Chapter 52 (1/2)
Li Shuo felt the man in his arms breathing hard, but gradually calmed down, and then he shook and let go of his hand.
Wen Xiaohui turns around and hugs him, holding back his tears, but they fall down uncontrollably. He is full of anger and affection when he takes one of his shoulders.
Li Shuo can't describe his mood at the moment. It's hard to say which proportion of sadness, embarrassment and anger is heavier. He only knows what it's like to feel his heart hollowed out and his body full of cold for the first time.
Zhao Jinxin knows his mind from beginning to end and plays with him from beginning to end.
From the beginning to the end, only I was confused, tangled and struggling, while Zhao Jinxin looked at me like a mirror.
When he proposed to rebuild trust, when he proposed to cohabit, when he proposed to separate, Zhao Jinxin knew exactly what he was thinking and wanted, just didn't want to give it, but he didn't have enough fun. Until at last there was no way to do it, he used a move to ”express his love”.
Think of Zhao Jinxin's affectionate money at that time. He was moved by his surprise. He would vomit.
With what kind of cold heart can we practice others like this?
Li Shuo has been generous, honest and kind all his life. The only two brothers who were deliberately hurt were the two brothers in this gate. One of them was the one he thought he liked each other.
Zhao Jinxin, the big boy who always plays coquettish in front of him, even though he sometimes does not hide his faults, is trampling on his feelings with his most disgusted people by talking about the weather, as if they are cheap enough to only appear in small talk, as if Zhao Jinxin doesn't care about how his enemies will ridicule and despise him, as if his dignity is worthless.
No one can humiliate him here, and this person is the one he likes?
Thinking of the past, his tolerance, concession and patient management, his vow to ”tame” Zhao Jinxin in front of Xiaohui, and his painstaking efforts to celebrate his birthday these days, Zhao Jinxin slaps him in the face of his most hated enemies and closest friends.
Lishuo felt that his heart and lungs were about to explode. He wanted to leave the place immediately, but his legs were like being nailed to the floor, unable to move.
Leave now, leave now, leave here, can't let him see, can't let him have another chance to humiliate you
”Lishuo, let him go.”
A voice with cold meaning is like a sharp sword from another time and space. It splits the quiet night fiercely, reverberating in the open corridor, making lishuo and wenxiaohui stiff all over. In the ward separated by one door, there is no voice.
Li Shuo looks back. Behind them, I don't know when he stood a handsome young man. His white jade skin is still as transparent in the dim light. His lips are also morbid pale. But his deep eyes are extremely sharp and bright. They are so deep that they seem to pierce the skin and the heart. He looks so beautiful, but There is a unique cold temperament.
Luo Yi
Wen Xiaohui went back to his mind and said, ”Luo Yi, what are you doing...”
”You said come back in three days.” Luo Yi looked at Li Shuo gloomily. ”You didn't say you were with him.”
The door of the ward was opened, and Zhao Jinxin ran out in a panic.
For the first time in his life, he felt so helpless and vulnerable that he had to hold Wen Xiaohui's hand.
Wen Xiaohui wiped away tears: ”Luo Yi, I'll explain to you later.”
When everyone didn't respond, he picked up the garbage can beside him and smashed it at Zhao Jinxin.
Zhao Jinxin turned blue and dodged.
”Zhao Jinxin, I fuck your ancestors for eighteen generations!” Wen Xiaohui roared with a voice completely inconsistent with his delicate and beautiful appearance, and then swung his fist to attack him.
Li Shuo bit on his lips, woke up all his wits with the pain, then put on his last arm, and stood in front of Wen Xiaohui, saying softly, ”OK, say no.”
”Zhao Jinxin, you wicked brute, stinking fool, I fuck you.” Wen Xiaohui is like a small animal that is totally enraged. He roars and scolds with his teeth and claws. ”Zhao Jinxin --”
Luo Yi comes over and pushes Li Shuo away. Holding Wen Xiaohui back a few steps, he frowns and looks at Li Shuo. Then he looks at Zhao Jinxin: ”what's your crazy? Who has offended you? ”
”He, just him!” Wen Xiaohui points to Zhao Jinxin, ”I'll kill you!” He kicks and kicks the air and wants to jump up, but Luo Yi holds him in his arms and cannot move.
”Xiaohui.” Li Shuo increased the volume. ”I'll take care of it myself, OK?”
Wen Xiaohui looks at Li Shuo, tears in his eyes, full of anger and grievances.
