Chapter 581 - Restrain, The Vicious Wolf Within! (2/2)
He felt like he could die fro that stirred up all this trouble After all, that thing was completely useless in this world But on the other hand, he clearly knew that it wasn’t co’s fault Because if it was simply the hormones and the physical reactions, it would not cause him to lose his mind and make him behave like an animal
The problem came from his mind His self-consciousness to be exact
Whether it was the teer and panic that seeas, and that last and cold question, they were all his own voices, his own thoughts, his own ideas, his own consciousness, his own emotions, and they were not imposed on to him by anyone else or any external forces!
He, as able to live this long, would no longer refuse to admit that he himself had a problem He would not even bury his head in sand like an ostrich to escape reality
He needed to analyze rong
He didn’t want to deny the fact that inside his mind, there was a vicious wolf He also didn’t want to think whether the human was born evil or not He only knew that the reason why there were differences between animals and humans, normal people and maniacs were that there was a restrained balance in the nor it what to do, and what not to do But once the balance was broken, and some kind of consciousness or emotion was taken control of the balance, such as lust, hatred, anger, jealousy, etc, would cause so, rape and so on Although it seemed irrational, there was indeed a rule Whichever the consciousness took control over the mind would result in a series of actions that corresponded to that specific type of consciousness
He had been angry, he had been desperate, he had also done extreht that it was normal, it was just the emotional outbursts and the emotional dery, more and more easily for him to become desperate, and s, this, on the other hand, was not nor an to treat it seriously And what happened today also offered him the best opportunity to find the problem Unlike before, this time he could clearly re the intense battle between the conflicted emotions inside his ists had said that consciousness and ey, but they could not be seen or touched However, what he thought noas just the opposite Frouessed that y affected the enified it
However, he didn’t have much information, and could only speculate it based on what he had seen He didn’t knohether the black gas was the energy of destruction or not, but there was one thing he knew, it was that the black gas could absorb and er Based on this, therethat he did not know, inside his consciousnessthe envious “Wolf” inside his mind
Perhaps it was because of these chaotic and conflicted energies inside his mind that made his brain fail to maintain the established balance, which soer and sometimes amplified desire, and every time when it broke the balance, it would cause him to fall into a fatal predicament
If that was the root of the problem, there were only two solutions he could come up with
One was to end its root Without the root, it would not be able to generate fire, and without fire, noThis was the best solution, but it was i didn’t think that he was a very bad guy, and those evil thoughts only appeared once in a while, so he couldn’t do anything to it Moreover, having different kinds of e If he re?
The secondthe probley that could y, which could suppress it, has declined tremendously It was exactly this that caused him to nearly then the black gas first and then think about leveling up his cultivation level
When the conflicted thoughts were fighting fiercely inside his consciousness, he noticed that one thing that he thought about when he was still in Zhiwu forest wasn’t wrong It was that as his strength becaer and stronger, so it was he himself who first broke the balance that restrained his behavior, he couldn’t blanified the unbalance
So the root of the problem was himself
Perhaps only at this moment, did he truly understand why the senior practitioner had repeatedly said that all the external things, such culture liquid, weapons, and so on, were only tools, and the only strength that really th within
He couldn’t have a state of mind like the senior practitioner, nor becaeable as hi environreat influence on his psychology, and cogerated to describe his state of mind as naive
Perhaps only when he became as powerful as the senior practitioner could this problem be eventually solved But he also knew that in reality, with his aptitude, he would never be able to reach that level in his life, so he would not be able to solve this problem in a short ath, he must reply on the outside intervention if he wanted to solve it quickly
Therefore, in order to restore the original balance, he y as a weapon of adjustment, which was the only tool he had, to manipulate and interfere with the balance
But the source of black gas was still unknohether it could be cultivated was still a question There was no textbook for hi needed him to explore on his own, and he may even need to create a new system
But fortunately, it was not coe of his consciousness and e he knew, but he could not keep feeding the black gas his emotions, that was co clue was the strange reaction caused by the energy gathering talisman before he shot out the black arrow above the Arctic base At that time, he didn’t knohat exactly happened to the bow, but now he thought of it again, he realized that the strange reaction only happened after he used the black gas to create an energy gathering talis process
However, even so, the risk was still enor Yuan Qi energy toblack gas toblack gas to make talismans
This was also a complicated project that required constant study, and it was not suitable for the current situation at all
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Fro noticed a business card with the name “Su Su” written on the side that was mainly in Chinese characters It ht It was at that moment, a calm voice appeared behind him,
“You may turn around now”
…note…
LoL MC almost became a mother fucker…