Chapter 63 (1/2)
Xiao Xiao listen to his words, the heart can not say the pain and entanglement, but no matter what, the agreement is the agreement, she admitted that she was just sympathetic to him, if the agreement expired on that day, she must go without any nostalgia. She didn't want to go on a marriage without feelings.
Got up and went to the kitchen. Although feel oneself so to him some cruel, but think of her East son elder brother, she still ruthlessly determined.
From now on, even if he has lost his male function, she can't let him take advantage of himself.
The lunch was ready soon, and Shao Zhanping didn't bother her any more. This lunch was the quietest time since they met. Can be so quiet, Xiaoxiao more feel a kind of invisible pressure, always feel this man angry. But looking at his face, it was surprisingly calm.
After lunch, Shao Zhanping went to the living room in his wheelchair, took the remote control, turned on the TV and began to watch TV news. Xiao Xiao silent look at him, the heart always feel some uneasiness. After all, he has a leg injury. Is it too cruel to treat him like this?
But think of these days with his contact more and more, if only shake hands this kind of action also calculate, but he has taken the initiative to kiss himself twice. If she goes on like this, she is really afraid that the city wall that she has been sticking to will collapse because of this? But seeing him sitting alone in the wheelchair, she felt that she had gone too far.
She didn't even know what to do?
When he came out of the kitchen, he found Shao Zhanping sleeping in a wheelchair with a remote control. Worried about his cold, she turned to the bedroom and took a thin blanket to cover him. Standing beside him, he looked at him in silence for a while, looking at his rigid face, confused. Heaved a heavy breath, took the key to the door and walked out of the house.
It's summer and afternoon, and occasionally a few soldiers can be seen on the road. Xiaoxiao has been walking along the asphalt road, watching the poplar trees on both sides of the road standing upright in the summer wind, the wind has blown, the leaves all clattered. Tree trunks can see some of the same texture as eyes, Xiaoxiao looked at the past, feel like there are countless eyes looking at themselves.
Heart, again inexplicably confused
The drill ground is empty. Xiaoxiao goes to the basketball court, finds a place to sit down, looks up at the hot sun in the sky, and then looks at the white clouds floating in the sky. Remembering Dongzi brother's expectant eyes, she closes them dejectedly.
I don't know how long after that, a slight footstep came from behind. Then, Xiaoxiao felt someone sitting down beside her. She immediately turned her head and looked at it. She saw Liang Yaru, who showed Shao Zhanping the leg injury, sitting beside her. Xiao Xiao immediately said hello with a smile: ”doctor Liang, Hello!”
Liang Yaru looked at her faintly and looked back at the distance: ”I'm not good at all!”
Xiao Xiao did not expect that she would answer like this, she gently pulled the corner of her lip, also looked back at the distance, quietly asked her: ”is it because of me?” In fact, from the first day she came to the army, she felt Liang Yaru's unusual feelings for Shao Zhanping. Now listening to her say so, I am more sure of the idea.
”Do you love Zhan Ping?” Liang Yaru did not answer her question, but looked at her and asked directly.
Xiao Xiao smile: ”why ask so?”
Liang Yaru looked into the distance again and said in a faint look: ”I love him! Before he liked sun Xiaoting, I always thought He will marry sun Xiaoting, but no one thought that sun Xiaoting actually betrayed him. I was transferred to this unit five years ago. The first time I saw Zhan Ping was because my car broke down on the road when I came to the army from home. He helped me repair the car without saying a word. I fell in love with him the first time I saw him Liang Yaru said here, turned to see Xiaoxiao smile asked: ”that kind of feeling of love at first sight, you certainly have not?” She said with a self mocking smile. She lowered her head and twisted her fingers and continued: ”sometimes people's feelings are really wonderful. That time, I thought that with my appearance and education, I could become his girlfriend, marry him, have children with him, and live a happy life with us. Later I knew that he had a girlfriend. I remind myself again and again that I have no predestination with him, but when I see him, I can't control myself. A long time, I also figured it out, even if it is really not available, I can like him in silence. But who knows, sun Xiaoting actually abandoned him. He even had to face the wedding on his own. If I had known the truth, I would have gone after him at all costs. But he didn't give me this chance! He chose you! I really broke down when I learned that he was married to a girl I had just known for a few days! If the man who married him is sun Xiaoting, I will recognize him! No way! That feeling is the most heartbreaking! Because he would rather choose a girl who has just known him for a few days than marry me. What does that mean? ” Liang Yaru laughed at herself again. Her eyes were covered with tears. She lifted her hand with a smile and continued with a smile: ”it shows that he doesn't like me at all!”
”Do you really like him?” The first time I heard her say so much to herself, Xiao Xiao finally understood her feelings for Shao Zhanping. It turned out that she had destroyed a good marriage. If Shao Zhanping married Liang Yaru, he should have been much easier than now, right?”Do you think I'm lying?” Liang Yaru laughs at her.
Xiao Xiao shook his head, a little emotional answer: ”no! I have been in contact with Shao Zhanping these days. I feel that his personality is a little cold, and sometimes he will keep asking you for trouble. I have been thinking, who would like him like such a man
”You think so because you haven't really known him. He has a leg injury and his character must be different from before. Just imagine, if you're sitting in a wheelchair and watching others do what they want to do, and you even need help to go to the bathroom, you can't be as good-natured as you are now. ”
”Do you hate me Xiao Xiao frankly asked her, from the dialogue just now and these contacts, she can feel that the character of Dr. Liang is very straightforward, so she does not want to beat around the bush.
”I hate you, but I envy you! How could you have such a good chance? ”