C81 (1/2)
Chang Tianba didn't say a word as he walked in by himself. Putting the girl on his shoulder on the table, he turned around to bring the baby in. My senior sister frowned as she asked, ”Who is this?”
At this moment, I was tired and sleepy. After drinking a mouthful of water, I felt better and said to my senior sister, ”It's a long story. Master Chang, please explain it to my senior sister. Master Chang, please don't go.” Chang Tianba said, ”I'm not interested.” Afterwards, he didn't linger and directly left.
The Senior Sister asked me, ”Just what is going on here?” Senior sister heard my story from start to finish and explained it as briefly as possible. After hearing it from me, she was extremely shocked, and scolded me for taking such risks and coming back to discuss it with her first. She touched my forehead, since the wound there had already healed quite a bit, but senior sister still said with a heartache, ”You're really brave. I'm here, why aren't you looking for me? Do you still want to look for that unreliable person?”
The scene from last night couldn't be controlled by me, but fortunately, I had made it back in one piece. I said to my senior sister, ”Senior sister, don't tell master that he knows he should scold me.”
Senior Sister stood up and knocked on the wound on my forehead. I cried out in pain. ”You still know pain? Let's see if you dare to be so rash next time.” Then he turned back to the kitchen.
I asked, ”Senior sister, where are you going?” The Senior Sister said, ”That girl's body is very weak. Watch out, there's still that child.” My heart warmed. Although Senior Sister looks quite angry, she's still very kind.
I put the girl on the bed. The girl looked pale and I didn't know how to deal with this. The senior sister called me from the kitchen, ”Junior Brother, come here for a while.”
Senior sister told me to boil some water. After I finished boiling the water, I asked what I needed to do. Senior sister said, ”You're very tired too. Wash yourself up and then go upstairs to rest.” I said, ”That's why I boil the water.” The Senior Sister said, ”Take the bucket to the backyard and wash it. This water is for that girl.” After saying that, I pointed to the large metal barrel on the ground and touched it. ”Senior Sister, this water is a little cold.”
The Senior Sister said, ”Take care of the washing. Put your clothes and pants in a basin. The smell is so strong. Let me help you wash.” I said, ”No need, no need. I'll wash it myself tomorrow.” With that, he carried the bucket to the backyard.
Although the water was a little cold, I could still get used to it. I held the ladle to my head and thought about what Chang Tianba had told me, that the baby was his child, and that he and Yukiko had been born together. What was going on with them, and why did he hate Yukiko so much that he even killed his own child?
After I had showered, I took off everything I had on me and threw it into the basin. I would soak in it first and then bathe tomorrow. I looked at the sky and saw that it was almost dawn, so I wrapped myself in bed and climbed up the wall in my slippers to let the wind blow on me.
Looking into the distance, feeling the wind blowing on my body, I felt a little cold, but more of it was comfortable. Ever since I was switched to fox blood, my life has been developing in an abnormal direction, not just a change in my body.
Half a year ago, I was dissatisfied with my life, how could anyone want to be entangled with ghosts and monsters? At that time, I thought that I was living a miserable life, but now I don't feel that way at all, last night I killed for the first time, even if it was the bad guys, if it was me in my place, I wouldn't be so calm, I enjoy my current state, after all, people have to change, as long as they change in the right direction, then it is the right thing to do, if there's no change, there's no progress.
On the far horizon, the sun had risen. A new day had begun, as if all the sins had disappeared, but before I could see the expression on Yukiko's face before she died, she could no longer see the new sun.
People will always die, today's beautiful scenery for the people who died yesterday can never be touched, no matter how happy you are, no matter how much you get, everyone has an unavoidable ending on their shoulders, that is, death, when I was young, I had already experienced the death and parting of my loved ones, that kind of feeling is very sad, and no one will get used to it, thinking about this, I raised my head to look at the sun, although everyone has different tragedies, but seeing such a brilliant sun every day is already very good, I am already very satisfied.
The wind was drying my body gradually. I didn't like drying myself with a towel after I had showered. I preferred to be dried by the wind because no matter how carefully I cleaned it, there would always be omissions. It would be damp.