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Zi Peng walked while thinking about his own matters. Unknowingly, he had arrived at the company's second cement factory; he had arrived at his own office. He first went to the director's office, greeted the director, and then returned to his own office. After he sat down, he impatiently opened her letter.

Long time no see. How are you?

You make me think so hard! I missed you so much! I went to your house on May 11 in order to see you. One is to see my mother and two is to see the brother I miss. However, he wasn't at home. I couldn't help but feel a chill in my heart. At 12 o'clock in the afternoon, when you weren't back yet, I could only walk back dispiritedly.

Dear brother, I went to look for you at the Taoyuan store and market on the 12th of May in order to see you. I came out of the market and went to the store again. Then, at five minutes past ten, I'll be waiting for you on the road in front of your house. You still haven't come back. From this, it can be seen that little sister's foolishness was worthy of Big Brother's ridicule.

The brother that I miss the most, the love and love between you and me, in your heart, will disappear forever. However, I was foolish, loving you for a moment, thinking of you. Especially in these past few days, I've been wanting to see you so much! How happy it would be to talk and laugh with you! It was thanks to you coming to my house on May 18 that I was able to get out of my misery. That day, if it wasn't for Gui Hong being at home, I really wanted to hug you tightly and kiss you sweetly. But he was at home, so it was impossible to do so. Thus, I used my willpower to restrain my impulse, allowing my excited heart to calm down …

My dearest brother, did you know that? I can't live without you, because I'm not happy at all at home; I'm not happy at all. Only my brother is always there in my heart. These days, I was looking forward to your coming to my house every day to relieve my yearning. While I was thinking about you, on the afternoon of the 18th, you actually came. When I see you, I'm glad from the bottom of my heart.

My brother, whom I miss every second of the day, we want to see each other every day. This is impossible. Because you're a person with a job. Besides, when you're at work, you have your colleagues to keep you company and talk and laugh, and when you get home, your lovely daughter and mother will make you happy and happy. But I was too bored to stay home all day and feed the pigs.

My dear brother, you are too kind to me. My love for you will never change. As for whether or not you love me, you can choose for yourself.

My dear brother, I have read your letter almost every day since I received it on the 24th of March. Tears flowed uncontrollably every time he read it. Big brother's letter was too touching, especially the poem that Big brother wrote. When I can't see you, I read your letter and your picture. This way, he would also be able to relieve some of the pain of missing her. Brother, you won't blame me for not writing to you.

I miss my brother all the time. We've been together for six years. In these six years, you are a strong pillar of my spirit, you gave me the courage to live. After I can, I hope more, forever give me the spirit of the pillar and life courage.

My beloved brother, in these six years, you have suffered so much for me, so you have suffered so much. In these past six years, little sister had also added a lot of trouble and pain to Big Brother. I truly let Big Brother down.

Do you remember the wonderful moments of October 29, 1989, and November 27, 1992? I was scared, but I was happy. How I wish I could go back to that moment and let our true love, our true love, be preserved forever.

Dear brother, on the 28th of April, I feel very happy and satisfied. The true love you have for me; the true love you have for me, the little sister will forever be engraved in your heart. On the 28th of May, when you came to see me, I was alone. When I saw you, I was very excited. So we had a good time. Thanks to you going to see me that day, there was a date on June 1st; there was a chance for you and me to meet; there was a happy moment. Well, we'll talk about it tomorrow. This letter of mine is written very crudely, please forgive me, brother.

I wish you a good job and good health!

This Salutation

Your little sister

Grass for the afternoon of 31 May 1993 at 2.10 p.m.

When Zi Peng finished reading the letter, he was so excited that he couldn't calm down for a long time. In her letter, she used sincere words to explain how much she missed him; how much she truly loved him; and how she really couldn't lose him. Therefore, he couldn't help but shed tears of excitement. She had visited him at his house in order to see him, but he was not at home; she had come down to the market, to the shops, to find him, and had emptied her, and then, at five minutes past ten, to wait for him at his front street, but she had not seen him. One could see how much she truly cared for him; one could see how much she cared for him; one could see how much she missed and longed for him. She told him about her misfortune at home. Her family was painful, uncomfortable, and unhappy to her. She was bored to death feeding the pigs at home. It was for this reason that she had made up her mind to love him; and for this reason that she had given him her true feelings, and he had felt sorry for her. Therefore, he must do his best to comfort her; he must do his best to care for her; he must do his best to care for her; he must do his best to love her.

He thought that although he had become a worker, he must find time to visit her more often. To let her already fragile heart receive some comfort, to let her pull herself together, to let her see the light of the future, to build up the confidence and courage to live. That's right! She used to be in production team with me, so we can basically meet every day. She didn't want me to move. She even asked me to stay another year. Even if I moved, I was still the village's Secretary of Branch and could still visit her often. Thus, she felt that her life was very fulfilling, full of hope and confidence. But it's different now, I became a worker and left the Taoyuan Village, this is a huge blow to her. That's why she doesn't want to see her anymore; she doesn't want to love her anymore. Hence, pessimism; loss of hope and courage for life; and negative thinking. That was why she had used a low profile in her letter: Her love for me would always be there; whether I loved her or not, I had my own choice. Isn't that the reason for the pessimism? Isn't this what I felt when I became a labourer? Isn't this the feeling of losing one's mental backbone while feeling inferior?

When he had finished reading her letter, he felt great concern and sympathy for her; he felt great anxiety and unease for her. As a result, he loved her even more and was even more indestructible. Therefore, he wanted to spare no effort in taking care of her and taking care of her. He wanted to spare no effort in going out with her. He wanted to take a walk with her. He wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk with her. He couldn't afford to lose such a rare and good sister because of this …

Between May and June, Zipeng's articles were broadcast on the People's Radio of generalization in 13 pieces, and one was published on the Tonghua Daily in 14 pieces.

On May 2, the radio station broadcast a poem on its weekend calligraphy programme: ”Spring is in full bloom.”

On 6 May, the radio broadcasted a news report: ”Tonggang Steel Co. Ltd's Second cement factory conducts security two-way defense competitions”.