Chapter 963 (1/2)
Chen Yuan, who smokes for the first time, is extremely irritated by the smell of cheap cigarettes. The discomfort in her lungs makes her whole respiratory tract seem to be burning.
Why do people smoke and drink when they are struggling and suffering, or when their minds can't find a way out? This is not good for the development of the situation!
Chen Yuan finally stopped coughing. She looked at the burning cigarette end in front of her eyes, and her tears ran down.
His father, Yu Zhenhai, is a middle school teacher with rich knowledge. He looks like a scholar of that era. He is elegant and has a touch of melancholy. He is thin and tall.
Her mother Song Zhen is just an ordinary textile factory girl. She has a good face and a shrewd nature. She doesn't read much books, but she has her own ideas.
Originally, such a family should be a combination of style and style to complement each other, but Chen Yuanda has not felt that there is any emotion between them since she was born.
Endless noise, mother crazy vent, father buried himself in drinking, as if the room is filled with suffocating low pressure.
At that time, Chen Yuan was also called Yu Beibei. Because of her parents' relationship, she was always bullied by the children in her neighborhood.
”Yubeibei, yubeibei, the upper beam is not straight, the lower beam is not right, I bah!”
”Your mother and your father have strong feelings, and fight every day with a red face!”
The little girl came home crying, but for a worse scolding.
Sitting in the garden in the middle of the street, the summer weather in August made Chen Yuan shiver. Her body kept shivering, and the cigarette in her hand was burning silently, leaving a bare cigarette end and flying ash.
”Why, why are you doing this?” Chen Yuan didn't understand. She felt helpless and powerless, and could not change anything at all.
After a while back home, the home must be full of chaos, dishes broken on the ground, dad was driven out of the bedroom by his mother, drunk sleep on the sofa.
At the thought of this, Chen Yuan felt a splitting headache.
Opening the cigarette box, Chen Yuan took another cigarette out. She looked at the fire of the lighter, and really wanted to light herself with a torch to save herself from such endless torture.
However, Chen Yuan did not. In the heart of an 18-year-old girl, she still expected a miracle. She hoped that after her parents left home for school, the two could communicate with each other well and let go of everything in the past and start again.
Chen Yuan didn't breathe hard this time. She gently held the cigarette in her mouth and took a slow puff. The smoke slipped to her throat with her breath and penetrated into her lungs. The extra part ran out of her nose and mouth.
Although still want to cough, but it is not as violent as before, Chen Yuan puffed this cigarette to the end.
Or because when smoking, people will not stop breathing, played a calming and soothing effect, Chen Yuan felt less uncomfortable.
She now has a calm attitude to examine what happened in her home, and every time her mother quarrels, she will mention that bitch, and even that bitch's child.
Mother said, Dad's heart in addition to that bitch will never have another woman, then that so-called Slut should be dad's lover before it.
Who would she be? How's her baby?
Since the father's heart is not in this family, why should he marry his mother, and he also said that his mother cheated him with despicable means, and why?
Chen Yuan has always been very smart, or her father's genes, and her grades are also very good. This time, she was admitted to the modern office major of a key university. In fact, Chen Yuan was very proud that she could finally bring more luster to her parents' faces.
But my mother has no joy to say. Does she feel that she can't face the situation of getting along with her father alone after she leaves?
As the smoke burned one by one, Chen Yuan frowned and thought about the problems between her parents. Her mouth became more and more bitter.
As the night gets deeper and deeper, there are fewer and fewer people in the garden in the street. When we pass by Chen Yuan, the elderly will look at the girl smoking and shake his head. The children will look back and look curiously, while the parents of the children always drag the children away in disgust.
Other people's eyes for Chen Yuan does not matter at all. Does she see less white eyes from childhood to adulthood?
There were more and more cigarette butts on the ground. Chen Yuan stamped out the last cigarette and almost fainted when she stood up. The dizziness made her tottering. Fortunately, she held the back of the bench in time.
It turns out that not only wine, but also cigarettes can make people drunk. Chen Yuan has a preliminary understanding of cigarettes.
Open coke, Chen Yuan gulp down, finally ease the discomfort of drunk smoking.
There are insects in the grass whispering, the street lights are dim at night, and the hot and dry weather makes people reluctant to go home.
Under the electric pole on the street, there were people playing cards. Looking at such a normal and ordinary street view, Chen Yuan felt that she should go home.
In any case, he is already an adult in the legal sense and should be responsible for his parents.Just now, she rushed out of the house in anger. She didn't know what kind of situation her parents were now. Although she felt that she had seen the end, she still had to go back to clean up the mess left by their fight.
Father may be drunk, mother may also take money to continue to play mahjong, but the mess in a room must be cleaned up.
Although there is a lot of smoke in the lung, some of them are like Chen's cigarette.