154 Forever in a Day 3 (2/2)
Even if I could read her mind, it is still quite surprising to me for my mother ask that directly. Even for her to think that is remarkable.
It just shows that my mother understands me more than anyone else.
I nod slowly as a response and accept that fact.
My mother is right about the guilt that I am feeling deep down.
And no matter what, I think that guilt will always going to be there.
I was young and naïve back then, back when my power first manifests.
I honestly didn't think of much of my mother or anyone else. I only think about myself and what I truly wanted to do, so when the chance of actually saving my mother from childbirth slap me in the face, I didn't even see it.
It would have been so easy, so very easy with my power.
Hell. Even having hundreds of specialists on standby when I am born would have been sufficient.
And doing so would give me the childhood I have always wanted.
I desperately wanted.
But no, I didn't. I didn't even think of it.
I just want to get to the past to play God as soon as possible.
It is only now that I realize my mistake, but sadly that timeline no longer exist.
And the person that gives her life to bring me into the world no longer exists.
As much as I want to believe it so, as much as I want to force myself to accept it, the Stephanie of the prime-reality is not the Stephanie of the original-timeline, and it is impossible to make sure that she is or will be due to the butterfly effect.
For the first time in a very long time, tears actually pool around my eyes.
”It's okay, Max. Don't cry. Please don't cry. I don't think any worst of you. In fact, I am grateful for you to share this with me. I really thought that you are so strong, so powerful. You even give your life for what you believe in.”
My mother takes me into her embrace and hugs me tightly, pressing her nakedness against my body.
”If it wasn't for me, my mother wouldn't have died. She wouldn't have died like she did, Steph. She would not have die like she did. And even with all the power I have now, I can't bring her back. I can't bring her back. I still can't bring her back.”
I basically let my heart out.
It is the truth.
Even if I go back in time to before the 1950s and practically stop all the events that is happening now in the prime-reality just to see my mother, my original-mother, it would not undo my guilt.
In fact, it wouldn't have changed anything.
This is because my very presence is a butterfly effect, rippling through time and space, altering all that is and will be way beyond my control.
No one can mess with time and not face the consequences.
This includes me, the Aspect of Time.
But even if there is a way to change it, I probably would as bearing this guilt makes me love my mother more than I possibly could have. It is a twisted and corrupt form of love, but it is still love, nonetheless.
There is no wrong or right, only what I want and feel.
”Mum. Please forgive me.”
I utter as I look at my mother. She smiles faintly at me before accepting that part of who I am. To truly love someone is to accept everything about them, for better or worse.
”Yes, sweetheart, I forgive you. Now, I want that hard cock inside me.”
My mother responses, roleplaying as mother.
Eh. It is close enough. She didn't need to know that she is my actual mother from another reality.
”I will, mum. I will fuck you so hard until you only remember my name.”
I reply and lean backwards, allowing my mother to slide up towards my steel shaft. It is thick and hard, wanting to fill her overflowing pussy once more.
Actually, her pussy is no longer full of my spunk since I clean her up with a little time reversal. This also restores her stamina and endurance.
”Hmmm… yes, I do, baby. Yes, I do. I want you to fuck me hard until I can't take it anymore.”
My mother replies with a smirk while sliding her wet pussy along my manhood. She actually has great experience at roleplaying due to what happened to her in the future. Those assholes did murder their family after all.
But she tries not to remember it, since it would be way too painful.
In any case, that future no longer exists. A new future will replace it.
A future with my mother and me, relatively speaking.
I reach forwards and grab her head and kiss her hard.
My mother returns it as hard and as affectionate as me, and our tongues dance with each other quite a long time. It would have been much longer if it wasn't for me.
Breaking the deep kiss, I look into her dazed eyes as my hands lift her up by her hips and place her wet entrance at the tip of my cock before slowly lowering her down until she is sitting on me.
Our hips fully meet.
My mother gasps breathlessly as my hard cock fills her hot inside at the way to her fertile womb. The same womb that would haven given birth to me, so it is fine to return myself into it.
Despite being clean up through my power, her body remembers my cock and shivers in delight.
It feels so right with me inside of my mother.
”Damn, you are so sexy with my cock inside you, mum. Now, ride me like you mean it. Show me how much you love me.”
I command and give her shapely ass a few slaps before squeezing it hard. There is actually no need for gentleness any longer. It will just be raw lust from here onwards.
”Yes, baby. Let mummy show you how much she loves you. Let mummy makes it all better.”
My mother states as she wraps her arms around my neck and starts to bounce up and down my cock in earnest, moaning and groaning as she did so.
She has no clue how many long it will take or how many times it will take.
It might be literally forever, as I am not easily satisfied.
But with my power over time, forever would still be within a day.