the criticalselfishBut this is ht now, Geed-sama…… That’s why, this bracelet—”
I raised my left wrist toward Greed-saht instead?”
Because placing this bracelet on the left arm will make ht arinal
—It is possible to reset it
Thereafter, officially cancelling theand the others, I will be able to return to atomorrow
From there, I can have a fresh start
—The smile iped out of Greed-sama’s face
Silently, he reached out and touched the bracelet onsilver bracelet was carved with lattice flowersIt was the other pair of old bracelet—which connects me to Greed-sama
Even if the bracelet is transferred froht, Greed-sama?
I watched as Greed-sama was about to remove the bracelet
—That should be itNo, it hat I thought
“I don’t want to”
While touching the bracelet, Greed-sa smile