Chapter 82 (1/2)
His expression is never soft, and his voice seems to be with an irresistible temptation. After all, Xiao Xiao gets up and goes around the other side of the bed. He lies down on the bed and puts his head on his thigh. He lets his big hand gently lift his hair, and the warm wind gently brushes his cheek. She slowly closed her eyes and felt his big hands swimming in his hair. A strange warm current came out from the bottom of her heart, slowly attacking her whole body. His big hand occasionally slipped over her face, and she could clearly feel that he was a little reluctant and lingering, and her face turned red involuntarily
In my memory, when my father was alive, I often did this for my mother. She can't remember many specific plots, but the only thing she can't forget is the happy smile on her mother's face, which is as sweet as having the whole world. Even in retrospect, she still envies and yearns for it. Thinking of the past at that time, her lips can not help lifting a faint smile
When she will be as happy as her father and mother, she will be satisfied
I don't know whether she is too addicted to the memories of her parents' past, or Shao Zhanping blowing too comfortable. When her hair dries, she actually sleeps on Shao Zhanping's legs. A lip fell down gently, like a feather soft kiss on her forehead, may subconsciously know that he was sleeping on his thigh, Xiao Xiao suddenly woke up, looked up at Shao Zhanping, smiling at himself, her face instantly red! He got up and sat up and looked at him scratching his hair with embarrassment: ”I'm sorry, I just seemed to fall asleep...”
Shao Zhanping put the hair dryer on the dresser, looked back at her and asked in a slow voice, ”do you think of something good? Say it and I'll hear it! ”
Xiao Xiao was silent for a while, after a while, he looked at his shy smile: ”I think of my parents. When my father was alive, he would blow my mother's hair.”
”Is it?” He rubbed her hair with a smile, then lay down on the bed and looked at her lying beside him, gently pulling the thin blanket over their bodies. Seeing that she was too far away from himself, he looked at her and said in a slow voice, ”get closer to me...”
Her eyes twinkled a few times, silent to his side to rely on. I don't know if I've been with him for a long time. Now she doesn't repel him as much as before. Even his face looks better than before. Just thinking about the agreement between them, she still had some thoughts about him.
His big hand reached out and took her around her waist and put her in his arms. The bodies of the two people were immediately linked together. Xiao Xiao looked at him with a little blush, his hand gently against his chest, but did not speak. This evening, she would like to find a person to rely on.
”In the bathroom just now, why did you cry?” Her sobs were not loud, but he heard them clearly. He knew that she was in a bad mood today, but he still wanted to have a good talk with her. For some people, it may be better to hide the scar, but for her, it can only face the previous scar. Because she has to live in this home every day, and she has to face Shao Zhengfei every day. If she is allowed to grieve and complain about herself, she will be hurt even more.
She shook her head, lowered her eyelids and looked at his chest: ”I'm fine Just thinking of my dad... ”
He gently pinched her chin, let her look directly at himself, and said with a little feeling: ”although we are only agreement husband and wife, in this world, only I am the one who understands your pain most. Because we were betrayed together, abandoned together, and now we have to face the previous wounds together, I know your pain more than anyone else. Today is the day when Zhengfei and Xiaoting get married. In fact, what kind of person he is? I think you have already understood. But after all, you have kept him for nine years. Although it is not easy to keep a person in mind for nine years, you may need a lifetime to forget the nine years. You can't be indifferent to watching someone you once loved the most take another woman's hand on the red carpet. So Xiaoxiao, you don't need to hide anything from me. If you say something in your heart, maybe your heart will not hurt so much... ” His big hand caressed her face, bringing a warm current.
Listen to what he said, Xiao Xiao's eyes instantly moist, something touched the softest place in the bottom of her heart, her tears slowly overflow the eye socket. She tried to hold back the tears, but the tears fell down and wet the pillow towel.
”You man What a nuisance! Why do you tell me that? ” She tried to force out a smile, but the corners of her mouth moved, and she couldn't help crying.
He reached for her head in his arms and patted her back to comfort him: ”Xiaoxiao, cry if you want to...”
Leaning against his broad chest and listening to what he said, she insisted on the defense line for a long time, and finally poured out like the river breaking the dike. Her small hand stretched out and tightly encircled his waist, as if she wanted to find some comfort. She began to cry in a low voice
During this period of time, all the grievances and pains all rolled down with tears. At this time, she just wanted to cry well and endure too long. Even she felt that she was going to be unable to hold on. Tears, again and again slide down the face, she leaned against his arms and cried in the dark
She did not know how long she had been crying, but felt that the vest on his chest was wet with tears. After venting, she raised her head after a long time, on his pair of deep eyes, inexplicably warm in the heart.Thank you He is right. In this world, he is the only one who can understand her pain. I really appreciate him. I appreciate his tolerance tonight.
His big hand caressed her cheek and brushed the scattered hair on her forehead behind her ear. Then he looked at her with a faint smile: ”if you don't say thank you to me, I will be more happy...”