Li Shuo takes a deep breath, turns around and faces Zhao Jinxin.
Zhao Jinxin's eyes were extremely gloomy: ”lishuo...”
Li Shuo finished his dress. He didn't force himself to smile. Now he can't even pretend to smile: ”Zhao Jinxin, I'm a little curious. When are you going to have enough fun?”
”I......” Zhao Jinxin's tongue is like a knot. Ren pingri is very articulate, but there is no use for it. Li Shuo's eyes are like an invisible hand, holding his throat.”I have a festival with Shao Qun, but it's still very good for you. Are we still friends, teasing me for fun?” Every time Li Shuo uttered a word, he felt that some part of his body was bleeding. Zhao Jinxin stabbed him in the heart. He turned over his skin and dried it in the clear sky for all people to watch.
How can it hurt so much? How can I be so desperate
Zhao Jinxin clenched his fist and still couldn't make a sound.
Li shuoqiang, with the last dignity, pretended to shrug easily: ”you can rest assured that Li Shuo can afford to play whenever he wants. He will never let you have the trouble of” can't throw away ”. When he leaves this hospital, he will not let me see you again.” He said faintly, ”it's disgusting.”
Zhao Jinxin's face turned white instantly and looked at Li Shuo deeply. The emotion leaked from her eyes was quite complicated.
Lishuo turned around and strode forward with all the pride of his life.
”Uncle Li.” Zhao Jinxin called out in a low voice, which was full of grievances.
Lishuo's eyes were wet almost instantaneously.
But he did not hesitate, did not turn back, step by step away from Zhao Jinxin.
As long as he goes to Zhao Jinxin, he has to leave.
Wen Xiaohui stared at Zhao Jinxin with hatred on his face: ”base -- people, I wish you go to hell early.” He turned to chase lishuo.
Luo Yi holds Wen Xiaohui's hand, and his face is not worried. Wen Xiaohui calms down a little bit: ”go.”
Entering the elevator, Li Shuo leans on the elevator car, and closes his eyes wearily.
”Brother Li!” Wen Xiaohui held his arm. ”Are you ok? You don't care what that beast said. Ten thousand of them are not worthy of you. They are the same as Shao Qun! ”
Li Shuo looks at him faintly, only feels dazed in front of him, he looks at Wen Xiaohui's lips moving, but some reactions are not enough to say what he is talking about.
Luo Yi coughed a little and said in a cold voice, ”little Huige, I'm going to be angry if you get closer to him.”
”You'll talk later.” Wen Xiaohui said without returning.
Luo Yi narrowed his eyes and glared at Li Shuo. Then he squatted down holding the elevator and let out a painful gasp in his throat.
Wen Xiaohui was stunned for a moment, ran to him and said nervously, ”what's wrong with you, baby? Did you touch the wound? Who the fuck asked you to come here? I'll beat you. ”
Luo Yi hugs Wen Xiaohui: ”it hurts.”
”I'll give you a sign downstairs. How did you promise me last time? Never leave the hospital at will. ”
”You said that you would come back in three days, but not in five days. When I checked, Li also came. What do you think?”
”Think about Mao. If I could really get along with him, I would get you in turn. You didn't have the same hair at that time.”
Luo Yi again.
”All right, let's not talk about you.” Wen Xiaohui helped him up.
Li Shuo looked at them with a wooden face. The two people who he thought should not be together at all can make him envy now. By contrast, how sad and funny his feelings should be. He said feebly: ”Xiaohui, you take him to register. I'll go back to the hotel first. Don't worry about me. I'm ok.”
”But...”
Li Shuo reluctantly held the corner of his mouth and smiled, ”I want to be alone for a while.”
Wen Xiaohui nodded with red eyes.
The hospital is close to the hotel, less than 200 meters. But those two hundred meters seemed to be the longest road he had ever walked. His legs were weak and his feet were floating, for fear of falling down.
I'm afraid that only when a toddler is young can he have such weakness. But when a toddler falls down, he will be pitied and encouraged. At this age, when he falls down, he will only gain sympathy and ridicule.
He resisted sympathy and hated ridicule, but in one night the whole meeting took place.
After 34 years of living happily and advantageously, he was played with by a big boy who was 11 years younger than himself. He deserves to be pitied and laughed at.
He was so stupid that he was ashamed of himself.
Back to the hotel, Li Shuo packed his bags, tore off the bow tie on his neck, threw the book that Zhao Jinxin had just read last night into the trash can, and left the room with his luggage.